Submissions by JOY (Joybell)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Personal experience is not always reflected fin my witting, nspiration is also found in the treatment of others and sometimes its as simple as random thoughts.
The Perfect Storm
Without warning, her mind kicks into overdrive
her subconscious transformed
oozing irrational thoughts
Consumed by the impending storm
Perceptions, become truth.
Her fear flashes as lightning strikes,
heightening her emotions
Her friend's loyalty she questions
Booming thunder reverberates
muffling her rational voice.
Zealous in her opinion
She rains down her convictions
Adrenalin accelerates her beating heart.
Hatches secured prepared to fight
Treated no better than a stranger
Disrespected is...
her subconscious transformed
oozing irrational thoughts
Consumed by the impending storm
Perceptions, become truth.
Her fear flashes as lightning strikes,
heightening her emotions
Her friend's loyalty she questions
Booming thunder reverberates
muffling her rational voice.
Zealous in her opinion
She rains down her convictions
Adrenalin accelerates her beating heart.
Hatches secured prepared to fight
Treated no better than a stranger
Disrespected is...
#anxiety
#forgiveness
#LifeStruggles
#SelfReflection
#hurt
413 reads
3 Comments
9th Birthday Tribute
Happy birthday baby boy
You should have turned nine today
While our lives continue to grow and change
your birth feels like only yesterday
Would the tooth fairy have visited
When you lost a tooth
I'm guessing probably not
As mum and dad believe in telling the truth
Would you have been a gamer?
Asking for the latest console
By now you'd understand
room cleaning equals money, giving you control
Physical and emotional milestones
aplenty this year
Spending time away from mum and dad ...
You should have turned nine today
While our lives continue to grow and change
your birth feels like only yesterday
Would the tooth fairy have visited
When you lost a tooth
I'm guessing probably not
As mum and dad believe in telling the truth
Would you have been a gamer?
Asking for the latest console
By now you'd understand
room cleaning equals money, giving you control
Physical and emotional milestones
aplenty this year
Spending time away from mum and dad ...
#sadness
#love
#birthday
#heaven
#memorial
543 reads
5 Comments
Empty
The cup of your worth,
just an empty space.
Lacks trust and understanding
Do you hang your head in disgrace?
A no hoper
A bully
A cheater
A fake
You're unkind,
spiteful
You blame
Where is your shame?
Stalking the innocent
Shadowing them in darkness
Extremely self obsessed
I doubt it'll ever be addressed
The words you speak
Show no mercy,
and are cruel
I'd describe you as evil
Projecting your fury
Emptying your trash ...
just an empty space.
Lacks trust and understanding
Do you hang your head in disgrace?
A no hoper
A bully
A cheater
A fake
You're unkind,
spiteful
You blame
Where is your shame?
Stalking the innocent
Shadowing them in darkness
Extremely self obsessed
I doubt it'll ever be addressed
The words you speak
Show no mercy,
and are cruel
I'd describe you as evil
Projecting your fury
Emptying your trash ...
#anger
#LifeStruggles
#fall
#philosophical
#responsibility
547 reads
11 Comments
Cliff Edge
Psychological abuser
His targets specific
Mental games
Without shame
Projection
Manipulation
Intimidation
Humiliation
Once passionate, resilient and full of life
She now stands on the cliff ledge
Gazing down the vertical drop
Her demons taunt, nonstop
Shame
Guilt
Disconnection
Mental Exhausted
Unwitting succumbing,
buckling under pressure
surrendering
the rocky edge crumbling
Confused
Angry
Stolen identity
Warped reality
The inner child...
His targets specific
Mental games
Without shame
Projection
Manipulation
Intimidation
Humiliation
Once passionate, resilient and full of life
She now stands on the cliff ledge
Gazing down the vertical drop
Her demons taunt, nonstop
Shame
Guilt
Disconnection
Mental Exhausted
Unwitting succumbing,
buckling under pressure
surrendering
the rocky edge crumbling
Confused
Angry
Stolen identity
Warped reality
The inner child...
#LifeStruggles
#inspirational
#MentalHealth
#confusion
#FeelingLost
467 reads
6 Comments
Angel Baby
Following your birth
You survived three shorts days on earth
Not long enough to work or play,
nor celebrate your first birthday
Nine months safe in mums tum
The ultrasound difficult to fathom
Doctor’s held little hope of your survival
Your mum and dad could only wait!
A special gift from above,
long-awaited and very much loved
Born perfect, ten fingers and toes
Inheriting your mother’s nose
With odds stacked against you from the start,
developing complexities with your heart
Specialists flew you...
You survived three shorts days on earth
Not long enough to work or play,
nor celebrate your first birthday
Nine months safe in mums tum
The ultrasound difficult to fathom
Doctor’s held little hope of your survival
Your mum and dad could only wait!
A special gift from above,
long-awaited and very much loved
Born perfect, ten fingers and toes
Inheriting your mother’s nose
With odds stacked against you from the start,
developing complexities with your heart
Specialists flew you...
#grief
#birth
#heartbroken
#death
#emotional
544 reads
6 Comments
Love Laid Bare
Uncovers feelings that once did not exist
Deep, as oceans are wide
Wounds quick as lightening
Empowers to reach untouchable peaks
Harmonious as a singing bird
Passionate
Innocent
Reveals subsurface beliefs
A complicated labyrinth
Mysterious
Intimate
A complex couples dance
Intense as a storm approaching
Hits harder than a bullet
Confusing
Ever changing
Jealousy suffocates like oil on water
Intricate tiers of connection ...
Deep, as oceans are wide
Wounds quick as lightening
Empowers to reach untouchable peaks
Harmonious as a singing bird
Passionate
Innocent
Reveals subsurface beliefs
A complicated labyrinth
Mysterious
Intimate
A complex couples dance
Intense as a storm approaching
Hits harder than a bullet
Confusing
Ever changing
Jealousy suffocates like oil on water
Intricate tiers of connection ...
#love
#fire
#TruthOfLife
#emotional
#passion
614 reads
3 Comments
Unburden
Her past proclaimed
A free spirit, living on the edge
Future plans unknown
She thrives on surprise
Her present freedom
gifted by hard work
Resourceful, unwavering
Independence her next step
Her future uncharted
Surrendering control
Travels a simple life
Destiny, hers to unfold
A free spirit, living on the edge
Future plans unknown
She thrives on surprise
Her present freedom
gifted by hard work
Resourceful, unwavering
Independence her next step
Her future uncharted
Surrendering control
Travels a simple life
Destiny, hers to unfold
#hope
#inspirational
#uplifting
#MovingOn
#acceptance
688 reads
5 Comments
Little Piece of Paradise
Home wasn't always
behind lock and key.
White Coat claims to be in charge
And he thinks I'M crazy.
Caged by sterile white walls
The Imperfections, my friends
Visiting when darkness falls
They're real, not pretend!
A dirty glass square
Framed in solid wood
Thick iron bars installed
to impair the outside view
Gazing past the iron
into the outside world
"my little piece of paradise"
infiltrates my mind
A rusted iron fence,...
behind lock and key.
White Coat claims to be in charge
And he thinks I'M crazy.
Caged by sterile white walls
The Imperfections, my friends
Visiting when darkness falls
They're real, not pretend!
A dirty glass square
Framed in solid wood
Thick iron bars installed
to impair the outside view
Gazing past the iron
into the outside world
"my little piece of paradise"
infiltrates my mind
A rusted iron fence,...
#strength
#confusion
#despair #FeelingLost
#despair #FeelingLost
477 reads
5 Comments
Am I
Am I what you say?
Cold and heartless
A user, liar and cheat
Living a cycle on repeat
Do I say nothing
and stare into space
While you apparently confess
love, kindness and grace
Is my heart frozen solid
Incapable of letting you in
A disgraceful game player
With the objective to win
Do I place friends and family
above your head
Is all my energy given to others
Should you receive it all instead
Do I hide my...
Cold and heartless
A user, liar and cheat
Living a cycle on repeat
Do I say nothing
and stare into space
While you apparently confess
love, kindness and grace
Is my heart frozen solid
Incapable of letting you in
A disgraceful game player
With the objective to win
Do I place friends and family
above your head
Is all my energy given to others
Should you receive it all instead
Do I hide my...
#sadness
#honesty
#emotional #hurt
#emotional #hurt
504 reads
3 Comments
How Full Is Your Cup
Have you a gauge on your cup
of self worth
Do you realize it's as dry
as desert earth
Have you any idea how to refill
your own cup
Or would you rather drain hers
for yourself, your not enough
Where is your mindfulness
or have you no mind at all
Your unwillingness to better yourself
makes her skin crawl
Do you feel disgrace
when you demand a drink
Stomping when she answers
"take anymore and we will both sink"
Shame on you for preventing
her replenishment of liquid gold ...
of self worth
Do you realize it's as dry
as desert earth
Have you any idea how to refill
your own cup
Or would you rather drain hers
for yourself, your not enough
Where is your mindfulness
or have you no mind at all
Your unwillingness to better yourself
makes her skin crawl
Do you feel disgrace
when you demand a drink
Stomping when she answers
"take anymore and we will both sink"
Shame on you for preventing
her replenishment of liquid gold ...
#sadness
#despair
#disappointment #hurt
#disappointment #hurt
468 reads
4 Comments
What Will It Take
What will it take
For you to shut your mouth
To listen more than you speak
To care about what she has to say
What will it take
For you to own your shit
To admit you may be wrong
You are not always right
What will it take
For you to show her respect
To behave like an adult
Intimidation your drug
What will it take
For you to practice kindness
To welcome another opinion
Arrogant to the core
What will it take
For you to display compassion
To...
For you to shut your mouth
To listen more than you speak
To care about what she has to say
What will it take
For you to own your shit
To admit you may be wrong
You are not always right
What will it take
For you to show her respect
To behave like an adult
Intimidation your drug
What will it take
For you to practice kindness
To welcome another opinion
Arrogant to the core
What will it take
For you to display compassion
To...
#sadness
#dark
#frustration #hurt
#frustration #hurt
506 reads
2 Comments
My Commitment to You
My commitment to you is clearer than day
I choose to love you in work, rest and play,
I choose to treat you like a man
and always try to understand
I choose to talk in such a way
that empowers and never dismays,
Your words are important as are mine
Lets choose to uplift so we both shine.
I choose to say I love you each day
and show you in every way.
I choose to laugh together everyday
Laughing leaves little room to feel dismay
I choose to support you while you work
and not distract you with my smirk.
I choose...
I choose to love you in work, rest and play,
I choose to treat you like a man
and always try to understand
I choose to talk in such a way
that empowers and never dismays,
Your words are important as are mine
Lets choose to uplift so we both shine.
I choose to say I love you each day
and show you in every way.
I choose to laugh together everyday
Laughing leaves little room to feel dismay
I choose to support you while you work
and not distract you with my smirk.
I choose...
#love
#marriage
#heartbroken #memories
#heartbroken #memories
523 reads
4 Comments
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