Submissions by JoeySeaside (JoeyRose)

Lock the Door

regret is one of my least favorite feelings
shame's sister
i try to take lessons forward, leave regret behind
but regret is so fucking sticky
regret doesn't care about lessons learned or growth
makes being accountable and honest unappealing

when regret comes my abyss calls
i want strikes
i want pain mixed with pleasure that will fly me far away
stop the bleeding inside
drugs, alcohol? no interest
but the craving for painpleasure and sex that goes on and on
to lose myself
to lose even my soul for...