Submissions by Heavens_Hell
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Heavens Hell is what you know me by I believe poetry is a way to release the dark bottled up thoughts that are trapped in the mind body and soul..
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
20th Mar 2019 10:53pm
20th Mar 2019 10:53pm
Psychological Abuse
#depression
#abuse
#suicide #MentalHealth
#suicide #MentalHealth
552 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
26th Jun 2016 1:14pm
26th Jun 2016 1:14pm
I am A Child.
b]I am a child, Yes I am.
I am a faint whisper in the distance waiting for the approval from the taller man or woman to grant me permission to speak. I am the gutless punching bag for the tall to prey on when they are feeling angry or upset. My opinion is never heard only overwritten like a typo because my spelling is not that great, my ideas are backspaced and erased because my plans are aimed to high and deemed impossible by the tall ones because "my brain is too small".
No matter how much I have been through to the tall ones i am seen as a child.
I am 17 years...
I am a faint whisper in the distance waiting for the approval from the taller man or woman to grant me permission to speak. I am the gutless punching bag for the tall to prey on when they are feeling angry or upset. My opinion is never heard only overwritten like a typo because my spelling is not that great, my ideas are backspaced and erased because my plans are aimed to high and deemed impossible by the tall ones because "my brain is too small".
No matter how much I have been through to the tall ones i am seen as a child.
I am 17 years...
609 reads
1 Comment
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
1st Apr 2016 10:57am
1st Apr 2016 10:57am
Useless
My heart feels chained like a slave imprisoned for robbery
I am willing to make an escape but the key seems a great distance to far for me to travel
My soul is no longer a burning eternal flame, it has dimmed greatly.
So what do I do? wait?.. Cry?.. Scream?
Sorry to inform you but I have done all of the above, it's useless.. I am useless
Maybe that's why I'm trapped
Maybe that's why I'm scared
Maybe that's why I no longer feel the need to break free because I am just.
useless
I am willing to make an escape but the key seems a great distance to far for me to travel
My soul is no longer a burning eternal flame, it has dimmed greatly.
So what do I do? wait?.. Cry?.. Scream?
Sorry to inform you but I have done all of the above, it's useless.. I am useless
Maybe that's why I'm trapped
Maybe that's why I'm scared
Maybe that's why I no longer feel the need to break free because I am just.
useless
714 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
19th Jan 2016 11:29am
19th Jan 2016 11:29am
Unknown
Faded colors on a white canvas shows vacancy
Emptiness forming slowly
Darkness hovering over the vulnerable
Dazed images running on replay over and over again
Wanting to run forward but only stepping back
D e p r e s s i o n
Emptiness forming slowly
Darkness hovering over the vulnerable
Dazed images running on replay over and over again
Wanting to run forward but only stepping back
D e p r e s s i o n
683 reads
9 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
18th Jan 2016 6:16am
18th Jan 2016 6:16am
Bed Of Roses
Every morning I have a desultory awakening
Small limped steps to the scales curling my fingers into my stomach hoping that if I gouged hard enough the unwanted lard would go away.
The uneasy feeling of betrayal mocks my every move as I stare into the mirror of justice
My lips cracked, my eyes puffed, my face.. pale
More tears start to fall as I look deeper and deeper, so hungry
Why don't I eat? Why can't I eat? Why won't I eat..
My stomach grumbles it's whimpering, crying begging me to feed it.
Stop this madness
Kill this sadness
End it all...
Small limped steps to the scales curling my fingers into my stomach hoping that if I gouged hard enough the unwanted lard would go away.
The uneasy feeling of betrayal mocks my every move as I stare into the mirror of justice
My lips cracked, my eyes puffed, my face.. pale
More tears start to fall as I look deeper and deeper, so hungry
Why don't I eat? Why can't I eat? Why won't I eat..
My stomach grumbles it's whimpering, crying begging me to feed it.
Stop this madness
Kill this sadness
End it all...
764 reads
4 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th Jan 2016 3:33am
18th Jan 2016 3:33am
Puppets
The Past
Stains our minds of wanted and unwanted memories
The Present
Gives way for those sorrowful and memorable thoughts to pass through our gates of trust
The Future
Gives us false hope
We deny our feelings, We deny the fact that we are not in fact "Okay"
I am not Okay, the days are growing darker and my heart is getting colder
My emotions want to run and play but they're blocked by this massive boulder
As I grow older I tire of these games
Of heartbreak and sorrow
Most of the time I don't want to think about...
Stains our minds of wanted and unwanted memories
The Present
Gives way for those sorrowful and memorable thoughts to pass through our gates of trust
The Future
Gives us false hope
We deny our feelings, We deny the fact that we are not in fact "Okay"
I am not Okay, the days are growing darker and my heart is getting colder
My emotions want to run and play but they're blocked by this massive boulder
As I grow older I tire of these games
Of heartbreak and sorrow
Most of the time I don't want to think about...
1059 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
17th Jan 2016 8:54am
17th Jan 2016 8:54am
Him
I place my hand upon his jawline whilst staring into his eyes I finally found someone who does not tell me lies
I am so in love with him and everything he does, the way he giggles and the way he shrugs.
I feel safe around him
I feel like i'm finally at ease
I hope this never ends by heartbreak or disease
Before him I didn't believe in love I thought it seized to exist
I never thought somebody like him could love a girl with scars on her wrists.
We sleep together, Eat together it's like we've morphed into one
if he were to ever leave me it would...
I am so in love with him and everything he does, the way he giggles and the way he shrugs.
I feel safe around him
I feel like i'm finally at ease
I hope this never ends by heartbreak or disease
Before him I didn't believe in love I thought it seized to exist
I never thought somebody like him could love a girl with scars on her wrists.
We sleep together, Eat together it's like we've morphed into one
if he were to ever leave me it would...
778 reads
2 Comments
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