Submissions by MatthewConrad (bilingual-zoid)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Hello: i'm a p'ooh-et - i write p'ooh-ems.
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
13th May 2020 2:53am
13th May 2020 2:53am
of death and sleep
at what point am i not... so shitty angst-prone teen... suppose c. g. jung and... akin to h. p. lovecraft... when there's a keter: ha-shem: ehyeh asher ehyeh... so many "deviation" from the name... new gods... new names... cthulhu and abraxas... jesus fucking shit... + christ all you want... nothing desires a sanctimony of the sacred... nor the death of a chris cornell... unless... it can only be pardoned with "the passing": i.e. death... patient spider... patient stone... patient stab-in-the-back... the solipsistic russian nation of mongrels... to lesser ears: the tipshar of albert...
#StreamOfConsciousness
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
12th May 2020 2:13am
12th May 2020 2:13am
diese ist es!
at those special moments -
when one will be finally able to stand
above the gravestone that denotes:
the first portion of the 20th century...
once "they" die off: the second world war
veterans... the holocaust primo levis...
when all pomp and ceremony
dies off...
see... i don't mind wearing these facial
masks no more...
forgetting that i'm still wearing
one...
face mask... niqab... face mask...
niqab...
i don't mind because i always tell myself:
the moment i see the next akin
idiot to me......
when one will be finally able to stand
above the gravestone that denotes:
the first portion of the 20th century...
once "they" die off: the second world war
veterans... the holocaust primo levis...
when all pomp and ceremony
dies off...
see... i don't mind wearing these facial
masks no more...
forgetting that i'm still wearing
one...
face mask... niqab... face mask...
niqab...
i don't mind because i always tell myself:
the moment i see the next akin
idiot to me......
#PowerOfWords
#StreamOfConsciousness
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3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
12th May 2020 00:15am
12th May 2020 00:15am
extension of Tironian stenography: the "etymology" of numbers
they poured me wine to finish what i started;
they promised me an audience with ms. amber
when i have finished this...
a bargain of a juggling acts between "big boy" terms:
epistemology and etymology -
but more to the basics of: words without meaning:
letters - syllables and vowels -
not exactly the realm of nouns of the greek letters:
and their connotations: alpha- -male
alpha- -beginning
omega- -end
sigma- ...
they promised me an audience with ms. amber
when i have finished this...
a bargain of a juggling acts between "big boy" terms:
epistemology and etymology -
but more to the basics of: words without meaning:
letters - syllables and vowels -
not exactly the realm of nouns of the greek letters:
and their connotations: alpha- -male
alpha- -beginning
omega- -end
sigma- ...
#philosophical
#StreamOfConsciousness
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1 Comment
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
10th May 2020 11:10pm
10th May 2020 11:10pm
magnusson hand-saw
perhaps one of the last few glitches in
the youtube algorithm...
i once mentioned the channel
hakiri ditari...
looks like... 666MrDoom is feeding
me up-to-speed 2020 releases...
beside the point...
brain for fudge... packing...
no exoskeleton to crawl into and become mush...
even if... ms. amber dresses herself
in a cancan attire of a bourbon tongue:
slick...
no real geometry for a god, no god...
thought... here: jigsaw says 'ello...
and bye-bye...
...
the youtube algorithm...
i once mentioned the channel
hakiri ditari...
looks like... 666MrDoom is feeding
me up-to-speed 2020 releases...
beside the point...
brain for fudge... packing...
no exoskeleton to crawl into and become mush...
even if... ms. amber dresses herself
in a cancan attire of a bourbon tongue:
slick...
no real geometry for a god, no god...
thought... here: jigsaw says 'ello...
and bye-bye...
...
#StreamOfConsciousness
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4 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
9th May 2020 00:15am
9th May 2020 00:15am
vitamin D boss
out comes the golden serpent - with hands of dripping copper and honey... sprinkling kosher salt wherever he goes; of course prior to: mr. aenemia and vamp. goes through a rotten stage of: scortched porky pink... it does take a day or two... for the suntan to even itself out
the joy from a well exerted body
with paid debt for a day's worth
of life...
laying the foundation of a new shed...
tossing a tonne of gravel...
mixing cement like bread dough:
3:1 parts - sand:cement...
and some water...
to the consistency of yeasty dough... ...
the joy from a well exerted body
with paid debt for a day's worth
of life...
laying the foundation of a new shed...
tossing a tonne of gravel...
mixing cement like bread dough:
3:1 parts - sand:cement...
and some water...
to the consistency of yeasty dough... ...
#StreamOfConsciousness
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
8th May 2020 00:51am
8th May 2020 00:51am
experiment 1a: a kettle, a committee and the wake
calls it: dodghing bullets; alternatively: chewing gum...
i could write about... how i "trapped" a cat in
my bedroom...
kept the window open... and two mosquitos flew
in...
i would be a sadist... if i had a mythical
tarantula scuttling around the room...
but two mosquitos and a cat...
that's just a tease...
it's not like i once fed two rainbow
trout eyes to this... no... the other cat...
or how i pinched a mosquito by the leg...
and... this... no... the other cat...
gladly gobbled it down......
i could write about... how i "trapped" a cat in
my bedroom...
kept the window open... and two mosquitos flew
in...
i would be a sadist... if i had a mythical
tarantula scuttling around the room...
but two mosquitos and a cat...
that's just a tease...
it's not like i once fed two rainbow
trout eyes to this... no... the other cat...
or how i pinched a mosquito by the leg...
and... this... no... the other cat...
gladly gobbled it down......
#StreamOfConsciousness
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
7th May 2020 00:40am
7th May 2020 00:40am
disappeared at (point of entry) B175 - reemerged somewhere down the route A1112
get to a million get to a million...
it's no dickens or a shakepeare... but...
get to a million get to a million...
it's not your everyday tabloid column...
but... get to a million get to a million...
all words outside of the italics...
said... really... real... slowly...
Eeyore: sore...
i like how...
sodden sad i am with... a spike
milligan rendition of...
by the barrel of the rhyme -
this nonsense has to... be gloated...
float... 'ted...
ballloons and buzzing... etc. ...
it's no dickens or a shakepeare... but...
get to a million get to a million...
it's not your everyday tabloid column...
but... get to a million get to a million...
all words outside of the italics...
said... really... real... slowly...
Eeyore: sore...
i like how...
sodden sad i am with... a spike
milligan rendition of...
by the barrel of the rhyme -
this nonsense has to... be gloated...
float... 'ted...
ballloons and buzzing... etc. ...
#StreamOfConsciousness
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th May 2020 00:50am
6th May 2020 00:50am
time entombed
the motto: a healthy body, a healthy mind...
fair enough...
can the healthy body tell me
where its palette is?
just asking... can this mind over mind mantra:
this... no one likes a pickled brain...
a healthy body equates to me:
a mind reared for learning - sponges and
syringes...
does this "healthy body" desire...
alternative tastes?
blue cheese? trout caviar?
oysters? haggis?
out of curiosity:
or does... keeping around a play-thing...
third person addressee...
hard to miss...
fair enough...
can the healthy body tell me
where its palette is?
just asking... can this mind over mind mantra:
this... no one likes a pickled brain...
a healthy body equates to me:
a mind reared for learning - sponges and
syringes...
does this "healthy body" desire...
alternative tastes?
blue cheese? trout caviar?
oysters? haggis?
out of curiosity:
or does... keeping around a play-thing...
third person addressee...
hard to miss...
#StreamOfConsciousness
355 reads
2 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
5th May 2020 11:11pm
5th May 2020 11:11pm
meditations on sanskrit
disclaimer: i tend to also post on https://hellopoetry.com/polaroid-scrabble/... project: 1 million words... and https://allpoetry.com/Matthew_Conrad... i didn't pay any money for a subscription... so i only post there once a day...
all the following words are english words...
although borrowing sanskrit...
for reasons: that will be self-evident...
this will help: _____________________________
to get at the foundations...
_____________________________________
yep... this will help,
a lot...
i've...
all the following words are english words...
although borrowing sanskrit...
for reasons: that will be self-evident...
this will help: _____________________________
to get at the foundations...
_____________________________________
yep... this will help,
a lot...
i've...
#birds
#wind
#apocalypse #StreamOfConsciousness
#apocalypse #StreamOfConsciousness
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
5th May 2020 1:10am
5th May 2020 1:10am
pronouns again, ugh!
perhaps a hannibal lecter interlude...
after all... pronouns... are they really: all that important...
the first the second the third wave
of secularism...
fine... fine... make religious artifacts
dunce...
make iconoclasm...
make it sacrilege...
islamic stessors on: no images...
you'd think: high praises for grammar,
orthography and all that...
"orthography": without diacritical markers:
a technical term for something pretty
pedestrian: a spelling mistake...
pronouns... i...
after all... pronouns... are they really: all that important...
the first the second the third wave
of secularism...
fine... fine... make religious artifacts
dunce...
make iconoclasm...
make it sacrilege...
islamic stessors on: no images...
you'd think: high praises for grammar,
orthography and all that...
"orthography": without diacritical markers:
a technical term for something pretty
pedestrian: a spelling mistake...
pronouns... i...
#StreamOfConsciousness
316 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
4th May 2020 2:28am
4th May 2020 2:28am
gaming tel aviv; gaming beirut
i'm not a "gamer"... i'm a brothel leech...
a gomorrahite...
this antithesis of safe-space
sodomites...
gaming: ending with MGS1...
FFVIII... tenchu...
for the console...
age of empires...
rome: total war...
i'll pay an extra 10 quid
to slur an oyster...
on top of 10 quid goes to
the madame... this fat bitch that would look
better in a slaughterhouse...
and that... gimp... turk... "turk"...
of a bodyguard: 5'9"... of something
i'd rather: first: sneeze on...
before...
a gomorrahite...
this antithesis of safe-space
sodomites...
gaming: ending with MGS1...
FFVIII... tenchu...
for the console...
age of empires...
rome: total war...
i'll pay an extra 10 quid
to slur an oyster...
on top of 10 quid goes to
the madame... this fat bitch that would look
better in a slaughterhouse...
and that... gimp... turk... "turk"...
of a bodyguard: 5'9"... of something
i'd rather: first: sneeze on...
before...
#fate
#luck
#curse #StreamOfConsciousness
#curse #StreamOfConsciousness
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
4th May 2020 1:20am
4th May 2020 1:20am
such a perfect day
days like these... i am left without any writing
ambition...
was there any to begin with?
ambition... and writing?
i wouldn't call it anything: more -
this unnecessary more it already has become...
it's not an ambition,
but it's also not an escapism...
it's sure as hell not some...
take on sylvia plath or anne sexton:
"treatment"...
writing either comes... or it doesn't...
and if it does: it does... and if it doesn't: with days
such as these: it really shouldn't...
but my...
ambition...
was there any to begin with?
ambition... and writing?
i wouldn't call it anything: more -
this unnecessary more it already has become...
it's not an ambition,
but it's also not an escapism...
it's sure as hell not some...
take on sylvia plath or anne sexton:
"treatment"...
writing either comes... or it doesn't...
and if it does: it does... and if it doesn't: with days
such as these: it really shouldn't...
but my...
#aging
#nostalgia
#StreamOfConsciousness
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