Submissions by MidnightShy89
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
22nd Jan 2018 8:41pm
22nd Jan 2018 8:41pm
Life Itself
Would it mean to set off?
Far away so he can't find you?
Let go of the other half,
So the water can come through.
Come as if washing away what used to be there before,
Walking through the inside seeing what's left to explore.
Finding all that was there,
Seemed to disappear when in your eyes I stared.
I felt the pain,
As if it was left in yesterday,
But the numbness set in,
Trying to survive this life but he won't let me live.
I will follow though sink to the lowest trench,
Find me not as I reveal the truth...
Far away so he can't find you?
Let go of the other half,
So the water can come through.
Come as if washing away what used to be there before,
Walking through the inside seeing what's left to explore.
Finding all that was there,
Seemed to disappear when in your eyes I stared.
I felt the pain,
As if it was left in yesterday,
But the numbness set in,
Trying to survive this life but he won't let me live.
I will follow though sink to the lowest trench,
Find me not as I reveal the truth...
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Sep 2017 11:56pm
23rd Sep 2017 11:56pm
Foolish Ride
I'll look at you,
And know it's the wrong thing to do.
You smile and I wonder how it shines so big,
I have to remind myself again why I'm with him.
Sharp as a razors blade,
Harder than the summers rain.
Deeper than a babies cry,
Soothing the moment past the color of your eyes.
But,there it goes again,
The voice that repeats in my head.
-Take another hard fall on this foolish ride child,
It'll be alright after a while.
I'll tell you what you forgotten what happened back then,
And make you weak as you wonder what might have...
And know it's the wrong thing to do.
You smile and I wonder how it shines so big,
I have to remind myself again why I'm with him.
Sharp as a razors blade,
Harder than the summers rain.
Deeper than a babies cry,
Soothing the moment past the color of your eyes.
But,there it goes again,
The voice that repeats in my head.
-Take another hard fall on this foolish ride child,
It'll be alright after a while.
I'll tell you what you forgotten what happened back then,
And make you weak as you wonder what might have...
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
23rd Sep 2017 11:02pm
23rd Sep 2017 11:02pm
Blinded Eye
I pass by with unblinked eyes,
Not missing any moment.
Not wasting a single lie,
With living and not knowin.
With closed eyes,
No I couldn't see.
I couldn't see what I chose to leave behind,
Not knowin what I picked out,
Confused about this foolish ride,
Living above the cloud.
I question of you,
What do I do?
You lend me no advice,
Sending me on my way expecting me to be alive.
Is that such a hard question to answer?
You put me on this earth as a helpless sinner.
How can I just forget,
Forget something I...
Not missing any moment.
Not wasting a single lie,
With living and not knowin.
With closed eyes,
No I couldn't see.
I couldn't see what I chose to leave behind,
Not knowin what I picked out,
Confused about this foolish ride,
Living above the cloud.
I question of you,
What do I do?
You lend me no advice,
Sending me on my way expecting me to be alive.
Is that such a hard question to answer?
You put me on this earth as a helpless sinner.
How can I just forget,
Forget something I...
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Sep 2017 2:02am
23rd Sep 2017 2:02am
Nobody you found
How can I even think about betraying someone?
Someone who holds me so tight,
Maybe a little too tight,
Won't let me breathe!
Who is the real me?
Have I gotten sucked into another mistake?
Or am I happy in another world and I can't awake?
Awake from what is really dragging me in,
Saying, "Come on,you can't win!
You can't win in the real world,
It's all gonna tumble on you girl.
Just hold your breathe and wait for it to be over,
Wait till the pain finally becomes sober.
Just grab the sharpest thing you can find,
Listen to...
Someone who holds me so tight,
Maybe a little too tight,
Won't let me breathe!
Who is the real me?
Have I gotten sucked into another mistake?
Or am I happy in another world and I can't awake?
Awake from what is really dragging me in,
Saying, "Come on,you can't win!
You can't win in the real world,
It's all gonna tumble on you girl.
Just hold your breathe and wait for it to be over,
Wait till the pain finally becomes sober.
Just grab the sharpest thing you can find,
Listen to...
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SELF POEM
Published
21st Sep 2017 12:49pm
21st Sep 2017 12:49pm
Unfaithful
I lost myself again,
I lost what I had left inside me as a friend.
I gotta let you go,cause it's tearing me up inside.
How bad it hurts I'll tell you why.
15 cuts underneath the truth,
One more cut believes this one is for you.
Always ending in so much hurt,
As I was trying to hold onto something more further.
Further than what I can go,
Crossing the limit on someone I know.
Someone who always had me in mind,
Drowning in the darkest part of the ocean of his eyes,
Smelling trouble rise in the distance as I tried to hide. ...
I lost what I had left inside me as a friend.
I gotta let you go,cause it's tearing me up inside.
How bad it hurts I'll tell you why.
15 cuts underneath the truth,
One more cut believes this one is for you.
Always ending in so much hurt,
As I was trying to hold onto something more further.
Further than what I can go,
Crossing the limit on someone I know.
Someone who always had me in mind,
Drowning in the darkest part of the ocean of his eyes,
Smelling trouble rise in the distance as I tried to hide. ...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
21st Sep 2017 12:35pm
21st Sep 2017 12:35pm
Better off unknown
Once with sorrow,
Once with forgiveness,
Several times of feeling hopeless.
Leaving it all behind,
Last I lost and last I find.
Your better off unknown,
Even if the pain is being shown.
The smile on my face and the questioned look in my eyes,
Why does it show so much just tell me why!?
Watching every step trying to keep my balance,
Watching like a movie but the sound is silent.
It's alright,
I'll erase the pain and pay the price.
Don't try to search through my eyes,
You'll never know.
Just like I said before ...
Once with forgiveness,
Several times of feeling hopeless.
Leaving it all behind,
Last I lost and last I find.
Your better off unknown,
Even if the pain is being shown.
The smile on my face and the questioned look in my eyes,
Why does it show so much just tell me why!?
Watching every step trying to keep my balance,
Watching like a movie but the sound is silent.
It's alright,
I'll erase the pain and pay the price.
Don't try to search through my eyes,
You'll never know.
Just like I said before ...
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SELF POEM
Published
18th Sep 2017 1:17am
18th Sep 2017 1:17am
Understanding this world alone
I've said all there is left to be said,
How I cried myself to sleep in bed.
How I've lost the trust of love,
And how I stopped looking at the sky above.
How I stopped enjoying the waves of the ocean,
How I wished I'd throw myself over the mountains.
How the knife lost its sharp edge,
And nomore enjoying the pain I had once fed.
There is nomore tricking me that everything is fine,
I'd have to believe it and see it with my own eyes.
Stop holding me down and let me go,
Let me understand this world alone!
(To my mother in 2007)...
How I cried myself to sleep in bed.
How I've lost the trust of love,
And how I stopped looking at the sky above.
How I stopped enjoying the waves of the ocean,
How I wished I'd throw myself over the mountains.
How the knife lost its sharp edge,
And nomore enjoying the pain I had once fed.
There is nomore tricking me that everything is fine,
I'd have to believe it and see it with my own eyes.
Stop holding me down and let me go,
Let me understand this world alone!
(To my mother in 2007)...
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DARK POEM
Published
17th Sep 2017 10:35pm
17th Sep 2017 10:35pm
Evil Eyes
There's this one place I go in my mind,
This depressant place I hold all my feelings inside.
It's so dark, you will not find me,
Only in the distance evil eyes you will see.
Stairing at you so furiously,
And yet so sadly.
When your walking in my place of darkness and fear,
Your here to stay,
Right here with me.
There's no escaping from where you'll be.
I'll snatch your soul,
And replace it with evil,
And lower you down to my level.
I'll rise with the devils fire
Burning here in hell.
Into this evil state of mind you...
This depressant place I hold all my feelings inside.
It's so dark, you will not find me,
Only in the distance evil eyes you will see.
Stairing at you so furiously,
And yet so sadly.
When your walking in my place of darkness and fear,
Your here to stay,
Right here with me.
There's no escaping from where you'll be.
I'll snatch your soul,
And replace it with evil,
And lower you down to my level.
I'll rise with the devils fire
Burning here in hell.
Into this evil state of mind you...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
17th Sep 2017 1:07am
17th Sep 2017 1:07am
Sadly mistaken
I'm last night's shadow,
See who you wanted to.
I'm last night's shadow,
The one mistaken to kiss you.
I'm yesterdays rainy day,
Sat on my bed thinking deliberately.
I'm yesterdays rainy day,
Following into last night's shadow who doesn't get along with me.
I was your dream,
Facing you wherever you went.
The dream that may not have been heaven sent.
I was the touch of your lips,
The deceiving needle to you in your last kiss.
I'm last night's shadow,
I'm yesterdays rainy day.
Sadly mistaken as...
See who you wanted to.
I'm last night's shadow,
The one mistaken to kiss you.
I'm yesterdays rainy day,
Sat on my bed thinking deliberately.
I'm yesterdays rainy day,
Following into last night's shadow who doesn't get along with me.
I was your dream,
Facing you wherever you went.
The dream that may not have been heaven sent.
I was the touch of your lips,
The deceiving needle to you in your last kiss.
I'm last night's shadow,
I'm yesterdays rainy day.
Sadly mistaken as...
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