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Jocelyn Flores

I loved you so much
Somewhere

In my mind blown up
I be feeling pain

I'm trapped in my mind
Hoping for a way out
Hoping that everything is ok

Im praying
To be okay
Everyday i hate myself

Haste decisions
Let me go

I be feeling pain to hold on
To this world
I refuse to let go

Got me feeling insane
I loved you so much
I can't take it back

I had this dream
This dream to take it all down
Clear my mind of it

I had my grasp on it all
I knew what i wanted
Where did it all go
I stopped thinking about you

I wanna put ten bullets to my brain
I had a conversation about my haste decisions

I be feeling this pain just to hold on
Everyday i wake up and think great again
Here in this prison
Change my view
I’m gonna be left behind
I’m trying to haul ass

I’m praying
The person you mess with
Lets you go

I’m playing around here
Though
Got me feeling down
Where did this pain come from

I loved you so much
You were this little joy to be around and now
It’s all gone
Protect yourself

I be feeling pain just to hold on
Deep deep in the corners of my brain
I take out my revenge on you

See through my eyes
A collection of thoughts
And nightmares
Have been collecting dust
I used to know you.
I knew you were somewhere out there
I want you to feel my pain
I loved you so much
Now i don’t want you around me
I can do bad all on my own
Written by PoeticMalibu (Kim Soulee)
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