Submissions by PoeticMalibu (Kim Soulee)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
As a poet, I share my personal experiences as a young adult. Life is a roller coaster and you can only take it one day at time so why not share it with everyone?
LOVE POEM
Published
13th Aug 2020 7:31am
13th Aug 2020 7:31am
Please Don’t Leave Me
I remember begging you not to go
I remember lying on my floor
Because my heart was broken
It felt like i had been stabbed
Or like my heart had burst
You had cut me open
Where my heart was
I remember lying there for days
thinking what did i do
I think how did i become
So obnoxious
So clingy
I had days where
Id ask please don't leave me
I know i was rude
It comes back down to what i forgot to say
I can't believe
I was such a dork
Im sorry
Please please don't leave me
I'm here...
I remember lying on my floor
Because my heart was broken
It felt like i had been stabbed
Or like my heart had burst
You had cut me open
Where my heart was
I remember lying there for days
thinking what did i do
I think how did i become
So obnoxious
So clingy
I had days where
Id ask please don't leave me
I know i was rude
It comes back down to what i forgot to say
I can't believe
I was such a dork
Im sorry
Please please don't leave me
I'm here...
#sadness
#regret
#heartbroken
#emptiness
#bittersweet
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LOVE POEM
Published
6th Aug 2020 6:18am
6th Aug 2020 6:18am
So Sick
Normally around this time of year I start
Thinking about you
And since there’s no more we,
I listen to the videos
With your voice
I thought I was stronger than this
But i’d rather walk around
With my head down,
All I can do is listen
To all these sad songs
As I scroll through Instagram
Seeing my friend
Post about the love of her life
I remember when i called you that,
I wish i could turn off the radio
It just reminds me how you’re not mine anymore
And For just some reason
I...
Thinking about you
And since there’s no more we,
I listen to the videos
With your voice
I thought I was stronger than this
But i’d rather walk around
With my head down,
All I can do is listen
To all these sad songs
As I scroll through Instagram
Seeing my friend
Post about the love of her life
I remember when i called you that,
I wish i could turn off the radio
It just reminds me how you’re not mine anymore
And For just some reason
I...
#sadness
#heartbroken
#IMissYou #FirstLove
#IMissYou #FirstLove
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LOVE POEM
Published
6th Aug 2020 6:13am
6th Aug 2020 6:13am
Jocelyn Flores
I loved you so much
Somewhere
In my mind blown up
I be feeling pain
I'm trapped in my mind
Hoping for a way out
Hoping that everything is ok
Im praying
To be okay
Everyday i hate myself
Haste decisions
Let me go
I be feeling pain to hold on
To this world
I refuse to let go
Got me feeling insane
I loved you so much
I can't take it back
I had this dream
This dream to take it all down
Clear my mind of it
I had my grasp on it all
I knew...
Somewhere
In my mind blown up
I be feeling pain
I'm trapped in my mind
Hoping for a way out
Hoping that everything is ok
Im praying
To be okay
Everyday i hate myself
Haste decisions
Let me go
I be feeling pain to hold on
To this world
I refuse to let go
Got me feeling insane
I loved you so much
I can't take it back
I had this dream
This dream to take it all down
Clear my mind of it
I had my grasp on it all
I knew...
#rejection
#lies
#disappointment #manipulation
#disappointment #manipulation
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SELF POEM
Published
5th Aug 2020 3:53am
5th Aug 2020 3:53am
Everybody Dies in Their Nightmares
I feel like i’m trapped in my damn mind
The only time i feel
Something is when i’m in my dreams
I don't wanna go outside
Everybody watches me
Its annoying
I feel like i'm trapped in my mind
I wanna die in the night time
And be resting peacefully
So let me be
I feel like i'm wrapped in a damn lie
I'm never really alone in the nighttime
I told you already
To go away
Im tired of the lies in my life
I'm tired of the negativity
Im feeling like i'm trapped in my damn mind
I only feel things when im trapped at...
The only time i feel
Something is when i’m in my dreams
I don't wanna go outside
Everybody watches me
Its annoying
I feel like i'm trapped in my mind
I wanna die in the night time
And be resting peacefully
So let me be
I feel like i'm wrapped in a damn lie
I'm never really alone in the nighttime
I told you already
To go away
Im tired of the lies in my life
I'm tired of the negativity
Im feeling like i'm trapped in my damn mind
I only feel things when im trapped at...
#regret
#loneliness
#heartbroken #emptiness
#heartbroken #emptiness
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LOVE POEM
Published
5th Aug 2020 3:49am
5th Aug 2020 3:49am
Could I Be Her?
I held your hand
Just for a quick moment
You looked into my eyes
So sweetly
I remembered a time where I was unbroken
I swear that every time
I look at you
My heart skips a beat
But I’m sure that you never saw me
I’m calling out for you
Everyday
I wanna know your story
I can be the one you want
I swear that every time
I see you
I wanna hold you so closely but
I’m sure that you never saw me
Could I be the one you talk about in all your stories
Can I be her
Let...
Just for a quick moment
You looked into my eyes
So sweetly
I remembered a time where I was unbroken
I swear that every time
I look at you
My heart skips a beat
But I’m sure that you never saw me
I’m calling out for you
Everyday
I wanna know your story
I can be the one you want
I swear that every time
I see you
I wanna hold you so closely but
I’m sure that you never saw me
Could I be the one you talk about in all your stories
Can I be her
Let...
#love
#hope
#emotions
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LOVE POEM
Published
4th Aug 2020 7:13pm
4th Aug 2020 7:13pm
You're Such A
I gave you chance after chance
And you keep messaging me
You aren’t catching my attention
I can’t do it
The more you talk
Damn
You’re such a
Dick,
For trying to get in my bed
Cause you see
I’m doing better than when you were here
I can’t
I just can’t
The more you talk
It gets me mad
Did you think I would just let you back into my bed
Cause I’m doing better by myself
Damn you’re such a
Dick
A liar
I still don’t wanna hear it
I could do so much better
And you keep messaging me
You aren’t catching my attention
I can’t do it
The more you talk
Damn
You’re such a
Dick,
For trying to get in my bed
Cause you see
I’m doing better than when you were here
I can’t
I just can’t
The more you talk
It gets me mad
Did you think I would just let you back into my bed
Cause I’m doing better by myself
Damn you’re such a
Dick
A liar
I still don’t wanna hear it
I could do so much better
#MovingOn
#separation
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LOVE POEM
Published
4th Aug 2020 7:11pm
4th Aug 2020 7:11pm
Amnesia
You’ve been dreaming about this love
I thought you wanted to see me,
I can’t believe how hard I try
To get your attention,
Best believe when I catch
Amnesia don’t try to get my attention,
I’ve been letting you know that everything will be okay,
Baby I gave you my all,
I believe in love
Lately it hasn’t seem to exist,
I noticed you,
Best believe it
I’m not going to give you my love,
I surrender all my heart,
My effort has run dry,
Whenever you’re ready,
Let me know
But until then all I remember is your smile,...
I thought you wanted to see me,
I can’t believe how hard I try
To get your attention,
Best believe when I catch
Amnesia don’t try to get my attention,
I’ve been letting you know that everything will be okay,
Baby I gave you my all,
I believe in love
Lately it hasn’t seem to exist,
I noticed you,
Best believe it
I’m not going to give you my love,
I surrender all my heart,
My effort has run dry,
Whenever you’re ready,
Let me know
But until then all I remember is your smile,...
#courage
#TimeHeals
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ANGER POEM
Published
3rd Aug 2020 10:32pm
3rd Aug 2020 10:32pm
Address It
Stop talkin about me behind my back
We ain't in high school no more
Why are you acting like we are
Stop putin dirt on my name
Do you hear me
Maybe i should say it louder
Look at me
Stop liking my pictures on insta
If you about to call me a child
Stop asking me to date you
If I told you no numerous times
Stop telling people who I don’t fuck with
Where i'm at
We aren’t together because you act like a child
You are immature
you , yes you, are NOT my type
And WILL NEVER BE.
Stop...
We ain't in high school no more
Why are you acting like we are
Stop putin dirt on my name
Do you hear me
Maybe i should say it louder
Look at me
Stop liking my pictures on insta
If you about to call me a child
Stop asking me to date you
If I told you no numerous times
Stop telling people who I don’t fuck with
Where i'm at
We aren’t together because you act like a child
You are immature
you , yes you, are NOT my type
And WILL NEVER BE.
Stop...
#anger
#regret
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
3rd Aug 2020 2:12am
3rd Aug 2020 2:12am
A True Inspiration
You never know what you had till it’s gone
Like two kisses till dawn
You see it took me a bit longer
To get back up
Cause you showed me a new true definition of love
But see now I don’t want to get back in it
Because seeing it from the beginning
Just hasn’t been so easy
I’ve been through tough times
And I got back up each and every time
But this time I just can’t do it
Feeling all this pain
Brought me back to it
All I want is to one day hold my child
The two of us
I don’t ever want them to know what heartbreak ...
Like two kisses till dawn
You see it took me a bit longer
To get back up
Cause you showed me a new true definition of love
But see now I don’t want to get back in it
Because seeing it from the beginning
Just hasn’t been so easy
I’ve been through tough times
And I got back up each and every time
But this time I just can’t do it
Feeling all this pain
Brought me back to it
All I want is to one day hold my child
The two of us
I don’t ever want them to know what heartbreak ...
#love
#courage
#TimeHeals
#MovingOn
#SelfDiscovery
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SELF POEM
Published
3rd Aug 2020 1:50am
3rd Aug 2020 1:50am
1-800-273-8255
I’ve been on a low,
It’s time to get on that high,
I’ve slit my wrists,
I’ve burned my arms,
I’ve tried overdosing,
I’m not alone,
It takes courage to announce that I’m not ashamed,
I’m balancing on a thin rope,
I want to be alive,
My head has been underwater for quite some time,
Do you know my reason to stick around?
It can be hard, so hard
To keep pushing on,
Sometimes I just can’t do it,
I just want to lay there on that hospital bed and listen to my heartbeat fade out,
There isn’t a reason to give up,
I got...
It’s time to get on that high,
I’ve slit my wrists,
I’ve burned my arms,
I’ve tried overdosing,
I’m not alone,
It takes courage to announce that I’m not ashamed,
I’m balancing on a thin rope,
I want to be alive,
My head has been underwater for quite some time,
Do you know my reason to stick around?
It can be hard, so hard
To keep pushing on,
Sometimes I just can’t do it,
I just want to lay there on that hospital bed and listen to my heartbeat fade out,
There isn’t a reason to give up,
I got...
#suicide
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LOVE POEM
Published
1st Jun 2019 4:30am
1st Jun 2019 4:30am
The remedy for a broken heart
My soul is broken in half,
My mind is stuck on a revolving door,
This time won’t you save me,
I’m drowning in my own tears
My heart races for you
I'm giving up here
I wish you would hurry up
This time wont you save me
I can feel myself giving up
I was once yours and now my heart is distant from you
You call me a liar
You lie to me
You break my heart
You deprive me of my love and joy
I wish I could have this moment for life
I wish I didn’t forget and forgive so easily
I wish i had hate in me
I wish i was...
My mind is stuck on a revolving door,
This time won’t you save me,
I’m drowning in my own tears
My heart races for you
I'm giving up here
I wish you would hurry up
This time wont you save me
I can feel myself giving up
I was once yours and now my heart is distant from you
You call me a liar
You lie to me
You break my heart
You deprive me of my love and joy
I wish I could have this moment for life
I wish I didn’t forget and forgive so easily
I wish i had hate in me
I wish i was...
#heartbroken
#breakup
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