Submissions by Jacksylverwind (Gothic Madonna)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write about everything i go through. Now, after writing a lot about 'angst' and 'darkness' i'm trying to find the perfect balance between darkness and light, depression and happiness.
A Thousand Ways To Kill You
I know that
If i close my eyes
I will miss you
But if i see you
I will kill you
I dream of
slitting your throat
Of drinking your blood
And smiling at your corpse
I'll let the heart
Guide the hand
Guilt won't follow
It died long ago
Want me to show you
What pain is?
I can find
A thousand ways to kill you
If i close my eyes
I will miss you
But if i see you
I will kill you
I dream of
slitting your throat
Of drinking your blood
And smiling at your corpse
I'll let the heart
Guide the hand
Guilt won't follow
It died long ago
Want me to show you
What pain is?
I can find
A thousand ways to kill you
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Poor Alice
Poor Alice
She went down the hole
To find herself
Lost in hell
I couldn't help her
The bitch went down
And she won't
she won't come out
What started
As a silly game
Became her doom
Poor Alice
Went down the drain
Pill after pill
Broken dreams and lost hope
She can't get her grip
On reality
She went down the hole
To find herself
Lost in hell
I couldn't help her
The bitch went down
And she won't
she won't come out
What started
As a silly game
Became her doom
Poor Alice
Went down the drain
Pill after pill
Broken dreams and lost hope
She can't get her grip
On reality
1042 reads
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Blood-Soaked Angel
She's pale as death
Her hair black as ash
And her eyes are
High making blue
My blood-soaked angel
Don't ever leave
My broken heart
Is yours
Your lips are poison
My blood-soaked angel
I can't let go
Of your deadly embrace
If i die, die with me
My tainted soul is yours
Blood-soaked angel
Run away with me to hell
Her hair black as ash
And her eyes are
High making blue
My blood-soaked angel
Don't ever leave
My broken heart
Is yours
Your lips are poison
My blood-soaked angel
I can't let go
Of your deadly embrace
If i die, die with me
My tainted soul is yours
Blood-soaked angel
Run away with me to hell
960 reads
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Lie To Me
Pull me close
Tell me it will all be ok
But deep inside
I'm falling, Breaking
I beg of you
Please lie to me
My world breaks
But let's pretend it doesn't
Trying to claim back
My sanity
It's lost
Inside my broken world
Tell me it will all be ok
But deep inside
I'm falling, Breaking
I beg of you
Please lie to me
My world breaks
But let's pretend it doesn't
Trying to claim back
My sanity
It's lost
Inside my broken world
878 reads
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Morning After
I wake up
Knowing you're awake
We pretend it's ok
But the pain is still here
Last night i won't forget
You screamed at me
Wished i was dead
Your words hurt more than
The fire that burns our lives
Don't tell me
You're sorry
Because i know
You'll do it again
I don't want any
Of your fake regret
You pretend we're ok
But the pain is still here
Knowing you're awake
We pretend it's ok
But the pain is still here
Last night i won't forget
You screamed at me
Wished i was dead
Your words hurt more than
The fire that burns our lives
Don't tell me
You're sorry
Because i know
You'll do it again
I don't want any
Of your fake regret
You pretend we're ok
But the pain is still here
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Into The Fire
Remember that day
When you looked into my eyes
And kissed me under the rain
Now it all fades
Today you push me (Push me)
Into the fire of your hate
That burns deep into my soul
The death of our love
Was foretold
It was doomed from the start
Now we burn in forgotten memories
Can't save our love
Or your soul
We're dying as we walk together
Into the fire
(Love is for idiots
Who want to die
Love is for the brave
Who aren't afraid of death
Since i am neither
i silently fade away)
When you looked into my eyes
And kissed me under the rain
Now it all fades
Today you push me (Push me)
Into the fire of your hate
That burns deep into my soul
The death of our love
Was foretold
It was doomed from the start
Now we burn in forgotten memories
Can't save our love
Or your soul
We're dying as we walk together
Into the fire
(Love is for idiots
Who want to die
Love is for the brave
Who aren't afraid of death
Since i am neither
i silently fade away)
818 reads
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Human Nature
Try covering it
It still won't go away
You're dirty
You'll forever be dirty
Changing yourself
Just to fit in
Its human nature
I'm a fucking nobody
i know how low i am
Pick up the gun
And pull the trigger
Its human nature
Escape the pain
It still won't go away
You're dirty
You'll forever be dirty
Changing yourself
Just to fit in
Its human nature
I'm a fucking nobody
i know how low i am
Pick up the gun
And pull the trigger
Its human nature
Escape the pain
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(Our) Love is Dead
You can't see
How dead you are
You're going under
And i'm not following
Love is dead
Deader than Dead
You're burning
Don't wait for me
I'll survive
(Without You)
Can't you see
You're falling
I'm not going with you
How dead you are
You're going under
And i'm not following
Love is dead
Deader than Dead
You're burning
Don't wait for me
I'll survive
(Without You)
Can't you see
You're falling
I'm not going with you
1433 reads
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Sorry
Don't tell me
You're sorry
I couldn't care less
I'm not letting you back in
Cuz if you were sorry
You would spare me the pain
just pulled myself together
Why break again?
I'm not
Going through the pain again
Stay away from me
I don't want to drown with you
You're sorry
I couldn't care less
I'm not letting you back in
Cuz if you were sorry
You would spare me the pain
just pulled myself together
Why break again?
I'm not
Going through the pain again
Stay away from me
I don't want to drown with you
964 reads
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Please
Please, forgive me
But i must leave today
Your side is not
My place anymore
Please,don't cry
I know someday
You'll understand
Please, stop
I know i'll hurt you
If i don't go
Please, don't wait for me
I won't come back
But you'll always have a place in my heart
Please, don't stop living
You're worth
Of more than i can give
This poem is sort of a preview, of what i'm going to start uploading soon. Hope you liked it, please comment if you did. And if you didn't, tell me why not so i can fix it.
But i must leave today
Your side is not
My place anymore
Please,don't cry
I know someday
You'll understand
Please, stop
I know i'll hurt you
If i don't go
Please, don't wait for me
I won't come back
But you'll always have a place in my heart
Please, don't stop living
You're worth
Of more than i can give
This poem is sort of a preview, of what i'm going to start uploading soon. Hope you liked it, please comment if you did. And if you didn't, tell me why not so i can fix it.
968 reads
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Empty
In the shadowlands
Close to Emerald City
Lays the grave
Of dear love
I'm so empty; Inside
My body is just;
A hollow shell
Of who i was
Oz said he could give me a heart
He lied; I'm still empty
Broken and crying
So fucking lost
Empty and grieving
For things
I'll never recover
Close to Emerald City
Lays the grave
Of dear love
I'm so empty; Inside
My body is just;
A hollow shell
Of who i was
Oz said he could give me a heart
He lied; I'm still empty
Broken and crying
So fucking lost
Empty and grieving
For things
I'll never recover
942 reads
3 Comments
Not Your Vampire
Learn it, Girl
I'm not perfect
Not the one you want
I'm fucked up
And unfixable
I'm not the golden boy
Not Your Vampire
I'm a human
Unworthy of your love
Would give anything
Just to feel your touch
But I'm not your vampire
So let's set fire
To this broken memory
Walk down the hall
And know it was damned
I'm not perfect
Not the one you want
I'm fucked up
And unfixable
I'm not the golden boy
Not Your Vampire
I'm a human
Unworthy of your love
Would give anything
Just to feel your touch
But I'm not your vampire
So let's set fire
To this broken memory
Walk down the hall
And know it was damned
1125 reads
8 Comments
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