Submissions by JustMe
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
A poet, lol. I'm no poet, I can't spell, I cant write, never really went to school. I'm just here to try and express my thoughts and maybe find others who can relate.
DARK POEM
Published
6th Mar 2011 9:32pm
6th Mar 2011 9:32pm
Tomorrow
I Miss The Old Days,
Pop A Pill,
The Pain Goes Away,
Now I Grieve,
I Live Through It,
But Everyday I grieve..
Tomorrow,
Her Special Day,
A Tear Will Fall..
Will I Call?
No,
I’ll Try But It Will Be Too Hard,
I’m Not Strong Enough,
It Eats Me,
It Burns Away,
Torturing Me,
Tormenting Me..
If Ever Someone Asked Me,
How It Feels,
To Have Your Heart Pierced,
Ripped In Two,
Bury A Dagger Straight Through,
Deprive It Of Life,
Starve It,
Suffocate,
Annihilate,
Then I can say,
I Know.....
Pop A Pill,
The Pain Goes Away,
Now I Grieve,
I Live Through It,
But Everyday I grieve..
Tomorrow,
Her Special Day,
A Tear Will Fall..
Will I Call?
No,
I’ll Try But It Will Be Too Hard,
I’m Not Strong Enough,
It Eats Me,
It Burns Away,
Torturing Me,
Tormenting Me..
If Ever Someone Asked Me,
How It Feels,
To Have Your Heart Pierced,
Ripped In Two,
Bury A Dagger Straight Through,
Deprive It Of Life,
Starve It,
Suffocate,
Annihilate,
Then I can say,
I Know.....
976 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
6th Mar 2011 9:58am
6th Mar 2011 9:58am
Roller Coaster
Need To Run And Hide,
Gut Wrenching Stomach Churning
Feeling Inside,
Emotions,
Running Wild,
Memories As A Child,
Hurt,
Anger,
Deception,
Misconception,
Should Have Been Contraception,
To Save Me From The Pain,
The Journey,
The Rollercoaster Of Life..
I Keep Travelling,
Down,
Further Down,
Into The Ground..
The Depths Of Hell Welcome Me,
When Can I Get Off,
When Will It Stop,
It Won’t Will It,
I’m Resigned To Losing,
To Dropping,
There Is No Stopping,
I’m Finished,
Gone,
There Is...
Gut Wrenching Stomach Churning
Feeling Inside,
Emotions,
Running Wild,
Memories As A Child,
Hurt,
Anger,
Deception,
Misconception,
Should Have Been Contraception,
To Save Me From The Pain,
The Journey,
The Rollercoaster Of Life..
I Keep Travelling,
Down,
Further Down,
Into The Ground..
The Depths Of Hell Welcome Me,
When Can I Get Off,
When Will It Stop,
It Won’t Will It,
I’m Resigned To Losing,
To Dropping,
There Is No Stopping,
I’m Finished,
Gone,
There Is...
814 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
5th Mar 2011 10:11pm
5th Mar 2011 10:11pm
Existing
My Morning Comes,
The Sun Failing To Break Through,
Lethargy Building Up Over Me,
Wanting To Hide Away,
Sleep Through The Day..
Get Up For What?
Leave Me Alone,
If I Don’t Move
Then No One Will Know..
I’m Hiding Away,
I Just Can’t Move,
My Arms And Legs
Feeling Like Lead Balloons,
So Fuckin Heavy,
This Day Sucks I Hate It,
I Hate You For Not Seeing It,
My Disease Ridden Body,
Lay Festering In My Pit..
When’s My Day Over?
How Much More To Endure?
Why Can’t It End Now?
Whys There No Cure?
I Hate...
The Sun Failing To Break Through,
Lethargy Building Up Over Me,
Wanting To Hide Away,
Sleep Through The Day..
Get Up For What?
Leave Me Alone,
If I Don’t Move
Then No One Will Know..
I’m Hiding Away,
I Just Can’t Move,
My Arms And Legs
Feeling Like Lead Balloons,
So Fuckin Heavy,
This Day Sucks I Hate It,
I Hate You For Not Seeing It,
My Disease Ridden Body,
Lay Festering In My Pit..
When’s My Day Over?
How Much More To Endure?
Why Can’t It End Now?
Whys There No Cure?
I Hate...
1894 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
4th Mar 2011 3:53pm
4th Mar 2011 3:53pm
Anyone There
The Corner Beckons,
I Hurry Anticipating Comfort,
But Nothing..
I Run Calling,
Tears Franticly Forming,
Ready To Erupt,
Shaking Uncontrollably,
Disorientated,
I Look Around,
But Nothing..
I Keep Hope,
They’ll Be There,
Someone Will Be There,
My Mind Chaotic,
Head In Disarray,
Desperate For Help,
But Nothing!
Tired,
Imprisoned,
But Refuse To Believe I’m Alone,
My Aching Corpse,
Ready To Surrender,
Now More Than Ever I Search,
My Hour Of Need,
But No One..
I Hurry Anticipating Comfort,
But Nothing..
I Run Calling,
Tears Franticly Forming,
Ready To Erupt,
Shaking Uncontrollably,
Disorientated,
I Look Around,
But Nothing..
I Keep Hope,
They’ll Be There,
Someone Will Be There,
My Mind Chaotic,
Head In Disarray,
Desperate For Help,
But Nothing!
Tired,
Imprisoned,
But Refuse To Believe I’m Alone,
My Aching Corpse,
Ready To Surrender,
Now More Than Ever I Search,
My Hour Of Need,
But No One..
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0 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
2nd Mar 2011 8:23pm
2nd Mar 2011 8:23pm
My "Friends" Part II
They Hang There Like Cocoons..
They Have No Purpose Now,
You Try And Persuade Yourself,
You Try And Find A Meaning,
There Your Lifeline,
Your Energy Source,
Your Wheels To A Car,
The Breath In Your Lungs,
The Drinks In A Bar..
They Don’t Need You,
You Need Them,
There The Beat In Your Heart,
The Blood In Your Veins,
You Never Shall Part..
This Was My Thinking,
These Were My Thoughts,
Until An Almighty Darkness,
Roared Like Thunder..
Covered My World
And Pulled Me Under..
I Needed Help,
I Needed My...
They Have No Purpose Now,
You Try And Persuade Yourself,
You Try And Find A Meaning,
There Your Lifeline,
Your Energy Source,
Your Wheels To A Car,
The Breath In Your Lungs,
The Drinks In A Bar..
They Don’t Need You,
You Need Them,
There The Beat In Your Heart,
The Blood In Your Veins,
You Never Shall Part..
This Was My Thinking,
These Were My Thoughts,
Until An Almighty Darkness,
Roared Like Thunder..
Covered My World
And Pulled Me Under..
I Needed Help,
I Needed My...
774 reads
7 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
1st Mar 2011 6:24pm
1st Mar 2011 6:24pm
Anxiety Sucks!
I Pull Up Outside,
And Await The Feeling Of Unholy Dread That Stands Before Me,
I Wait With Anticipation But Nothing Yet,
Like A Coiled Spring
Waiting To Pounce,
It’s Going To Happen,
Just Wait And See,
The Panic Slowly
Raining Over Me..
Walking To The Entrance,
People Swarming,
Like Warriors Protecting Their Castle,
Pushing,
Barging..
Shoving,
Charging..
My Pulse Starts To Race,
A Bead Of Sweat Slowly Descending From My Forehead,
Distress Getting Ready To Introduce Itself,
To Bring Itself To The Forefront...
And Await The Feeling Of Unholy Dread That Stands Before Me,
I Wait With Anticipation But Nothing Yet,
Like A Coiled Spring
Waiting To Pounce,
It’s Going To Happen,
Just Wait And See,
The Panic Slowly
Raining Over Me..
Walking To The Entrance,
People Swarming,
Like Warriors Protecting Their Castle,
Pushing,
Barging..
Shoving,
Charging..
My Pulse Starts To Race,
A Bead Of Sweat Slowly Descending From My Forehead,
Distress Getting Ready To Introduce Itself,
To Bring Itself To The Forefront...
860 reads
6 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
28th Feb 2011 7:52pm
28th Feb 2011 7:52pm
The Evil Drink
It Calls Me,
Day And Night,
It Calls Me,
A Voice At The Back Of My Head,
A Nagging Thumping Voice At The Back Of My Head,
I Look Away,
I Try And Hide My Face,
Hoping It Will Go Away..
Hoping It Will See,
I’m Trying To Be Strong,
But It Eats Away At Me..
The Afternoon
Tap, Tap, Tap..
The Voice Is Back,
Calling,
Pursuing,
Wearing Me Down,
Breaking Down The Defences
That Were Standing So Well..
My Barriers Now Falling,
My Army Defeated,
My Guard Now Down,
My Will Power Depleted..
The Evening Has...
Day And Night,
It Calls Me,
A Voice At The Back Of My Head,
A Nagging Thumping Voice At The Back Of My Head,
I Look Away,
I Try And Hide My Face,
Hoping It Will Go Away..
Hoping It Will See,
I’m Trying To Be Strong,
But It Eats Away At Me..
The Afternoon
Tap, Tap, Tap..
The Voice Is Back,
Calling,
Pursuing,
Wearing Me Down,
Breaking Down The Defences
That Were Standing So Well..
My Barriers Now Falling,
My Army Defeated,
My Guard Now Down,
My Will Power Depleted..
The Evening Has...
890 reads
6 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
28th Feb 2011 6:47pm
28th Feb 2011 6:47pm
Last Sunday
Last Sunday I had 1001 things to do, but I just couldnt get up and do them. I had no motivation, energy, stimulas, nothing :o(
I also took on board some critisism about not having to make every poem rhyme so hopefully this came out ok.. First attempt guys so be gentle :o)
Sitting Exhausted
Shackled In Chains,
Desperate,
Hopeless,
Hooks Covering My Restraint Body,
Trying So Hard To Break Free..
Every Day Chores Seem Like A Mountain Climb,
Molten Steel Running Through My Body
However Hard I Try To Move
A Force Steam Rolls My Soul
It...
I also took on board some critisism about not having to make every poem rhyme so hopefully this came out ok.. First attempt guys so be gentle :o)
Sitting Exhausted
Shackled In Chains,
Desperate,
Hopeless,
Hooks Covering My Restraint Body,
Trying So Hard To Break Free..
Every Day Chores Seem Like A Mountain Climb,
Molten Steel Running Through My Body
However Hard I Try To Move
A Force Steam Rolls My Soul
It...
1056 reads
8 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
27th Feb 2011 1:41pm
27th Feb 2011 1:41pm
The Bully
A Deep Sick Feeling
Like A Size Nine Boot,
Inflicting Internal Bleeding,
Vomiting,
Black Eyes,
The Pain No One Could See,
The Physical Scars
Across My Body..
A Crushing Sensation
That Squeezed At My Brain,
Like A Punch In The Head
Causing Me Mental Strain..
I Endured It All,
And As Hard As I Tried,
To Find An Excuse,
For Me To Just Hide..
But They Found Me Each Day
“All Acting So Fuckin Hard,
With Their Mates In Tow
To Act As Their Guard”
Well What Would I Give
To Run...
Like A Size Nine Boot,
Inflicting Internal Bleeding,
Vomiting,
Black Eyes,
The Pain No One Could See,
The Physical Scars
Across My Body..
A Crushing Sensation
That Squeezed At My Brain,
Like A Punch In The Head
Causing Me Mental Strain..
I Endured It All,
And As Hard As I Tried,
To Find An Excuse,
For Me To Just Hide..
But They Found Me Each Day
“All Acting So Fuckin Hard,
With Their Mates In Tow
To Act As Their Guard”
Well What Would I Give
To Run...
1040 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
27th Feb 2011 8:40am
27th Feb 2011 8:40am
The Past
Remembering Back..
Many Years Ago,
To The Suffering,
The Pain,
The Heart Stopping Hatred
That Drove Me Insane..
I Was A Zombie,
So Out Of My Head,
The Pills,
The Drink,
The Drugs,
The Shrink,
I Thought They Were Helping
To Try And Release Me,
From The Harrowing Hell
That Burned
Deep Inside Me..
Hypnotic Trance,
Shuffling Into Each Room,
I Hold My Arms Out Wide,
To Stop Me From Falling,
My Dark Evil Spirits
I Still Hear Them Calling..
I’ve Made It Back To My Room,
And Open The Door,...
Many Years Ago,
To The Suffering,
The Pain,
The Heart Stopping Hatred
That Drove Me Insane..
I Was A Zombie,
So Out Of My Head,
The Pills,
The Drink,
The Drugs,
The Shrink,
I Thought They Were Helping
To Try And Release Me,
From The Harrowing Hell
That Burned
Deep Inside Me..
Hypnotic Trance,
Shuffling Into Each Room,
I Hold My Arms Out Wide,
To Stop Me From Falling,
My Dark Evil Spirits
I Still Hear Them Calling..
I’ve Made It Back To My Room,
And Open The Door,...
943 reads
1 Comment
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
26th Feb 2011 10:49am
26th Feb 2011 10:49am
Mirrors
My Mirrors At Home,
All Ganging Up On Me,,
Plotting,
Planning,
Talking,
Scamming..
There Out To Get Me,
They Fill Me With Dread,
There Plotting My Downfall,
Messing With My Head..
I Look Into Them When I Get Ready Each Day,
But The Things That I See,
Are Just Dark And Just Grey,
There Making Me See ,
Just What Isn’t There,
Wrinkles And Lines,
Scruffy Brown Hair..
As I Walk Into Work,
I Double Take At The Window,
My Reflection Stares At Me,
Hardly Recognisable,
Who Is That Person,
Who Can...
All Ganging Up On Me,,
Plotting,
Planning,
Talking,
Scamming..
There Out To Get Me,
They Fill Me With Dread,
There Plotting My Downfall,
Messing With My Head..
I Look Into Them When I Get Ready Each Day,
But The Things That I See,
Are Just Dark And Just Grey,
There Making Me See ,
Just What Isn’t There,
Wrinkles And Lines,
Scruffy Brown Hair..
As I Walk Into Work,
I Double Take At The Window,
My Reflection Stares At Me,
Hardly Recognisable,
Who Is That Person,
Who Can...
933 reads
10 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
26th Feb 2011 9:29am
26th Feb 2011 9:29am
My "Friends"
My Voice Rendered Useless
I Scream And I Shout,
I Try To Call,
Ask For Help,
But Nothing Comes Out..
You All See Me Standing There
But You Choose To Ignore Me,
You Choose To Walk On,
You Choose Not To See Me..
I Beg For Your Help,
I Just Wish They’d See,
The Pain And The Anger,
That There Causing Me..
They Look At Me Once,
Then Turn Away,
Why Won’t They Help,
Why Won’t They Stay..
I Feel So Diseased,
Dirty, Repulsive,
Grubby, Disgusting,
Filthy, Revolting..
They Don’t Want To...
I Scream And I Shout,
I Try To Call,
Ask For Help,
But Nothing Comes Out..
You All See Me Standing There
But You Choose To Ignore Me,
You Choose To Walk On,
You Choose Not To See Me..
I Beg For Your Help,
I Just Wish They’d See,
The Pain And The Anger,
That There Causing Me..
They Look At Me Once,
Then Turn Away,
Why Won’t They Help,
Why Won’t They Stay..
I Feel So Diseased,
Dirty, Repulsive,
Grubby, Disgusting,
Filthy, Revolting..
They Don’t Want To...
1022 reads
2 Comments
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