Submissions by K_O_R (Krissy)

Look into my eyes
What do you see
Do you notice the pain
Do you notice the real me
The girl who fakes this smile
The girl who lives in such denial
Laugh to not cry
But silent in the night
I pray to die
Take me now
for I have become the enemy
The devil has control of me
I am his puppet
His play toy
This consequence
I can't seem to destroy
The words I speak
They are not mine
The actions I proceed
Everything To succeed
Slow down
Let me catch my breath
Please just let me breathe
I lay in bed ...

long blonde hair, blue eyes and tanned skin.
You look and see beauty. Look closer within.
Suffering from a life threatening disease called addiction.
Step inside the devil speaks to me.
We can play I have a treat.
As I toss  this ring of fire I notice my guilt goes higher And higher.
My pride soon goes out the door and
there goes my clothes down to the floor.
I will do anything to get what I need
I will do anything to succeed
my quest for more I pray to god
to help me breath.
I'm beginning to get weak
loosing my strength ...