Submissions by Guts
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
The burden of love
Emotions control the life of a desperate man,
They keep playing with my head, while i try to sleep
Love at first, after the fear, ending with regret,
While constant change keeps hunting my dream
It's not easy to understand,
A broken heart as a friend
It's like a rubik's cube without the colors,
A grey maze that meets no others,
Trying to solve a puzzle, without a picture
Love becomes a burden in this place
A happy face becomes a mask you'll have to make,
Right when you start feeling, your hope begins to fade,
And for...
They keep playing with my head, while i try to sleep
Love at first, after the fear, ending with regret,
While constant change keeps hunting my dream
It's not easy to understand,
A broken heart as a friend
It's like a rubik's cube without the colors,
A grey maze that meets no others,
Trying to solve a puzzle, without a picture
Love becomes a burden in this place
A happy face becomes a mask you'll have to make,
Right when you start feeling, your hope begins to fade,
And for...
#depression
#heartbroken
#hurt
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Human's Poison
We are all sometimes desperate to disguise,
Just so we can fit in a place where we don't belong,
The warmth that comes from others is comforting and nice,
But don't forget your mask on, when you are doing something wrong!
The cruelty overflows in some weak people,
Making them feel blind to your feelings inside,
They are like stray dogs chasing their tail, endlessly,
Trying to find something meaningful.
At a table full of liars the odd ones are telling the truth,
Getting laughed at viciously, to change them, there is no use.
...
Just so we can fit in a place where we don't belong,
The warmth that comes from others is comforting and nice,
But don't forget your mask on, when you are doing something wrong!
The cruelty overflows in some weak people,
Making them feel blind to your feelings inside,
They are like stray dogs chasing their tail, endlessly,
Trying to find something meaningful.
At a table full of liars the odd ones are telling the truth,
Getting laughed at viciously, to change them, there is no use.
...
#friendship
#lies
#identity #SelfDiscovery
#identity #SelfDiscovery
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Unloveable
It's hard to find the match to your soul
Not knowing yourself in deep below
Searching for something blind in the dark
If there is no me, how could there be anyone?
Peace and love they all say, smiling at a rotten rose.
How could they be so certain in something nobody knows?
That everybody wants, nobody sees but everyone needs?
They are the ones who already found themselves being alone!
When can i join them in that pieceful life?
Am i just a burden for someone to like?
Or do i find happiness alone, being strong, but never full? ...
Not knowing yourself in deep below
Searching for something blind in the dark
If there is no me, how could there be anyone?
Peace and love they all say, smiling at a rotten rose.
How could they be so certain in something nobody knows?
That everybody wants, nobody sees but everyone needs?
They are the ones who already found themselves being alone!
When can i join them in that pieceful life?
Am i just a burden for someone to like?
Or do i find happiness alone, being strong, but never full? ...
#relationships
#FeelingLost
#SelfDiscovery
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Healing Day
Life is just a joke but nobody knows the punchline
Here I am at this time
Wondering back to these rhymes
Even though i have nothing to write
I feel so much inside
Im on a different expedition
There is no way i can listen,
Any more of those voices written by the weak, ruled by the Mr.
Motherfucker creativity killer.
This is finally my path, my book, my lesson to not listen,
Live free, follow your mission!
This is everything i didn't have when i thought i can rely on your back.
I don't turn back, i still...
Here I am at this time
Wondering back to these rhymes
Even though i have nothing to write
I feel so much inside
Im on a different expedition
There is no way i can listen,
Any more of those voices written by the weak, ruled by the Mr.
Motherfucker creativity killer.
This is finally my path, my book, my lesson to not listen,
Live free, follow your mission!
This is everything i didn't have when i thought i can rely on your back.
I don't turn back, i still...
#peace
#uplifting
#SelfDiscovery #healing
#SelfDiscovery #healing
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The strongest heart is most vulnerable
You were so much beautiful
When i loved you
Seeing what you've become
I hate you!
Wonder what people think ,about
A man with no fear,
A man who never cried a tear
A strong individual,
Who cannot be miserable
Man with lion heart
Who's never broken apart.
Wonder what people think ,about
The coward man,
The one who never had a plan
A running weasel,
Always following other people
One of the shameful kind,
Who would rather live blind.
Being both the same time,
Is called human kind ...
When i loved you
Seeing what you've become
I hate you!
Wonder what people think ,about
A man with no fear,
A man who never cried a tear
A strong individual,
Who cannot be miserable
Man with lion heart
Who's never broken apart.
Wonder what people think ,about
The coward man,
The one who never had a plan
A running weasel,
Always following other people
One of the shameful kind,
Who would rather live blind.
Being both the same time,
Is called human kind ...
#loneliness
#confusion
#FeelingTrapped
#philosophical
#fear
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Angel Of A Differend Kind
Nobody knows, where my mind wonders,
Only an odd one, calling me handsome,
Holding my hand, running to Neverland,
My soul's neighbour, an angel of nature
Walking behind, I'm always following you
My legs are catching your next move,
My soul is happy, it seeks no more
And my heart rapidly races yours
We were kids, so we were free
Knowing we've found our dream
Playing with each heart
Bravely, deeply, carefully
Our story is long over,
And I still can't let you go
How long will I still hold,
Hurting in...
Only an odd one, calling me handsome,
Holding my hand, running to Neverland,
My soul's neighbour, an angel of nature
Walking behind, I'm always following you
My legs are catching your next move,
My soul is happy, it seeks no more
And my heart rapidly races yours
We were kids, so we were free
Knowing we've found our dream
Playing with each heart
Bravely, deeply, carefully
Our story is long over,
And I still can't let you go
How long will I still hold,
Hurting in...
#love
#hope
#suffering
#passion
#obsession
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Liar Love/Honest Hate
#hate
#dark
#confusion #freedom
#confusion #freedom
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Two Faced Mirror
I can't relate to those who fear their face
Hide as you want and i see as you are
Don't bent the real, show me as you feel
And i name you friend as we laugh
Surprise of life how works the disguise
All this dies, the time comes to realize
You have to face the fake image what got you amazed
Everyone who you know, make a part of you
But not every part will work from heart
You can choose which one to hold on to
But they will decide what to trasmform you into
Shatter the glass, doesn't matter
A broken mirror shows...
Hide as you want and i see as you are
Don't bent the real, show me as you feel
And i name you friend as we laugh
Surprise of life how works the disguise
All this dies, the time comes to realize
You have to face the fake image what got you amazed
Everyone who you know, make a part of you
But not every part will work from heart
You can choose which one to hold on to
But they will decide what to trasmform you into
Shatter the glass, doesn't matter
A broken mirror shows...
#friendship
#lies
#betrayal #honesty
#betrayal #honesty
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Beautiful death
Where is the pink dream now when it rains?
Carry the dead meat into a foreign grave!
She was the angel I saw right before my death?
It must be brutal living with the nightmares you get.
My mouth was the first to run
Following my hypnotized heart
I should've killed your mind
So you could drown in my eyes
Carry on! Soldier
Your house has burned down
The dream that you fought for
Is finally over!
I hold myself back from your mistery
Even though I crave it everyday
Painful thought before a sweet memory ...
Carry the dead meat into a foreign grave!
She was the angel I saw right before my death?
It must be brutal living with the nightmares you get.
My mouth was the first to run
Following my hypnotized heart
I should've killed your mind
So you could drown in my eyes
Carry on! Soldier
Your house has burned down
The dream that you fought for
Is finally over!
I hold myself back from your mistery
Even though I crave it everyday
Painful thought before a sweet memory ...
#sadness
#love
#heartbroken #hurt
#heartbroken #hurt
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Dream of a Masochist
Useless flesh turn your head, bear it dead,
You will never be best!
I would lay, obey
Crawl to your knees to see your face.
Kiss my blood,
Don't stop, your fists won't let me up.
Shush now, cry later
Screams of pleasure sound greater.
My moans, alone
Lead us where we belong.
Broken mess, don't be mad, please accept,
I'm the selfish piece left!
Beat me, so dearly
Your fear won't believe me!
Guide you, rely to,
Let me inside you!
You laghing while crying,
So why did you deny it? ...
You will never be best!
I would lay, obey
Crawl to your knees to see your face.
Kiss my blood,
Don't stop, your fists won't let me up.
Shush now, cry later
Screams of pleasure sound greater.
My moans, alone
Lead us where we belong.
Broken mess, don't be mad, please accept,
I'm the selfish piece left!
Beat me, so dearly
Your fear won't believe me!
Guide you, rely to,
Let me inside you!
You laghing while crying,
So why did you deny it? ...
#lust
#dark
#ForbiddenLove #hurt
#ForbiddenLove #hurt
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The Lost Child
That's what you made me
Or maybe it was me
There is one thing i know surely
That i will remember, forever
Maybe this journey is not ending
But i just lost what i loved having
What's the point in moving along
With train rails you already destroyed?
Sometimes i ask myself, my legs
How come my road never gets to an end ?
It's like im running in circles
But these walls lead me to darker holes.
I could walk the same roads as we did together
I could pretend that we are still together
I can't swing by myself...
Or maybe it was me
There is one thing i know surely
That i will remember, forever
Maybe this journey is not ending
But i just lost what i loved having
What's the point in moving along
With train rails you already destroyed?
Sometimes i ask myself, my legs
How come my road never gets to an end ?
It's like im running in circles
But these walls lead me to darker holes.
I could walk the same roads as we did together
I could pretend that we are still together
I can't swing by myself...
#sadness
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#shame
#emptiness
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My last breath
Why can't i forget what has passed
Everytime I wake up, i know
Memories of you
Will come to take my broken soul
I should've confessed by now
I was the one who wished this game
I enjoyed your play
But now I should be more ashamed
I know you'll never be mine
But my soul is already yours
Please give me one night
So we can make my funeral
By now you may wonder, how could
A stupid kid have so much love
All of a sudden,
Our dreams connected in a hug.
I was always this obsessed
Loved you...
Everytime I wake up, i know
Memories of you
Will come to take my broken soul
I should've confessed by now
I was the one who wished this game
I enjoyed your play
But now I should be more ashamed
I know you'll never be mine
But my soul is already yours
Please give me one night
So we can make my funeral
By now you may wonder, how could
A stupid kid have so much love
All of a sudden,
Our dreams connected in a hug.
I was always this obsessed
Loved you...
#love
#heartbroken
#obsession
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