Submissions by Liesie



I like playing with fire.
It feeds my desires.
I am more alive,
when I am close
to madness.

I like playing with fire,
Sometime I even tease the flames.
The shadows dance around me,
they like whispering my name.

Oh how I love playing with the fire that awakens my desires of mystical madness of insane love making to my brain.
Its a naked desire to dance with the fire that licks my cheek of a crazy kiss of complete ecstasy.

I love playing with fire,
And the shadows like to play,
I...

I had enough of Dear John letters and writings inspired by broken things. Year in and year out sadness and despair was mostly my companion.No Regrets, don't get me wrong but everything i went through was a blessing. I like who I am now and I'm for once putting my foot down. No more love letters created by sadness and loss.I have learnt so much, I have felt so many painful emotions I couldn't even name. I have felt the most horrible feelings of the coldest and lonely places of my soul. Now I am who i want to be. I realized spending time by myself is not bad at all i enjoy my own company for...

Finally i can breath, it’s taken a long time to break free from the ugliness in the air. The dusty clouds, teasing me, clouds that is supposed to bring rain, the beautiful rain where i used to dance every second i could, the dusty, heavy clouds are gone, no more promises of rain just to fade without a drop on my face.

I am free from the ugliness in the air that once was disguised as soft wind kissing my cheek. I am not afraid anymore, i am free from all the shadows that was cast upon me. I am sure of my feelings, my thoughts my journey.

I now long for imagination, i lost...

I used to be completely dedicated chasing a better feeling, i needed to, i wanted to. Constantly running from the silence, it was deafening and unpleasant. Every day was the last time i would motivate myself, i will feel completely incontrol, till the feeling fades and complete dread falls upon me so fast without warning.

Wishing i could keep my promise to myself, but soon i will tell myself its okay, this time will be the last time. My best friend is night time the time where everything is still and welcoming, night time where i am completely free and save. A little bit to keep...