Submissions by I_was_rare_once (RareFaction)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I just write to release. I love writing and if you want to teach me a new style, reach out! i am open to hear and learn.much love and happy writing!
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
3rd Jul 2024 5:24am
3rd Jul 2024 5:24am
#13
Oh to pull a trigger,
To blow off someones head.
It is a pain so greedy,
It is a scene so sad,
That when i think about it,
It always makes me mad.
The in and out of war,
The part of mostly out,
Can make a fellow mellow,
Make rich men long for more.
And when is ill considered,
Will be doomed to forever play it out.
To blow off someones head.
It is a pain so greedy,
It is a scene so sad,
That when i think about it,
It always makes me mad.
The in and out of war,
The part of mostly out,
Can make a fellow mellow,
Make rich men long for more.
And when is ill considered,
Will be doomed to forever play it out.
#anger
#war
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DARK POEM
Published
3rd Jul 2024 5:23am
3rd Jul 2024 5:23am
#12
Door opens, days end.
Eyes open, faithless friend.
I look to see, to feel, to be.
Stop knowing, in the eyes of a angry man.
World holding, grey's scent,
Pains spoken, minds spent,
All in a days work.
So controlling, hand in splint,
Heart slowing, how i've been,
I hold to hear, to feel, to have near.
Stop knowing, in the eyes of a broken man.
Still choking, blows glint,
Not golden,what i lent,
All in a years work.
Sky darkens, hours mend,
Same feelings, sort of bent,
I love to know, to feel, to hurt. ...
Eyes open, faithless friend.
I look to see, to feel, to be.
Stop knowing, in the eyes of a angry man.
World holding, grey's scent,
Pains spoken, minds spent,
All in a days work.
So controlling, hand in splint,
Heart slowing, how i've been,
I hold to hear, to feel, to have near.
Stop knowing, in the eyes of a broken man.
Still choking, blows glint,
Not golden,what i lent,
All in a years work.
Sky darkens, hours mend,
Same feelings, sort of bent,
I love to know, to feel, to hurt. ...
#abuse
#emotional
#FeelingLost #hope
#FeelingLost #hope
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SELF POEM
Published
1st Jul 2024 7:22pm
1st Jul 2024 7:22pm
#11
In the dark of the midnight mood swings
I think strange thoughts I think deep things
Lost in repeating memories I wont let myself erase, perceive the past made up of sins and mistakes.
No.
Lies take me nowhere.
Lies say it's not fair.
Pain makes for good fear.
Sin tells that Gods not there.
Does it?
Yes.
Trust it?
Mm
Don't judge me, I'm just talking straight things,
Just staying real clean,
Still have my issues try to keep clear of the fake scene.
When I go to sleep I feel like my life is weak like I cannot believe...
I think strange thoughts I think deep things
Lost in repeating memories I wont let myself erase, perceive the past made up of sins and mistakes.
No.
Lies take me nowhere.
Lies say it's not fair.
Pain makes for good fear.
Sin tells that Gods not there.
Does it?
Yes.
Trust it?
Mm
Don't judge me, I'm just talking straight things,
Just staying real clean,
Still have my issues try to keep clear of the fake scene.
When I go to sleep I feel like my life is weak like I cannot believe...
#PTSD
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DARK POEM
Published
1st Jul 2024 7:22pm
1st Jul 2024 7:22pm
#10
Blink.
Sometimes it feels like that is all I can do.
At sometime I lost control and so I'll just drown it out.
Blink.
The light coming from my window falls sweetly on my pillow.
Hard to move on when nothing is wrong.
glance over next to me, asleep and content dreaming of where we have been.
Get out of bed, take a few steps see no regrets coming out of this one.
Dark. Its hot and its wet got the steam and the scent so now I am finally clean.
White, had my eyes closed for to long, think reality's gone, nope, just my morning coffee.
How...
Sometimes it feels like that is all I can do.
At sometime I lost control and so I'll just drown it out.
Blink.
The light coming from my window falls sweetly on my pillow.
Hard to move on when nothing is wrong.
glance over next to me, asleep and content dreaming of where we have been.
Get out of bed, take a few steps see no regrets coming out of this one.
Dark. Its hot and its wet got the steam and the scent so now I am finally clean.
White, had my eyes closed for to long, think reality's gone, nope, just my morning coffee.
How...
#depression
#PTSD
#SelfHarm
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
29th Jun 2024 6:29am
29th Jun 2024 6:29am
Interlude 1
I remember the last time i saw you.
I was at my lowest and i decided to show it.
I remember sitting on the floor like 3 feet from everyone else in front of a couch and one person saw me and asked if i was fine.
At the time i was seeing just how bad it all was.
So i did not answer.
They did not push.
That hurt like hell to know that not one person truly cared about me to spend time with me or to truly get to know me.
You put no work in, i only wish to see what time can do.
The point i have made is you will spend time and energy trying to know who a...
I was at my lowest and i decided to show it.
I remember sitting on the floor like 3 feet from everyone else in front of a couch and one person saw me and asked if i was fine.
At the time i was seeing just how bad it all was.
So i did not answer.
They did not push.
That hurt like hell to know that not one person truly cared about me to spend time with me or to truly get to know me.
You put no work in, i only wish to see what time can do.
The point i have made is you will spend time and energy trying to know who a...
#relationships
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DARK POEM
Published
29th Jun 2024 6:28am
29th Jun 2024 6:28am
#9
Strike a match,
Shiny silver steel.
Wet red,
Dry red,
It's all the same feel.
Make a difference or just stay concealed?
Is the pain to great or are you just unwilling to heal?
Cold hands in a cold night?
Get some gloves so you wont have to fight.
Most stay scared but it will be alright.
These feelings we feel tend to draw the strings tight,
Just please remember that that's part of life.
Talk.
Let it out because I want to hear.
You stay silent all your life cus you give in to your fear.
Don't do that, let God...
Shiny silver steel.
Wet red,
Dry red,
It's all the same feel.
Make a difference or just stay concealed?
Is the pain to great or are you just unwilling to heal?
Cold hands in a cold night?
Get some gloves so you wont have to fight.
Most stay scared but it will be alright.
These feelings we feel tend to draw the strings tight,
Just please remember that that's part of life.
Talk.
Let it out because I want to hear.
You stay silent all your life cus you give in to your fear.
Don't do that, let God...
#anxiety
#fear
#loneliness
#SelfHarm
#suicide
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Jun 2024 7:09am
28th Jun 2024 7:09am
#8
The oldest of faces yet farthest of friends.
The one who was shaken and yet still remains.
Through trials and trouble and sorrows and danger,
He looked and found a way to put to death his own anger.
On lifes path he had long last wondered.
Till by the side he cried as he pondered.
"if the path is so long and people are evil, what is the point should i continue?"
Then it hit him, the reason and purpose: to love and serve a god who knows what his hurt is.
More things in his mind then ever before, he looked and he saw this word from the old, ...
The one who was shaken and yet still remains.
Through trials and trouble and sorrows and danger,
He looked and found a way to put to death his own anger.
On lifes path he had long last wondered.
Till by the side he cried as he pondered.
"if the path is so long and people are evil, what is the point should i continue?"
Then it hit him, the reason and purpose: to love and serve a god who knows what his hurt is.
More things in his mind then ever before, he looked and he saw this word from the old, ...
#friendship
#kindness
#misunderstood
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
28th Jun 2024 7:00am
28th Jun 2024 7:00am
#3
At one point I had lived in a sort of dream.
Life felt as a whole like those winter days in everyone's childhood where you felt safe and happy and boundless.
Wondering in the snowscape and having the inexpressible feelings course through your veins.
Then I woke up to reality.
One can say the sun set and the bed bid the weary travelers to come and die in the undisturbed tomb that is our souless and joyless lives.
Well, no flare here, what you make of you own life is purely subjective anyway.
But what can I say? all I know is how to get lost in the ugly charm...
Life felt as a whole like those winter days in everyone's childhood where you felt safe and happy and boundless.
Wondering in the snowscape and having the inexpressible feelings course through your veins.
Then I woke up to reality.
One can say the sun set and the bed bid the weary travelers to come and die in the undisturbed tomb that is our souless and joyless lives.
Well, no flare here, what you make of you own life is purely subjective anyway.
But what can I say? all I know is how to get lost in the ugly charm...
#bittersweet
#FirstLove
#obsession #TimeHeals
#obsession #TimeHeals
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
21st Jun 2024 5:33pm
21st Jun 2024 5:33pm
Do...
Do trees desire leaves post-fallen,
And the shadows they create?
And can humans truly long for a man made up of mistakes?
And the shadows they create?
And can humans truly long for a man made up of mistakes?
#minimalist
#morality
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SELF POEM
Published
19th Jun 2024 10:40am
19th Jun 2024 10:40am
Journey
Alone on my path.
Lonely a thought of the past.
I must persist on.
Lonely a thought of the past.
I must persist on.
#haiku
#strength
#passion
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
19th Jun 2024 10:05am
19th Jun 2024 10:05am
Holographic
These things used to be people.
These people used to seem like friends.
But it's just a hologram.
I can see through it. I can...move through it.
Some kind of sick joke I am.
No more laughs now.
I wave my hand through one beam of light fruitlessly in hopes I was dreaming.
No dreams.
I can't find my power cord.
So I unplug theirs.
It's just light working the way I wanted it to.
I can move them with my keyboard and voice.
But they don't seem to care afterward.
Programs are like that, you know.
When friends and enemies both...
These people used to seem like friends.
But it's just a hologram.
I can see through it. I can...move through it.
Some kind of sick joke I am.
No more laughs now.
I wave my hand through one beam of light fruitlessly in hopes I was dreaming.
No dreams.
I can't find my power cord.
So I unplug theirs.
It's just light working the way I wanted it to.
I can move them with my keyboard and voice.
But they don't seem to care afterward.
Programs are like that, you know.
When friends and enemies both...
#friendship
#hypocrisy
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th Jun 2024 9:25am
18th Jun 2024 9:25am
Donepezil
I give it my all to remember.
Remembering is never enough.
The words that I am saying, are blurrs of thoughts mixed up.
Mind light: acetaminophen,
Delight lost and its unsettling.
Broken bonds and to hell with them.
Because after all, dementia always wins.
Anger and flashes!
Just teases, really.
No one can know this true pain and fury.
No one but me feels without feeling.
Inside? There is no inside.
Outside of my mind is a world unforgettable.
Sink as I forget it.
I will sink too.
Promise we will be together, when im...
Remembering is never enough.
The words that I am saying, are blurrs of thoughts mixed up.
Mind light: acetaminophen,
Delight lost and its unsettling.
Broken bonds and to hell with them.
Because after all, dementia always wins.
Anger and flashes!
Just teases, really.
No one can know this true pain and fury.
No one but me feels without feeling.
Inside? There is no inside.
Outside of my mind is a world unforgettable.
Sink as I forget it.
I will sink too.
Promise we will be together, when im...
#emptiness
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