Submissions by Liziantus-Marantus (Ivelina Boneva)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
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SELF POEM
Published
5th Jun 2022 6:18pm
5th Jun 2022 6:18pm
Painful Nights
Basic actions can hurt the worst.
You pull my hair and I feel your true emotions.
You made sure I am alright, but then you took a flight to a new light.
That sounds like nothing, but it's more, believe me.
You put me in a simulator, cage of hell. And then you did an ancient spell.
I remember a scene where I was happy ,alive.
Now it's forever a lonely night.
After that,I put a smile on my face. But I still felt like a disgrace.
I was a fan of your work, then you threw me in mud.
I punished myself everyday. Oh, why can't I just...
You pull my hair and I feel your true emotions.
You made sure I am alright, but then you took a flight to a new light.
That sounds like nothing, but it's more, believe me.
You put me in a simulator, cage of hell. And then you did an ancient spell.
I remember a scene where I was happy ,alive.
Now it's forever a lonely night.
After that,I put a smile on my face. But I still felt like a disgrace.
I was a fan of your work, then you threw me in mud.
I punished myself everyday. Oh, why can't I just...
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness #LifeStruggles
#loneliness #LifeStruggles
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LOVE POEM
Published
28th May 2022 9:44am
28th May 2022 9:44am
His Lonely Heart
He's an item, he's a sin. But just look at him! Bald hair and lonely heart, he's just what I need to recover.
A kind smile, friendly face - it makes my heart race.
I felt his touch, I felt his soul - it's made of pure gold.
I had crushes, I can't deny. But look at that lonely guy!
All I wanted was love, and he gave me a lot.
Sure, his reputation is bad. But he tried to fix my heart.
A hug made of love he gave me, but it's not just a hug to me.
For me it's destiny. Why don't you believe me?
You think I'm crazy, you think I'm mad.
...
A kind smile, friendly face - it makes my heart race.
I felt his touch, I felt his soul - it's made of pure gold.
I had crushes, I can't deny. But look at that lonely guy!
All I wanted was love, and he gave me a lot.
Sure, his reputation is bad. But he tried to fix my heart.
A hug made of love he gave me, but it's not just a hug to me.
For me it's destiny. Why don't you believe me?
You think I'm crazy, you think I'm mad.
...
#love
#FallingInLove
#crush
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SONG LYRICS
Published
25th May 2022 6:07pm
25th May 2022 6:07pm
Healing & Hurt Incantation
NOT MADE BY ME Credit: https://youtu.be/FGr32j56Yrw?list=RDGMEMQ1dJ7wXfLlqCjwV0xfSNbA ]
Healing incantation :
Flower, gleam and glow,
let your power shine.
Make the clock reverse,
bring back what once was mine.
Heal what has been hurt,
change the fate's design.
Save what has been lost,
bring back what once was mine.
What once was mine...
Sun Incantation :
Power of the sun,
gift me with your light.
Shine into the dark,
restore our fading light.
Rise into the dawn,
blazing stars...
Healing incantation :
Flower, gleam and glow,
let your power shine.
Make the clock reverse,
bring back what once was mine.
Heal what has been hurt,
change the fate's design.
Save what has been lost,
bring back what once was mine.
What once was mine...
Sun Incantation :
Power of the sun,
gift me with your light.
Shine into the dark,
restore our fading light.
Rise into the dawn,
blazing stars...
#sadness
#grief
#dark
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd May 2022 3:24pm
23rd May 2022 3:24pm
Life Is A Lie
I apply makeup on my face,but i still look like a disgrace.
I really tried to impress,but I couldn't. At first it was adorable.
I was eating candy. Now I have bloody cavities.
Life was a brownie made of sugar, but now it's rotten with poison.
The gates of my heart closed. I watched myself burn.
I was a sailor in a sea of hope. Now it's getting cold.
They asked me questions a lot,but all I could say is ""not"".
I was really fit, now I'm getting big. Please, drain the calories of trauma.
I don''t want to start drama. You noticed my...
I really tried to impress,but I couldn't. At first it was adorable.
I was eating candy. Now I have bloody cavities.
Life was a brownie made of sugar, but now it's rotten with poison.
The gates of my heart closed. I watched myself burn.
I was a sailor in a sea of hope. Now it's getting cold.
They asked me questions a lot,but all I could say is ""not"".
I was really fit, now I'm getting big. Please, drain the calories of trauma.
I don''t want to start drama. You noticed my...
#depression
#LifeStruggles
#MentalHealth
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SELF POEM
Published
14th May 2022 1:36pm
14th May 2022 1:36pm
Lost Spark
Stop trying tricks. You are throwing on me bricks.
The waters of my heart are really deep,but bloody.
In it is my dead body. Its skin is so dry,you can't even cry.
The organs are full of cockroaches. But the history is why it's like this.
Oh,how I miss being a child.
Now there are bloody tissues all over the room.
They have spots of trauma.
I'm sure I lost the spark. My scale of self esteem is black.
I wore shoes of spikes inside them.
One day I will remake them. Please,grab me some love from the store.
A black...
The waters of my heart are really deep,but bloody.
In it is my dead body. Its skin is so dry,you can't even cry.
The organs are full of cockroaches. But the history is why it's like this.
Oh,how I miss being a child.
Now there are bloody tissues all over the room.
They have spots of trauma.
I'm sure I lost the spark. My scale of self esteem is black.
I wore shoes of spikes inside them.
One day I will remake them. Please,grab me some love from the store.
A black...
#sadness
#anxiety
#depression
#dark
#LifeStruggles
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SELF POEM
Published
9th May 2022 11:02am
9th May 2022 11:02am
Bulgarian Poem #6
Ти ме изяде докато още се топях.
Но ти го правиш да прилича на грях.
сега сърцето ми е от камък...
Но ти го правиш да прилича на грях.
сега сърцето ми е от камък...
#anxiety
#depression
#SelfWorth
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SELF POEM
Published
3rd May 2022 12:18pm
3rd May 2022 12:18pm
Lack Of Love
I'm enchanted by your lies. I got trapped in a box of trust issues.
When will I shine? I don't think it's the time.
I'm chained to a ball of trauma. I'm way ahead of you.
You keep acting rad,but are really bad,deep inside.
You destroyed my precious locks. Now I have broken bones.
I need a meal of healthy love.. I don't need a toxic friend,no.
My structure is getting worse and worse.
We were rangers fighting in the sky, but you finally said goodbye.
You never gave me attention. Please,just give me a dissection.
I got...
When will I shine? I don't think it's the time.
I'm chained to a ball of trauma. I'm way ahead of you.
You keep acting rad,but are really bad,deep inside.
You destroyed my precious locks. Now I have broken bones.
I need a meal of healthy love.. I don't need a toxic friend,no.
My structure is getting worse and worse.
We were rangers fighting in the sky, but you finally said goodbye.
You never gave me attention. Please,just give me a dissection.
I got...
#sadness
#depression
#dark #death
#dark #death
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Apr 2022 5:58pm
28th Apr 2022 5:58pm
Bleeding Soul
This volume is full of screech. It sounds like millions of souls suffocating. Please,treat my wounds. I'm getting really scared.
My fears are escaping out of my mouth.
All you needed was my heart,but you did not do your part.
Migraines forming in my soul. I am becoming a ghoul.
Please,don't go yet. I need your help. I might wear bright clothes,
but inside I am colorless. Please,add new blood to my body.
The old one has escaped. You took me to the park,but you got dark.
You broke my heart. Fog is appearing around me.
I suppose...
My fears are escaping out of my mouth.
All you needed was my heart,but you did not do your part.
Migraines forming in my soul. I am becoming a ghoul.
Please,don't go yet. I need your help. I might wear bright clothes,
but inside I am colorless. Please,add new blood to my body.
The old one has escaped. You took me to the park,but you got dark.
You broke my heart. Fog is appearing around me.
I suppose...
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness #heartbroken
#loneliness #heartbroken
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SELF POEM
Published
24th Apr 2022 2:18pm
24th Apr 2022 2:18pm
Entertainment
This is entertaining for you,isn't it? I'm going to decay.
There isn't much to say. You were my iron shield.
You gave me hope,then you said nope. I followed you into the fire.
it was a car made of trust. Now it has rust.
You wanted me to stay,so you fed me poison.
My hair is getting white. You invented this,right?
I'm sinking into bloody tears. i didn't gain self respect.
I lost my head,correct. i got ugly and deformed.
i had a rope around my neck. it was bloody and black.
Let me give you a tip. You haven't gone through my...
There isn't much to say. You were my iron shield.
You gave me hope,then you said nope. I followed you into the fire.
it was a car made of trust. Now it has rust.
You wanted me to stay,so you fed me poison.
My hair is getting white. You invented this,right?
I'm sinking into bloody tears. i didn't gain self respect.
I lost my head,correct. i got ugly and deformed.
i had a rope around my neck. it was bloody and black.
Let me give you a tip. You haven't gone through my...
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness #LifeStruggles
#loneliness #LifeStruggles
259 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
17th Apr 2022 12:10pm
17th Apr 2022 12:10pm
Emotions
Cuts on my wrist are visible. I am gasping for air.
Denying and trying to escape. But this only generates hate.
You see me as an ant,but I just want to rant.
Lead by way to destiny. Why do you never talk?
Please,know i'm not evil. I just had a hard past.
Oh,I can't escape. Such a black landscape.
All you did was bang on my door,not clean my bloody floor.
A brush you had in your hands. You painted on my feelings.
You made the way into my heart,then you threw a dart.
You rubbed the emotions off my face.
Are you sure you...
Denying and trying to escape. But this only generates hate.
You see me as an ant,but I just want to rant.
Lead by way to destiny. Why do you never talk?
Please,know i'm not evil. I just had a hard past.
Oh,I can't escape. Such a black landscape.
All you did was bang on my door,not clean my bloody floor.
A brush you had in your hands. You painted on my feelings.
You made the way into my heart,then you threw a dart.
You rubbed the emotions off my face.
Are you sure you...
#anxiety
#depression
#heartbroken
#LifeAsAWriter
#emotional
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Apr 2022 3:54pm
9th Apr 2022 3:54pm
Lonely Poet
I melted onto your arms. They did not do me any harm.
They felt like flowers in the sky. So soft,oh my.
A treat it was to my feelings when you hugged me.
Why did life hurt me? They say i am unique,but I'm feeling weak.
I dag my grave,awake. I gave you my name and it felt like fame.
For once,I was happy. Now I can hardly swallow.
It feels so shallow. My body - young,my soul - old.
I try and copy to get your attention.but it felt like starvation.
Don't you see I'm hurt? Words are stuck in my throat.
I am starting to choke. You...
They felt like flowers in the sky. So soft,oh my.
A treat it was to my feelings when you hugged me.
Why did life hurt me? They say i am unique,but I'm feeling weak.
I dag my grave,awake. I gave you my name and it felt like fame.
For once,I was happy. Now I can hardly swallow.
It feels so shallow. My body - young,my soul - old.
I try and copy to get your attention.but it felt like starvation.
Don't you see I'm hurt? Words are stuck in my throat.
I am starting to choke. You...
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness
#emptiness
#weakness
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SELF POEM
Published
5th Apr 2022 2:08pm
5th Apr 2022 2:08pm
Broken Mind
Actually,you might not be real. But your looks can really kill.
I'm crazy for your tea. Please,forgive me
. You zoom onto my clothes,not my soul.
I'm wearing a vest of trust issues.
Be thankful for the love I give you.
Or else this is how I treat you.
A flower blooms on my garden,and you stomp on it.
A handsome face,but rotting soul.
A huge mind you said you had. But when I knew you,it was a lie.
i donated love to every guy,but I got burned hard everytime.
A team of superheroes we were, but now I watch you burn.
I...
I'm crazy for your tea. Please,forgive me
. You zoom onto my clothes,not my soul.
I'm wearing a vest of trust issues.
Be thankful for the love I give you.
Or else this is how I treat you.
A flower blooms on my garden,and you stomp on it.
A handsome face,but rotting soul.
A huge mind you said you had. But when I knew you,it was a lie.
i donated love to every guy,but I got burned hard everytime.
A team of superheroes we were, but now I watch you burn.
I...
#anxiety
#depression
#betrayal
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