The remedy for a broken heart

My soul is broken in half,
My mind is stuck on a revolving door,
This time won’t you save me,
I’m drowning in my own tears
My heart races for you
I'm giving up here
I wish you would hurry up
This time wont you save me
I can feel myself giving up
I was once yours and now my heart is distant from you
You call me a liar
You lie to me
You break my heart
You deprive me of my love and joy
I wish I could have this moment for life
I wish I didn’t forget and forgive so easily
I wish i had hate in me
I wish i was mean
I'm too nice for you
I'm too pretty for you
I'm out of your league
I just wanna take this moment and hold it up
And show you who I am
And how wrong you are about me
You don’t know me
You aren't in my thoughts
You told me you would never leave
Where did you go
I missed you
I loved you
Maybe I’m not the one
I miss us
You told me that you would come when I needed you
And you said it so sweetly
I'm holding you to that.
I fell in love with a very bad habit,
I am free now
Erase me from the page
I was alive for the first time
When i was with you
I wish you could relate
It's not hard to smile
You said goodbye when i was trying
To tell you something ain't right inside of me
I was there through
Your storms
When you stole and was caught i was there
I was there when you needed me
Go ahead and start over
Erase me from the page though
You messed up and made
Me feel bad
Like i messed up
I will paint you like the bad guy
Because you are the bad guy
You told me i made you unhappy
I pointed out your flaws
I tried to help you
I tried to show you what was wrong
I tried so hard to change
And it was you who needed to change
Now you’re going to mess up another girl because you messed up.
I hate you with all my heart.
I fell in love with a very bad habit.
Save me from these daydreams
I want to start over
You said goodbye when i was trying to say something important
Just cause its hard to smile
Something isn't right inside of me
I fell in love with a very bad habit.