Submissions by HeartThrobbxx
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I haven't been writing poems for very long, I basically write them about experiences or feelings in my life at that moment..
I’m not okay
NO IM NOT OKAY.
What would you say if I answered with this
You’d ask why not...
I’ll make you a list
Who really gives a fuck about the person next door
The neighbour down the street, who you always ignore
This society lives with a box on their head
Sounding sincere, just to get you to bed
My mother used to tell me
There is always someone worse off than you
So I just shut my mouth, What did you expect me to do
You don’t actually care, if I’m doing good
Your only asking because..well
Who else would?
...
What would you say if I answered with this
You’d ask why not...
I’ll make you a list
Who really gives a fuck about the person next door
The neighbour down the street, who you always ignore
This society lives with a box on their head
Sounding sincere, just to get you to bed
My mother used to tell me
There is always someone worse off than you
So I just shut my mouth, What did you expect me to do
You don’t actually care, if I’m doing good
Your only asking because..well
Who else would?
...
#depression
#sadness
#loneliness
#ImSorry
#LifeStruggles
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Depressed
Why can’t I stop
As tears turn to rivers
I’m drowning myself here
If only that were possible
My dear your depressed
I’ll prescribe you a pill
Take it twice a day dear
You are rather ill
What the fuck do you mean
I’m 12 years old
Honey don’t swear
You’ve already been told
It’s just your teenage hormones
These pills will help fix you
Why am I crying
She only said I looked tired
Am I really that hurt
By the words that she said
Oh miss your depressed
I’ll prescribe you...
As tears turn to rivers
I’m drowning myself here
If only that were possible
My dear your depressed
I’ll prescribe you a pill
Take it twice a day dear
You are rather ill
What the fuck do you mean
I’m 12 years old
Honey don’t swear
You’ve already been told
It’s just your teenage hormones
These pills will help fix you
Why am I crying
She only said I looked tired
Am I really that hurt
By the words that she said
Oh miss your depressed
I’ll prescribe you...
#depression
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Why now and not then
Chills roll down her spine
Her feet tingle, her palms are sweaty
Her stomach filled with uncontrollable butterflies
She feels weak
As he whispers in her ear
And kisses down her neck
Intimate movements
He slowly holds her. And pulls her close
He slits her neck, with a sudden gasp
She feels the warm blood run down her neck
Over her soft skin
He looks her in the eye
Her body falls to the ground
Barely breathing, she looks at him
Suddenly, she sees everything she ever dreamed of
Flash backs of the day they met,
The first time they...
Her feet tingle, her palms are sweaty
Her stomach filled with uncontrollable butterflies
She feels weak
As he whispers in her ear
And kisses down her neck
Intimate movements
He slowly holds her. And pulls her close
He slits her neck, with a sudden gasp
She feels the warm blood run down her neck
Over her soft skin
He looks her in the eye
Her body falls to the ground
Barely breathing, she looks at him
Suddenly, she sees everything she ever dreamed of
Flash backs of the day they met,
The first time they...
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She wants
She is so drawn to him
It crushes her
Every minute she hurts
Every hour she cries
He doesn't know what he wants
But she does
She wants you...
She wants to wake up to you
Your smile shinning bright
Your sleepy eyes, staring
Your hair a mess
She wants to hold you
N tell you, your perfect
She wants to kiss you on the cheek
When you leave for work
She wants to depend on you
She wants to hold you close
When it's storming out
She wants to love you
Unconditionally
She told me...
In a dream
She said it all...
It crushes her
Every minute she hurts
Every hour she cries
He doesn't know what he wants
But she does
She wants you...
She wants to wake up to you
Your smile shinning bright
Your sleepy eyes, staring
Your hair a mess
She wants to hold you
N tell you, your perfect
She wants to kiss you on the cheek
When you leave for work
She wants to depend on you
She wants to hold you close
When it's storming out
She wants to love you
Unconditionally
She told me...
In a dream
She said it all...
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Dirty little bastard
Crawl in my brain
Eat my thoughts alive
There only dead to you
Crawl into my heart
Eat the love, it's barely there
You savage bastard
You thrive on what keeps me going
My last awaken moment
All I see is you
You destroy the last hope
The last chance I had of survival
You love to see me suffer
Go ahead, kill me now
You can't
You love to see the pain
Deep inside my body,
You tear me up
Your just a little tablet
Yet you have the strength
The strength to end it all
Now your in my muscles
Have me bouncing off...
Eat my thoughts alive
There only dead to you
Crawl into my heart
Eat the love, it's barely there
You savage bastard
You thrive on what keeps me going
My last awaken moment
All I see is you
You destroy the last hope
The last chance I had of survival
You love to see me suffer
Go ahead, kill me now
You can't
You love to see the pain
Deep inside my body,
You tear me up
Your just a little tablet
Yet you have the strength
The strength to end it all
Now your in my muscles
Have me bouncing off...
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Sleeping with him tonight
You broke my heart, "move on, it's over"
Those cold words cut me deep,
All these nights, I never sleep.
Told me she was just a friend
Yet hide All the evidence, yeah that's you
At least grow some balls and tell me whats true
You told me to move on "get some friends" you said
So I did, an I'm grateful for them.
Yeah, he may be more than a friend,
At least I'm honest, I deserve to be happy to
After all the hurt you put me through
My best friend, had messages from me every night
I cried my eyes out writing those
While your...
Those cold words cut me deep,
All these nights, I never sleep.
Told me she was just a friend
Yet hide All the evidence, yeah that's you
At least grow some balls and tell me whats true
You told me to move on "get some friends" you said
So I did, an I'm grateful for them.
Yeah, he may be more than a friend,
At least I'm honest, I deserve to be happy to
After all the hurt you put me through
My best friend, had messages from me every night
I cried my eyes out writing those
While your...
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Do It Like It Against The Law
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baby stay with me...
i know you feel erge to leave
my words you dont beleive
But stay with me baby, stay wit me
just stay with me, like its ment to be
Dont leave me tonight, dont leave me alone
Ill show you everything that ive ever known
Picture frames and country roads
Love me before my heart explodes
Im not sure what we're gonna be
but with my eyes shut your all i see
hold my breath as your moving in
i feel your lips, i feel your skin
ive never wanted you more than this
as your heads leaned in for our very last kiss
my words you dont beleive
But stay with me baby, stay wit me
just stay with me, like its ment to be
Dont leave me tonight, dont leave me alone
Ill show you everything that ive ever known
Picture frames and country roads
Love me before my heart explodes
Im not sure what we're gonna be
but with my eyes shut your all i see
hold my breath as your moving in
i feel your lips, i feel your skin
ive never wanted you more than this
as your heads leaned in for our very last kiss
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You...
I'm sittig in my own house
I don't feel at home
in a room full of people
I still feel alone
It's been a year now
Ya back in my head
Asking and beggin
For me in ya bed
It's been a year
Ya finally confess
While this whole year
I've been a fuckin mess
Broke my heart in two
Yours still complete
I crumbled to the floor
You stood on ya feet
Maybe it's just me
I'm to fucking weak
It's time for a change
Be my own fuckin person
Gunna get up and go
Before shit starts to worsen
Its done ...
I don't feel at home
in a room full of people
I still feel alone
It's been a year now
Ya back in my head
Asking and beggin
For me in ya bed
It's been a year
Ya finally confess
While this whole year
I've been a fuckin mess
Broke my heart in two
Yours still complete
I crumbled to the floor
You stood on ya feet
Maybe it's just me
I'm to fucking weak
It's time for a change
Be my own fuckin person
Gunna get up and go
Before shit starts to worsen
Its done ...
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Just Another Fairytale
The look on her face says she’s been here awhile.
Her hair’s all a mess, but he can’t help but smile.
A modern day princess, her dreams have been shattered.
She’s given up on the things that once ever mattered.
She’s done with the waiting, tired of kissing the toads.
She’s walked hundreds of miles
down all the wrong roads.
She’s given up hope that her prince will soon come,
So she downs magic potions that make her feel numb.
She’s seen it all, yes, she’s heard all the lies.
He sees something more behind those sad eyes.
He’s a...
Her hair’s all a mess, but he can’t help but smile.
A modern day princess, her dreams have been shattered.
She’s given up on the things that once ever mattered.
She’s done with the waiting, tired of kissing the toads.
She’s walked hundreds of miles
down all the wrong roads.
She’s given up hope that her prince will soon come,
So she downs magic potions that make her feel numb.
She’s seen it all, yes, she’s heard all the lies.
He sees something more behind those sad eyes.
He’s a...
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The dead marriage love.
She fell to her knees with a smile on her face.
A drunken mess up in this place.
He holds the gun to his head.
'baby one shot, and I am dead'
'your a Pussy, do It I dare you' she replied
Bitch you would have nothing if I ever died.
The old rusted Warehouse, spoke such words.
Of death and spirits, but voices were blurred.
He lowered the gun, looked her in the eye.
'Tonight baby one of us must die'
Shocked from his words, she states.
'Baby, your the reason my
heart aches'
'I'll put you Out of your misery dear' ...
A drunken mess up in this place.
He holds the gun to his head.
'baby one shot, and I am dead'
'your a Pussy, do It I dare you' she replied
Bitch you would have nothing if I ever died.
The old rusted Warehouse, spoke such words.
Of death and spirits, but voices were blurred.
He lowered the gun, looked her in the eye.
'Tonight baby one of us must die'
Shocked from his words, she states.
'Baby, your the reason my
heart aches'
'I'll put you Out of your misery dear' ...
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Capture my heart, with guitar in hand
Brown eyed boy, won’t you sing me to sleep?
My heart was once lost, but it’s yours now to keep.
All those other heart-breakers have long since gone,
But I know you’ll be there at the first sign of dawn.
When the sun slowly rises in that new morning sky,
Your heart will beat and mine will reply.
They’ll speak in whispers that none understand,
And you’ll capture my soul with your guitar in hand.
My heart was once lost, but it’s yours now to keep.
All those other heart-breakers have long since gone,
But I know you’ll be there at the first sign of dawn.
When the sun slowly rises in that new morning sky,
Your heart will beat and mine will reply.
They’ll speak in whispers that none understand,
And you’ll capture my soul with your guitar in hand.
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