Submissions by Kitten_Profayne
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Pre-depression
I feel lost
so lost in this thought process
Trapped...
a victim all of my own doing
There is no way to stop it,
I can only let it run its course
This is a difficult task,
nothing good ever comes of it
Opulent destruction!
How many more times can I do this?
Mental self servitude
Things have become so erratic
at this pre-depression dance party
or maybe I'm becoming irrational
I can feel myself slipping
slippery slope...
but it is happening
No longer can I hold myself up
with this painted...
so lost in this thought process
Trapped...
a victim all of my own doing
There is no way to stop it,
I can only let it run its course
This is a difficult task,
nothing good ever comes of it
Opulent destruction!
How many more times can I do this?
Mental self servitude
Things have become so erratic
at this pre-depression dance party
or maybe I'm becoming irrational
I can feel myself slipping
slippery slope...
but it is happening
No longer can I hold myself up
with this painted...
649 reads
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Brink of Everything
I find myself teetering the on the brink of happiness, hopefulness, and despair.
Praying that I'm not holding on to a flickering dream.
For you,
I wear my heart on my sleeve
and follow without second thoughts.
As I lay here I contemplate the whirlwind of
emotional mess inside my head.
These doubts beat relentlessly at my chest
I fight them
until I'm exhausted and bruised.
There is only one matter I'm certain of
Everything...
everything rolls around to one.
It's always you.
No matter where or how far my thoughts take me...
Praying that I'm not holding on to a flickering dream.
For you,
I wear my heart on my sleeve
and follow without second thoughts.
As I lay here I contemplate the whirlwind of
emotional mess inside my head.
These doubts beat relentlessly at my chest
I fight them
until I'm exhausted and bruised.
There is only one matter I'm certain of
Everything...
everything rolls around to one.
It's always you.
No matter where or how far my thoughts take me...
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My Turmoil
Disappointment... I know you so well, don't I. There hasn't been a day that has gone by where you have not failed to show. You were there every step of my 14yr relationship. God! How I tried so hard to make it work. I pushed on when it seemed hopeless and all was lost. I fought for everything that we had and cried when I had to make the choice to let it all go. I only ever wanted two things... to be loved unconditionally and respected as an equal. Maybe it's my fault, maybe I put my hopes too high. Maybe I asked for too much even though I barely asked for anything, nor did I ever expect much...
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I want
I do not want the moon or stars
for those are not yours to give
I do not want your money or rings
nor do I want your golden pedestal to be set upon
I do not need your soiled and sullied ambitions of love
What I want is undying
riddled with faults and cracks
What I want is simple and complicated
a passion raw and bleeding.
Something true of heart and real.
for those are not yours to give
I do not want your money or rings
nor do I want your golden pedestal to be set upon
I do not need your soiled and sullied ambitions of love
What I want is undying
riddled with faults and cracks
What I want is simple and complicated
a passion raw and bleeding.
Something true of heart and real.
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Voices
The voices
They have begun again
and the footsteps ever so faint
Are they real now?
Or are they ghost like before?
Drifting in the astral planes of my mind
absently moving outside my window
Are they..
Have I lost myself once more?
Straining eyes and ears
to find the truth
I'm back in my in my hell again
They have begun again
and the footsteps ever so faint
Are they real now?
Or are they ghost like before?
Drifting in the astral planes of my mind
absently moving outside my window
Are they..
Have I lost myself once more?
Straining eyes and ears
to find the truth
I'm back in my in my hell again
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Your Courage
Back and forth
to and fro
a rocking movement
between our bodies
a waning tide
as you fill me
with y o u r slick courage
a tantalizing conundrum
soaked in sweat
laden with tears and anguish
frustrations nearly sedated
lost in crashing sensation
Back and forth
side to side
a push and pull
between our bodies
a rip current
taking over
from y o u r slick courage
to and fro
a rocking movement
between our bodies
a waning tide
as you fill me
with y o u r slick courage
a tantalizing conundrum
soaked in sweat
laden with tears and anguish
frustrations nearly sedated
lost in crashing sensation
Back and forth
side to side
a push and pull
between our bodies
a rip current
taking over
from y o u r slick courage
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Beauty
Are you breathing
or am I dying?
I can't believe the
sky is diving.
A rainbow is crawling
across the water
drowning slowly
but continues farther.
Waxy bubbles fill the air
a cry for help
but no one cares.
Translucent colors
bleached by our skin.
Simultaneously bleeding black
impulsively devouring white sin.
Picture perfect blankness
intrusion by our eyes.
Tongue set afire
by deception and red lies.
A neutral stain
of what use to be
but beauty true beauty
remains true and...
or am I dying?
I can't believe the
sky is diving.
A rainbow is crawling
across the water
drowning slowly
but continues farther.
Waxy bubbles fill the air
a cry for help
but no one cares.
Translucent colors
bleached by our skin.
Simultaneously bleeding black
impulsively devouring white sin.
Picture perfect blankness
intrusion by our eyes.
Tongue set afire
by deception and red lies.
A neutral stain
of what use to be
but beauty true beauty
remains true and...
713 reads
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What You Have Become
Love...
I wouldn't dare use that
It's become nothing more
than a simplistic word.
With you it's
complete and utter enchantment.
I could dance under
your fingertips night and day
day and night.
If I could
I'd devour your every kiss
taking them into myself.
Delight shutters through my flesh
causing my breath
to catch in my bosom
Just from the thought of it.
Your scent lingers about
like a perfume so tranquil
that calms my soul.
A constant reminder of you
allowing thoughts of...
I wouldn't dare use that
It's become nothing more
than a simplistic word.
With you it's
complete and utter enchantment.
I could dance under
your fingertips night and day
day and night.
If I could
I'd devour your every kiss
taking them into myself.
Delight shutters through my flesh
causing my breath
to catch in my bosom
Just from the thought of it.
Your scent lingers about
like a perfume so tranquil
that calms my soul.
A constant reminder of you
allowing thoughts of...
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Failure
A failure...
What I've become
Why me
Why now
Why so late?
A pain...
To hard to swallow
engulfed me
entirely too whole.
A demon...
Spit out my heart
shredded me
devoured me
killed me.
A lover...
Stabbed me in the back
betrayed me
blinded me
made me the fool.
Myself...
too far in
too blind to see
to play the fool
for all to see
that no matter what
he'll change on me.
What I've become
Why me
Why now
Why so late?
A pain...
To hard to swallow
engulfed me
entirely too whole.
A demon...
Spit out my heart
shredded me
devoured me
killed me.
A lover...
Stabbed me in the back
betrayed me
blinded me
made me the fool.
Myself...
too far in
too blind to see
to play the fool
for all to see
that no matter what
he'll change on me.
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Your Words
The art of words
move me
The simplicity of them
as they roll off your tongue.
A delicate symmetry
that makes my pulse dance
and my soul sing.
The beauty in the way
every word vibrates
off your lips
oh how the art of your words
move me.
move me
The simplicity of them
as they roll off your tongue.
A delicate symmetry
that makes my pulse dance
and my soul sing.
The beauty in the way
every word vibrates
off your lips
oh how the art of your words
move me.
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Tease
It's you that I want
I hunger your breathe
I crave your essence.
It's your hot mouth
I want to suckle my breast.
And your sweet lips
that can only kiss mine.
It's your tongue
I want to lick my neck
before the thrill of your bite.
The feeling I get when you caress my thighs
the way your body presses against mine
It's electricity between my legs.
I beg you for more
but you're just a tease
who's not ready to please
leaving me to grasp at your naked flesh.
Let me turn the tables, my sweet
And...
I hunger your breathe
I crave your essence.
It's your hot mouth
I want to suckle my breast.
And your sweet lips
that can only kiss mine.
It's your tongue
I want to lick my neck
before the thrill of your bite.
The feeling I get when you caress my thighs
the way your body presses against mine
It's electricity between my legs.
I beg you for more
but you're just a tease
who's not ready to please
leaving me to grasp at your naked flesh.
Let me turn the tables, my sweet
And...
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Longing for yesterday
Warmth...
contact of flesh
Only in my imagination
can I continue summers rendezvous.
Vivid hallucinations of yesterday
with eyes closed I relive it.
Longing for more of what I can not.
contact of flesh
Only in my imagination
can I continue summers rendezvous.
Vivid hallucinations of yesterday
with eyes closed I relive it.
Longing for more of what I can not.
696 reads
2 Comments
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