Submissions by JuzzASt0n3r420

The room spins around me, its hard to see clearly. The floor shakes beneath my feet, I fall, almost admitting to defeat. is the what I wanted when I said 'death'? I'm not ready to die yet. I'm scared, emotions flood over me, I can't hardly breathe. I know I'll live to face tomorrow, I can't do it, I'm too hallow.

All these feelings and thoughts.
I just don't know what to say.
I sit in the corner alone
Lookin the other way

If I speak these emotions
Will you listen to me
Or will I be speakin to a brick wall
I'm in need of help can't you see

So I take my time to write
I want you to know how I feel
I a person in this life
What I'm living is real

When I'm gone what will happen?
Will you finally see im not around or even care?
My poems are all you will have
Read them if you dare

Not only do I want you to read them
I...

Got your cigarette,

Standing there lost inside time.

Blowing you away,

While you stand there trying to hide time.

Your eyes look alone,

Like no ones left to ease your mind,

Empty and hollow,

Like nothings left for you to find.

You pull up a chair,

And sit there knowing you wont stand,

Cause now it’s all gone,

Faded to just grains of sand.

You don’t hear that sound,

The thunder faded to a hum,

Shoot the feelings down,

Now everything has become numb.
...

I've been thinking of everything I've seen
It's like my life has been one big dream
Sometimes I pretend like it wasn't real
Maybe i just need time to heal
I've thought of all the sadness I have brought
All the horrible things I did
Trying not to get caught
For so long my demons have been trying to feed
All along making my heart bleed
Everyday i was chasing that pill
Always looking for a thrill.
What has my life become?
What have i been running from?
I want to go back to where i was before
When life everyday wasn't a chore
As bad...

They wont hear our story. The sound of our tears. But they read the pages i wrote over the years. So assume you felt my silent feelings. That i felt when i wrote. That it was your wrist you were concealing because no one should know. Pretend you know how it was. The story, The kisses, && all the lies. Actually take a pause. Im sick of your tale. && its you I despise. It time for a break. For you and I. So the truth I awake. Tell me now, Tell me why. because they think they know the chronicle. But i think they're wrong. Now come on lets try and be logical. Your the only one who...