Submissions by IHate_BlackEye (Chuymonster)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I’ve lived through a few suicide attempts and I’m starting to think maybe I’m immortal, as a punishment for all I’ve done...and to all I’ve hurt.
DARK POEM
Published
14th Jun 2015 1:22am
14th Jun 2015 1:22am
Perpetually dancing, with the Devil
Life is such an amazing thing
But becomes overwhelming
We start off just wondering away
Crawling, waddling, walking
Eventually we catch momentum
From various moments
Causing movements
Of perpetual motion
We begin pacing from place to place
From race to race
Never wanting to retrace and make the same mistake awake
Because we are aware, self aware of me over there, here and where, but you don't care,
You're more concerned about your hair, and if it'll bear the weather out there, because that's the image you want to share,...
But becomes overwhelming
We start off just wondering away
Crawling, waddling, walking
Eventually we catch momentum
From various moments
Causing movements
Of perpetual motion
We begin pacing from place to place
From race to race
Never wanting to retrace and make the same mistake awake
Because we are aware, self aware of me over there, here and where, but you don't care,
You're more concerned about your hair, and if it'll bear the weather out there, because that's the image you want to share,...
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SELF POEM
Published
24th May 2015 4:30am
24th May 2015 4:30am
How to kill a Coocoo bird
Remember me back then
I never really made a fuss
Remember way back when
We would wait out for the bus
Every morning way back then
We were confident as fuck
We never really had to fend
We were glad to have a buck
Nothing was ever lent
Always just given to us
We were only kids back then
Alien the word of trust
when I think back when
To all the trends
The pogs, frogs, and Pokémon
Entertained with just pretend
Everything we thought we lost
We'd always find again
As our little bodies grew
We began to wear ourselves...
I never really made a fuss
Remember way back when
We would wait out for the bus
Every morning way back then
We were confident as fuck
We never really had to fend
We were glad to have a buck
Nothing was ever lent
Always just given to us
We were only kids back then
Alien the word of trust
when I think back when
To all the trends
The pogs, frogs, and Pokémon
Entertained with just pretend
Everything we thought we lost
We'd always find again
As our little bodies grew
We began to wear ourselves...
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd Apr 2015 7:23am
23rd Apr 2015 7:23am
won't miss this, time
You'll miss me when I'm gone
That's something I hope not
You'll kiss me when I've gone
Even more inside my thoughts
Feeling lonely and more lost
My mind dreaming crazy thoughts
More vivid than before
My only fucking thought
Is well it end within the floor
At the fucking end of Aug
Will I finally shut the fucking door
Or continue through the fog
I can't take this anymore
Running on these rusty cogs
Rusty clockwork in my soul
Flipping out on every pog
No one taps me anymore
My life feels like a lifeless log
Chopped...
That's something I hope not
You'll kiss me when I've gone
Even more inside my thoughts
Feeling lonely and more lost
My mind dreaming crazy thoughts
More vivid than before
My only fucking thought
Is well it end within the floor
At the fucking end of Aug
Will I finally shut the fucking door
Or continue through the fog
I can't take this anymore
Running on these rusty cogs
Rusty clockwork in my soul
Flipping out on every pog
No one taps me anymore
My life feels like a lifeless log
Chopped...
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th Apr 2015 5:13pm
7th Apr 2015 5:13pm
Your last Serenade
I held my tongue
Because I felt it was right
I kept my mouth shut
Biting my bloody lips tight
I knew it was tough
We could have been something right
But we were to young
Maybe one day we'll try to align
But like all paths that cross
There's an end and a divide
Like a man to the lost
And a damsel in disguise
I nailed myself to a cross
For my own sins I have died
Like a strong woman lost
You found yourself a great life
Free and young at what cost?
I lost the love of my wife
Your probably angry but loved
With the...
Because I felt it was right
I kept my mouth shut
Biting my bloody lips tight
I knew it was tough
We could have been something right
But we were to young
Maybe one day we'll try to align
But like all paths that cross
There's an end and a divide
Like a man to the lost
And a damsel in disguise
I nailed myself to a cross
For my own sins I have died
Like a strong woman lost
You found yourself a great life
Free and young at what cost?
I lost the love of my wife
Your probably angry but loved
With the...
759 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd Mar 2015 3:51am
23rd Mar 2015 3:51am
High and dry
Forget this kid and his stupid shit
Mother fucker don't even see straight
Regret to sit here with sweaty arm pits
While I got them all suckered to thinking i don't hate
Repressed in my mind the very thought of even her tits
Every day wondering if this life is worth the wait
Obsessed myself with razor blades, smackin dope hit by hit
Tied the noose around my throat
climbed up and ended up chocking
lied out my teeth, I'm fine and i wont
Doped up and gnawed out on poppies
Family worried if I'm possessed by papi's ghost
keep telling the man in...
Mother fucker don't even see straight
Regret to sit here with sweaty arm pits
While I got them all suckered to thinking i don't hate
Repressed in my mind the very thought of even her tits
Every day wondering if this life is worth the wait
Obsessed myself with razor blades, smackin dope hit by hit
Tied the noose around my throat
climbed up and ended up chocking
lied out my teeth, I'm fine and i wont
Doped up and gnawed out on poppies
Family worried if I'm possessed by papi's ghost
keep telling the man in...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
13th Mar 2015 6:41am
13th Mar 2015 6:41am
Spit the old shit kid
Hockis pockus and let me focus
on something magical that isn't worthless
the headaches follow
once I'm off that old shit
all it does is numb the gums
Help me forget why I wrote this old shit
soon I'll be legit and spit the new shit
yet everyday its ever lasting,
the pain I feel in hated anguish,
the ones I've hurt can't ever understand this,
I hope we all can read this soon
maybe even make a joke or two,
know its a serious problem now
when I wrote this I was a furious child,
scared and alone with nowhere to go home,
yet...
on something magical that isn't worthless
the headaches follow
once I'm off that old shit
all it does is numb the gums
Help me forget why I wrote this old shit
soon I'll be legit and spit the new shit
yet everyday its ever lasting,
the pain I feel in hated anguish,
the ones I've hurt can't ever understand this,
I hope we all can read this soon
maybe even make a joke or two,
know its a serious problem now
when I wrote this I was a furious child,
scared and alone with nowhere to go home,
yet...
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DARK POEM
Published
17th Feb 2015 6:07am
17th Feb 2015 6:07am
541 desert run
541 is where I run from
Where the ice no longer fun
Not a man but just a son
Running from the desert sun
The hustle's not the same
Not in this desert plain
We all want to numb the pain
Feel a little bit more sane
We all watch them die so young
As they close the gas station
Another Childs life is lost
To a selfish gangster cause
I wont return in vane
Not if it means I'll go insane
I'm sorry my old friend
But our friendships got to end
Because I can no longer tend
To a drug addicted mend
Where the ice no longer fun
Not a man but just a son
Running from the desert sun
The hustle's not the same
Not in this desert plain
We all want to numb the pain
Feel a little bit more sane
We all watch them die so young
As they close the gas station
Another Childs life is lost
To a selfish gangster cause
I wont return in vane
Not if it means I'll go insane
I'm sorry my old friend
But our friendships got to end
Because I can no longer tend
To a drug addicted mend
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LOVE POEM
Published
4th Jan 2015 3:21am
4th Jan 2015 3:21am
Just a Nickle
I would spend countless minutes before leaving the store
Just staring, wondering if she even looked at me
We talked for a moment
brief, but well chosen
for the invitation was meant
She introduced me to her best friend, we spent hours laughing
engaging and blaring, like children almost screaming
we open the doors to the ship
it was not to far a trip
drunk everyday, waking like shit
She served me up double, the tequila running quick through my veins
the beverage of my people, making me almost sick
Into the outside, for a...
Just staring, wondering if she even looked at me
We talked for a moment
brief, but well chosen
for the invitation was meant
She introduced me to her best friend, we spent hours laughing
engaging and blaring, like children almost screaming
we open the doors to the ship
it was not to far a trip
drunk everyday, waking like shit
She served me up double, the tequila running quick through my veins
the beverage of my people, making me almost sick
Into the outside, for a...
778 reads
3 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
29th Nov 2014 7:38pm
29th Nov 2014 7:38pm
Welcome Back, to your new Home
Welcome back to the city
It ain't big
But it ain't shitty
If your short
Gotta walk fast
If you lose pace
You'll soon lose your place
From First to last
Another mile post
You'll be left in the past
The reason why most
Want to be in the cast
The bigger you get
The longer it'll last
But it's these dreams
Within these scene's
That make the people
Seem obscene
Indecent
Impure
And Insecure
But all in all
We are all just mammals
Just nasty fuckers
Mind Suckers
After control
Mind and body
And...
It ain't big
But it ain't shitty
If your short
Gotta walk fast
If you lose pace
You'll soon lose your place
From First to last
Another mile post
You'll be left in the past
The reason why most
Want to be in the cast
The bigger you get
The longer it'll last
But it's these dreams
Within these scene's
That make the people
Seem obscene
Indecent
Impure
And Insecure
But all in all
We are all just mammals
Just nasty fuckers
Mind Suckers
After control
Mind and body
And...
537 reads
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