Submissions by MatthewConrad (bilingual-zoid)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Hello: i'm a p'ooh-et - i write p'ooh-ems.
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
26th Sep 2020 11:47pm
26th Sep 2020 11:47pm
to no one
i think i once had a broken heart...
i think i was in love once...
i guess it was more about
the great sex -
it's not like we talked much:
she "was" russian
and i "was" a polack...
she might as well have been
a german:
i can imagine how great
it would have been for
the in-laws to have met...
i can only imagine...
thankfully they didn't...
i was once told: if you can't
find a girlfriend in england:
go to india -
advice of a man who
did just that...
i did almost the same... ...
i think i was in love once...
i guess it was more about
the great sex -
it's not like we talked much:
she "was" russian
and i "was" a polack...
she might as well have been
a german:
i can imagine how great
it would have been for
the in-laws to have met...
i can only imagine...
thankfully they didn't...
i was once told: if you can't
find a girlfriend in england:
go to india -
advice of a man who
did just that...
i did almost the same... ...
#silence
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Sep 2020 00:14am
23rd Sep 2020 00:14am
angry prefix lady / roxette's joyride no better of "abba"
in ref. to parliREACH: my own revision of "standards" / a return to fully functioning descriptive attaches / cubism / no! to colour-blindness / poetry of whites / communism was good because mostly starving Ukrainians or Kazakhs or other "badziewie" / pressure to instigate overt-nuances of language: a necessary intro. of ciphers / alt.? scythe and stone for every hammer and sickle... ardently pro private property - my own personal library would shame the Romford public 'un... excuses? none: at "face-value"... literally... let's not bother with transcending the man the albino the homo similis -...
#nostalgia
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
22nd Sep 2020 11:57pm
22nd Sep 2020 11:57pm
it's: the evening i discovered ian carr's nucleus
it's not exactly cymande's dove -
it's mytho's dreamlab (1975) -
a dedication to wernher von braun -
on the odd occasion
the youtube algorithm feeds
me a nostalgia of suggestions
like it used to: and i forage for
new music...
nucleus' alleycat from the same year...
well:
i'm no bukowski and this is not
one of those moments to
test my strengths of patience
for mahler's: how i will die
with this deafness -
i know what's lacking in my life
is having listened to the oeuvre...
or have read melville's moby...
it's mytho's dreamlab (1975) -
a dedication to wernher von braun -
on the odd occasion
the youtube algorithm feeds
me a nostalgia of suggestions
like it used to: and i forage for
new music...
nucleus' alleycat from the same year...
well:
i'm no bukowski and this is not
one of those moments to
test my strengths of patience
for mahler's: how i will die
with this deafness -
i know what's lacking in my life
is having listened to the oeuvre...
or have read melville's moby...
#gratitude
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
5th Sep 2020 00:21am
5th Sep 2020 00:21am
conundrum
one of those: to be... or not...
to fall asleep
listening to hammock's
kenotic...
or... the rain glistening
with a cold sobering
primordial fall...
to borrow that scene
from lars von trier's
antichrist:
a copper-plated roof...
the sound of rain...
well: each to his own
and his own a somewhat
forever lost in
the universal glue -
of this a proposed q.
p.s.
piцburger -
piц... piц-na-wode-fotomontaż...
"fake on the water: ...
to fall asleep
listening to hammock's
kenotic...
or... the rain glistening
with a cold sobering
primordial fall...
to borrow that scene
from lars von trier's
antichrist:
a copper-plated roof...
the sound of rain...
well: each to his own
and his own a somewhat
forever lost in
the universal glue -
of this a proposed q.
p.s.
piцburger -
piц... piц-na-wode-fotomontaż...
"fake on the water: ...
#confessional
#myself
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
4th Sep 2020 11:57pm
4th Sep 2020 11:57pm
revision of comment
für poesie
seinen widerlichen
lebenszweck:
seine autobiographie /
for poetry
his disgusting
purpose in life:
his autobiography
(to borrow from
ernst jandl)
lazily: a thought
experiment -
the front drive:
more like a patio...
deweeding
trimming the shrubs
and most certainly
armed with a hook
working at
the miniature canyons
in between the
brick-o-slabs...
chaos at first...
before i actually managed
to relieve myself ...
seinen widerlichen
lebenszweck:
seine autobiographie /
for poetry
his disgusting
purpose in life:
his autobiography
(to borrow from
ernst jandl)
lazily: a thought
experiment -
the front drive:
more like a patio...
deweeding
trimming the shrubs
and most certainly
armed with a hook
working at
the miniature canyons
in between the
brick-o-slabs...
chaos at first...
before i actually managed
to relieve myself ...
#confessional
#memories
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
27th Aug 2020 00:29am
27th Aug 2020 00:29am
looting
unique: in that the great cancan o'
h'americana spandex english...
is littered with acronyms...
a minor observational point...
also... that there's a europe
as confined to scandinavia...
there's most certainly western europe...
a southern europe...
although... clogging up the "detail"
with spain... reconquista
and not the shame...
a barricade of goths...
leftover in the bizarre
gesticulation of a history...
and at: a history...
...
h'americana spandex english...
is littered with acronyms...
a minor observational point...
also... that there's a europe
as confined to scandinavia...
there's most certainly western europe...
a southern europe...
although... clogging up the "detail"
with spain... reconquista
and not the shame...
a barricade of goths...
leftover in the bizarre
gesticulation of a history...
and at: a history...
...
#identity
#culture
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EROTIC POEM
Published
24th Aug 2020 1:09am
24th Aug 2020 1:09am
cider queen
to have invested so much in that it would have
to yield so little... it's hardly a making
of a degradation...
but it's also a looting of the most believable:
pretending to be a member of a club:
blistering at the crux
of "being" ordained... the kippah for a bowl
of grue: green and blue... or perhaps oats...
semolina with milk... then again...
i just wait for the: first come first served...
and that's how... the guise of hyper-inflated
publishing works... it's a shortcut
in the chemical labyrinth of the ol'...
to yield so little... it's hardly a making
of a degradation...
but it's also a looting of the most believable:
pretending to be a member of a club:
blistering at the crux
of "being" ordained... the kippah for a bowl
of grue: green and blue... or perhaps oats...
semolina with milk... then again...
i just wait for the: first come first served...
and that's how... the guise of hyper-inflated
publishing works... it's a shortcut
in the chemical labyrinth of the ol'...
#redemption
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
23rd Aug 2020 11:38pm
23rd Aug 2020 11:38pm
plugging out
once upon a time i used to get drunk
smoke some cigarettes
and listen to music...
the current mainstream dialectic is
ready... cuties on netflix...
lucky for me...
i don't have a subscription:
it's enough to have a working
light-bulb here and there
and running water to do miracles
with turds and piss
into a gluttonous
pearl duchamp...
i'm not coming back
to whatever i felt invited into:
culture war double-think propaganda...
orwellian cult either side...
ad...
smoke some cigarettes
and listen to music...
the current mainstream dialectic is
ready... cuties on netflix...
lucky for me...
i don't have a subscription:
it's enough to have a working
light-bulb here and there
and running water to do miracles
with turds and piss
into a gluttonous
pearl duchamp...
i'm not coming back
to whatever i felt invited into:
culture war double-think propaganda...
orwellian cult either side...
ad...
#music
#responsibility
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
21st Aug 2020 10:45pm
21st Aug 2020 10:45pm
faxit deus!
strapped to some unfathomable debilitating
fear -
yet that it is: fathomable by the tinge
of it being primodial -
archetypical -
a very real "god" without an organised
boasting court of a spanish inquisition -
just a solitary ordeal...
new york city concrete -
in 1970s style grit cinema -
something akin to:
a veil of flimsy sandpaper covering
the eyes...
as i'm...
fear -
yet that it is: fathomable by the tinge
of it being primodial -
archetypical -
a very real "god" without an organised
boasting court of a spanish inquisition -
just a solitary ordeal...
new york city concrete -
in 1970s style grit cinema -
something akin to:
a veil of flimsy sandpaper covering
the eyes...
as i'm...
#lies
#manipulation
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
12th Jun 2020 00:12am
12th Jun 2020 00:12am
nice echo: cha-cha-cha: Kraków Hejna
i sometimes try to envision london as i skim past
warsaw... i'm always missing...
the key ingredient... a mongol... here or there...
it's hard to imagine this whole scenario...
it must be said: someone is paying...
undue "compliments" to this affair...
eastern europe: "clearly"...
or something of that measure...
just throw chinese sweat-shop sneakers
at the "covenant"! sneakers and glitter and some
readied women for the carousel...
and we'll be having this party till next year...
come to think of it... ...
warsaw... i'm always missing...
the key ingredient... a mongol... here or there...
it's hard to imagine this whole scenario...
it must be said: someone is paying...
undue "compliments" to this affair...
eastern europe: "clearly"...
or something of that measure...
just throw chinese sweat-shop sneakers
at the "covenant"! sneakers and glitter and some
readied women for the carousel...
and we'll be having this party till next year...
come to think of it... ...
#StreamOfConsciousness
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
10th Jun 2020 11:05pm
10th Jun 2020 11:05pm
it's all that's in the tao
i could not not, succumb to the taoist meditation
early on life...
it's probably the only maxim i live by...
somehow the basic and hardest to strive
"against": rather with...
kant gave a "cipher":
the categorical imperative...
i.e. all is true or nothing is true...
sieve through: the cipher narrative
with a decipher diadem...
but kant didn't exactly leave a maxim
to live by...
not taoist by any demands...
i instruct myself to mind tao because...
it's the crux to...
early on life...
it's probably the only maxim i live by...
somehow the basic and hardest to strive
"against": rather with...
kant gave a "cipher":
the categorical imperative...
i.e. all is true or nothing is true...
sieve through: the cipher narrative
with a decipher diadem...
but kant didn't exactly leave a maxim
to live by...
not taoist by any demands...
i instruct myself to mind tao because...
it's the crux to...
#StreamOfConsciousness
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
10th Jun 2020 1:33am
10th Jun 2020 1:33am
a study of incremental autobiography
a study of incremental autobiography:
because in the english speaking lands:
to have lived... and then to write a book...
never is a life to be lived:
in order to produce a book...
somehow everything happens a posteriori...
no one writes anything: "informal"...
all has to be lived prior...
and then the crown - the book...
to glue the pieces together...
a book like a forgotten cinema of memory...
i have here... an autobiographical sketch...
working from...
doomsday rejects - six hundred... ...
because in the english speaking lands:
to have lived... and then to write a book...
never is a life to be lived:
in order to produce a book...
somehow everything happens a posteriori...
no one writes anything: "informal"...
all has to be lived prior...
and then the crown - the book...
to glue the pieces together...
a book like a forgotten cinema of memory...
i have here... an autobiographical sketch...
working from...
doomsday rejects - six hundred... ...
#BDSM
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