Submissions by KaylaKerosine
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
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Hello my name is Kayla, I'm 18 and love to write I am not on here to please you but to let my poems show... ^_^
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Broken Inside No One Knows Outside
The feelings inside I'm trying to hide,
though I'm dying and crying,
you will never know.
I cant let my feelings show,
I cant let them know.
I love him so and I must let him go.
He doesn't see,
what we could be
but then again,
hes only 16.
My eyes try to defy me,
my heart chips a bit.
my body begins to tremble,
as I know I'm giving in.
Push it back,
stand tall my friend,
because in the end,
this shit will bend.
Nothing more will it be to me,
not another time will it make me cry,
so let me feel as though i may die,...
though I'm dying and crying,
you will never know.
I cant let my feelings show,
I cant let them know.
I love him so and I must let him go.
He doesn't see,
what we could be
but then again,
hes only 16.
My eyes try to defy me,
my heart chips a bit.
my body begins to tremble,
as I know I'm giving in.
Push it back,
stand tall my friend,
because in the end,
this shit will bend.
Nothing more will it be to me,
not another time will it make me cry,
so let me feel as though i may die,...
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My monster: leukemia (The Original)
Today I woke up,
same story again.
life... a bore.
time.. slowly passing by.
you? happy and joyous,
me? dying slowly inside and out.
You see I have a disease
Not the normal HIV or STD's
No, I have leukemia
I try to live on and be happy
while I know I actually am fading away.
Does it show?
Yes
Am I afraid?
yes
Will it kill me eventually?
yes
but you see
I am not dying only from this
its also the way I see the world
liars, cheats, hate
the world has no compassion
we live day to day filled with false love...
same story again.
life... a bore.
time.. slowly passing by.
you? happy and joyous,
me? dying slowly inside and out.
You see I have a disease
Not the normal HIV or STD's
No, I have leukemia
I try to live on and be happy
while I know I actually am fading away.
Does it show?
Yes
Am I afraid?
yes
Will it kill me eventually?
yes
but you see
I am not dying only from this
its also the way I see the world
liars, cheats, hate
the world has no compassion
we live day to day filled with false love...
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Mr. Nightmares
Shh close your eyes,
Listen well for you cannot hide,
Head my warning for it is given once,
Bow your head and learn some grace,
You've lived in darkness far to long,
Your wings have worn so tattered and torn.
Such a beautiful angel you could become,
But for the moment you're a dark one.
Hide your fears you don't do it well,
Give in to light and be who is right.
Let go of the past and devils kind,
Stop letting in the one who holds the knife.
Her heart is cold truly the devils soul,
Let it go so you can grow.
You've broken others but...
Listen well for you cannot hide,
Head my warning for it is given once,
Bow your head and learn some grace,
You've lived in darkness far to long,
Your wings have worn so tattered and torn.
Such a beautiful angel you could become,
But for the moment you're a dark one.
Hide your fears you don't do it well,
Give in to light and be who is right.
Let go of the past and devils kind,
Stop letting in the one who holds the knife.
Her heart is cold truly the devils soul,
Let it go so you can grow.
You've broken others but...
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Dark Man: Oh so Cold
I engorge myself in useless things to hide the fear I hold so near.
I grasp so tight things to help me fight
Yet once they've gone I'm left with torture and pain,
I lay alone; rivers flowing from my these holes we call eyes,
Closing them now I see the utter darkness which has grown so cold,
Bowing my head I now sit on my knees,
A person approaching from behind; a bone chilling touch lays upon my shoulder,
An eery feel I look to see,
Who on earth he could be.
This man is devilish a cold dark soul.
The grin he shows is made of...
I grasp so tight things to help me fight
Yet once they've gone I'm left with torture and pain,
I lay alone; rivers flowing from my these holes we call eyes,
Closing them now I see the utter darkness which has grown so cold,
Bowing my head I now sit on my knees,
A person approaching from behind; a bone chilling touch lays upon my shoulder,
An eery feel I look to see,
Who on earth he could be.
This man is devilish a cold dark soul.
The grin he shows is made of...
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Plague
Ashes falling,
Don't look to the skies,
Ashes falling,
They'll get into your eyes.
Todays the marking of the end as we know,
The fire grows,
and people know,
The plagues will spread,
illness wont end.
Ring the bells for another has fallen,
Ring the door bell to tell another loved one.
The door opens and I see only her,
My mother seeing I've died so cold.
Screaming to her I let her know
'I'm here, I'm here!!'
She Doesn't seem to listen,
No one can listen..
No one can see,
I float above them,
Behind...
Don't look to the skies,
Ashes falling,
They'll get into your eyes.
Todays the marking of the end as we know,
The fire grows,
and people know,
The plagues will spread,
illness wont end.
Ring the bells for another has fallen,
Ring the door bell to tell another loved one.
The door opens and I see only her,
My mother seeing I've died so cold.
Screaming to her I let her know
'I'm here, I'm here!!'
She Doesn't seem to listen,
No one can listen..
No one can see,
I float above them,
Behind...
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Petals Fall
As the Rose petals fall She says her goodbyes,
As the leaves turn orange she sees she will die,
The earth around her has darkened so,
The sky has become a shade of gloomy grey,
God is calling her name today,
She falls to her knees and screams and pleads,
for one more day to end it correctly.
Her wish Isn't recognized and She knows she must die.
Soon she will be a star in the sky.
The last petal falls,
She cries as she dies,
Taking her last breath she screams her lovers name,
He doesn't hear for he isn't...
As the leaves turn orange she sees she will die,
The earth around her has darkened so,
The sky has become a shade of gloomy grey,
God is calling her name today,
She falls to her knees and screams and pleads,
for one more day to end it correctly.
Her wish Isn't recognized and She knows she must die.
Soon she will be a star in the sky.
The last petal falls,
She cries as she dies,
Taking her last breath she screams her lovers name,
He doesn't hear for he isn't...
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My monster
Life today is overlooked,
Unappreciated,
Unloving,
I hate waking up to the pain I feel but I appreciate every day that i do wake,
I can't stand seeing so many people under appreciating the days they have.
You see, I have a disease..
No, not the normal STD's and HIV's.
Nothing of that sort,
I have leukemia.
Every morning I wake is a grace from god for my mother and father.
Every breath I take is another closer to my death.
I know I only have weeks but I choose to be happy.
To live while I can.
Am I scared?
Yes
Does it...
Unappreciated,
Unloving,
I hate waking up to the pain I feel but I appreciate every day that i do wake,
I can't stand seeing so many people under appreciating the days they have.
You see, I have a disease..
No, not the normal STD's and HIV's.
Nothing of that sort,
I have leukemia.
Every morning I wake is a grace from god for my mother and father.
Every breath I take is another closer to my death.
I know I only have weeks but I choose to be happy.
To live while I can.
Am I scared?
Yes
Does it...
800 reads
4 Comments
Darkest night
Darkest of night what have you done?
Brought upon me a sadness and fear,
Once I had held you oh so dear,
then you betrayed me and left me in tears,
You came back to pick me up, held me close and wiped away my tears, ask for forgiveness and I do give,
But at what cost? My life? My fear.
Fear does grow,
Trust subsides,
Replaced with falseness I dare not show. I loved you so but now I know,
You are dark,
A lonesome soul...
Brought upon me a sadness and fear,
Once I had held you oh so dear,
then you betrayed me and left me in tears,
You came back to pick me up, held me close and wiped away my tears, ask for forgiveness and I do give,
But at what cost? My life? My fear.
Fear does grow,
Trust subsides,
Replaced with falseness I dare not show. I loved you so but now I know,
You are dark,
A lonesome soul...
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GRANDFATHER CLOCK
The clock strikes
not one
nor two
nor three
But when the minute hand meets the twelve it sounds that it is four.
Chime. Chime, chime, chime,
The hour hand is broken,
Stuck in place.
The minute hand moves freely,
At its own pace.
the minute hits twelve
And every time
It is four once again
Chime chime chime chime.
The hour is stuck in time,
While the minute moves on.
She wishes to be fixed,
And freed from four.
She watches minute as he works his way through.
One two three
She begins to cry ...
not one
nor two
nor three
But when the minute hand meets the twelve it sounds that it is four.
Chime. Chime, chime, chime,
The hour hand is broken,
Stuck in place.
The minute hand moves freely,
At its own pace.
the minute hits twelve
And every time
It is four once again
Chime chime chime chime.
The hour is stuck in time,
While the minute moves on.
She wishes to be fixed,
And freed from four.
She watches minute as he works his way through.
One two three
She begins to cry ...
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