Submissions by Jak

So many things
I wish I could say
You were lying
When you said you would stay
I cannot believe myself
For trusting you
I was just another book on your shelf
Our love was never true
I didn;t know I could be this sad
But can I stand without leaning on you
AS I think of the past
I begin to cry
It went by so fast
At first I was shy
Then i had sprouted
Like a blooming orchid
But you left me to die
In the heat that was so horrid
I lost my faith
I lost my color
But I cannot hate
Those who chose not to hover...

No day goes by
without thought of suicide
I miss you, though the thought's not mutual
i feel as I had been trampled
Like a sweet, sweet rose
you left me in the dust
This grave, where I lay
wishing to see your face
No one to wipe the tears away
and as I lay on my deathbed
I thought I heard your voice
I was mistaken
You never came.