Submissions by Karma

Maybe it begins with me
 
No
Scattered thoughts only lead to sleepless nights  
Painful mornings and broken yesterdays
Skinny me and no food for the next two
Days like pure, corrupt silver linings
Only to leave me laying on the floor  
Wishing  
Praying  
Pleading  
Begging  
Needing  
For more of that feeling
Yknow, that one feeling  
The one you lust for
The one that makes me more than  
This.
Or is it these?
Mistakes I keep forcing in me  
The ones that hide under my skin...

I don't know.
Maybe if I could find the floor, I would know
Booze fills my stomach and jazz breathes in my ear
If I could find a mirror
I would see that short hair and those unsteady blue eyes
Cleaning up the mess from yesterday day in and day out
They call us that name and group us all together
But they don't know that this isn't a title
This is a lifestyle
We are independent
Maybe a little promiscuous
But go ahead
And call me a Flapper    

Its all fucked! All of it is fucked!
The world spins with swing sets and the floor beats with red.
The floor ripples as I walk across it. I scream and it all
breaks, my head meets the mirror and im pushed into all
parallel. The symphony of colors rush past my eyes and I cant
help but inhale the diseases. All the voices talking at once
and all the balloons are being put up. All of it is in my
fucking head so I ran and the infinite breaks and I cant help
but fall up. Shapes and splashes and bites and remotes and
oranges and then silver clouds beating and...

The feeling I have is deep, it disturbs me.

It hit me, hard. I lost it all every last piece of control i had over Frost.

I feel nothing more than dust. But he thrives. His energy is radiant. He is stronger than me. He has full control over the body we share.

He put me in the prison that I kept him in for so long. The prison I made.

I felt nothing. I saw nothing. I herd nothing. I am nothing. But as time passed he grew comfortable and i caught him off guard and took control. I had awaken from my two year slumber. I woke up in hell. The life i had was...