Submissions by FishCake
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
2 Sides
I have 2 faces. 2 sides
Screwing me over either way
No place to run and hide
When you're always on display
Stop! Don't look back
You'll only show them me
Keep going on the track
The one they make you see
Don't tell them about me
Don't try to make them listen
They only see what I can't be
Hiding behind you is my mission
Let me stay hidden forever
Screwing me over either way
No place to run and hide
When you're always on display
Stop! Don't look back
You'll only show them me
Keep going on the track
The one they make you see
Don't tell them about me
Don't try to make them listen
They only see what I can't be
Hiding behind you is my mission
Let me stay hidden forever
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Because I Can't Love You
Although I shouldn't, I find it hard to smile
I know you can't imagine the lies I spew
When it's all said and done I might be so very vile
Although I shouldn't, I dearly love you
I know you can't imagine the pain I feel every once and while
When it's all said and done I will bid you adieu
I know you can't imagine the lies I spew
When it's all said and done I might be so very vile
Although I shouldn't, I dearly love you
I know you can't imagine the pain I feel every once and while
When it's all said and done I will bid you adieu
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Good Man's War
Demons run when a good man goes to war
Night will fall and drown in sun
When a good man goes to war
True love lies
And friendship dies
Night will fall and dark will rise
When a good man goes to war
Demons run but count the cost
The battle is won, but the child is lost
Night will fall and drown in sun
When a good man goes to war
True love lies
And friendship dies
Night will fall and dark will rise
When a good man goes to war
Demons run but count the cost
The battle is won, but the child is lost
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Such Soft, Silent Suffering
Such beautiful music, it calls me.
Such a sweet melody, who is this?
Such passionate voices, who are you?
Such violent screams, who am I?
Soft undertones, dancing around me.
Soft high notes, hit above me.
Soft lyrics, detesting me.
Soft meaning, cutting me.
Silent words, spoken throughout me.
Silent notes, played on me.
Silent wishes, sliced on me.
Silent cries, never do escape me.
Suffering voices, call from my skin.
Suffering tears, do not bleed from my wrists.
Suffering joy, cried out quietly. ...
Such a sweet melody, who is this?
Such passionate voices, who are you?
Such violent screams, who am I?
Soft undertones, dancing around me.
Soft high notes, hit above me.
Soft lyrics, detesting me.
Soft meaning, cutting me.
Silent words, spoken throughout me.
Silent notes, played on me.
Silent wishes, sliced on me.
Silent cries, never do escape me.
Suffering voices, call from my skin.
Suffering tears, do not bleed from my wrists.
Suffering joy, cried out quietly. ...
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Us To Agonize
I see you look so happy,
From the smile on your face!
But in your eyes is agony,
Looking so out of place.
Why can no one see it?
It's not even disguised.
Why is your heart split?
Are you still afraid of despise?
Don't worry dear,
Be who you are.
You're lovely, don't fear.
Even with your scars.
If you find someone to love you,
To watch the endless stars.
You need to show them what's true,
You need to show them what's ours.
Practice now my sweet.
If anything goes wrong,
You don't need to feel defeat,...
From the smile on your face!
But in your eyes is agony,
Looking so out of place.
Why can no one see it?
It's not even disguised.
Why is your heart split?
Are you still afraid of despise?
Don't worry dear,
Be who you are.
You're lovely, don't fear.
Even with your scars.
If you find someone to love you,
To watch the endless stars.
You need to show them what's true,
You need to show them what's ours.
Practice now my sweet.
If anything goes wrong,
You don't need to feel defeat,...
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I Am Her, But She Is Not Me.
And though my eyes are dry
I feel the tears spill
A bottle of pills does cry
For me as I commit a kill
This is an ugly crime
Some saw it coming, some did not
The murderer was time
Their efforts were for naught
Some shed tears for her
Some mourn over her body
But for her there is no color
She is hurt too badly
They couldn't see the wounds
Even as they cared
Even as her sadness fumes
Mercy never came to spare
She sat alone for too long
Even as they sat around her
Now she is long gone
Now her memory...
I feel the tears spill
A bottle of pills does cry
For me as I commit a kill
This is an ugly crime
Some saw it coming, some did not
The murderer was time
Their efforts were for naught
Some shed tears for her
Some mourn over her body
But for her there is no color
She is hurt too badly
They couldn't see the wounds
Even as they cared
Even as her sadness fumes
Mercy never came to spare
She sat alone for too long
Even as they sat around her
Now she is long gone
Now her memory...
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God The Almight
Here comes the rain,
Down! Down!
Here comes the pain,
Drown! Drown!
Gods got no mercy,
For us sinners.
God only likes,
The few winners.
Gods got no mercy,
for the broken hearted;
But don't worry,
Us lonely, got him out smarted.
Hold you head up high,
So he can't see you cry.
Put a smile on your face.
Act like you're in grace.
Here comes the rain,
Down! Down!
Here comes the pain,
Drown! Drown!
Hold your head so high
You suffocate
Feel the fear of the sky
As it deteriorates
...
Down! Down!
Here comes the pain,
Drown! Drown!
Gods got no mercy,
For us sinners.
God only likes,
The few winners.
Gods got no mercy,
for the broken hearted;
But don't worry,
Us lonely, got him out smarted.
Hold you head up high,
So he can't see you cry.
Put a smile on your face.
Act like you're in grace.
Here comes the rain,
Down! Down!
Here comes the pain,
Drown! Drown!
Hold your head so high
You suffocate
Feel the fear of the sky
As it deteriorates
...
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Don't Make Me Say
You shower me with praise
I do not wish to hide
You say I light your heart a blaze
But I'm still stuck inside
A secret I wish not to share
You press, but I do not give in
I love the way you care
So I will not speak this sin
You tell me that it's all okay
Maybe it is, maybe it's true
I'll smile and laugh away the day
If it means I don't have to say
"I don't love you"
I do not wish to hide
You say I light your heart a blaze
But I'm still stuck inside
A secret I wish not to share
You press, but I do not give in
I love the way you care
So I will not speak this sin
You tell me that it's all okay
Maybe it is, maybe it's true
I'll smile and laugh away the day
If it means I don't have to say
"I don't love you"
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Too Far
I'd ask you to save me
But you're just too far away
I want you to leave me be
So I can wash the scars away
Sometimes I wonder if you can
See the loneliness on my face
The cost is too much for all the lands
So I'll sit here without a grace
Tell me all that I want to hear
Let's play games you like to play
There is too much to fear
I know someone who flew today
Let us drown out the stars
With clouds made of the hauntings
Hauntings of the blood and scars
But pain leaving you with wantings
I'm not screaming, not...
But you're just too far away
I want you to leave me be
So I can wash the scars away
Sometimes I wonder if you can
See the loneliness on my face
The cost is too much for all the lands
So I'll sit here without a grace
Tell me all that I want to hear
Let's play games you like to play
There is too much to fear
I know someone who flew today
Let us drown out the stars
With clouds made of the hauntings
Hauntings of the blood and scars
But pain leaving you with wantings
I'm not screaming, not...
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Holy Land
What it takes to commit suicide?
Why do you ask, do you wish to die?
Well all you need is the will to try,
A tall building, or a bottle of pills.
A blade would cut it, but until then, the pain kills.
A momentary thought of happiness won't do anything,
Suicide leaves you to feel nothing.
But isn't that what everyone suicider wants?
The cure to loneliness is in the response,
To the feeling and memory that still haunts,
And the sleeping pills in your hand.
DO you have the courage to see the holy land?
Why do you ask, do you wish to die?
Well all you need is the will to try,
A tall building, or a bottle of pills.
A blade would cut it, but until then, the pain kills.
A momentary thought of happiness won't do anything,
Suicide leaves you to feel nothing.
But isn't that what everyone suicider wants?
The cure to loneliness is in the response,
To the feeling and memory that still haunts,
And the sleeping pills in your hand.
DO you have the courage to see the holy land?
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Giving Way
I got the key to the door in my hand
The room is getting swallowed by sand
I could save myself so easily
But the swallowing sand facetiously
Drags a room on the ocean side down
To a world I never knew of underground
But I'm not going out, not now
For even if I was sane, I don't know how
To speak to someone I haven't met
Without the sun having set
So I'll stay in this little room
And hope the ceiling doesn't become my doom
Because more than people I'm afraid of betray
Of the ceiling above me giving...
The room is getting swallowed by sand
I could save myself so easily
But the swallowing sand facetiously
Drags a room on the ocean side down
To a world I never knew of underground
But I'm not going out, not now
For even if I was sane, I don't know how
To speak to someone I haven't met
Without the sun having set
So I'll stay in this little room
And hope the ceiling doesn't become my doom
Because more than people I'm afraid of betray
Of the ceiling above me giving...
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Marvel
Simply a marvel to my eyes
The sun rises no matter what lies
Are lived through or said
Not matter who cares or is dead
When the sky still shines blue
Putting a smile on my face it's true
No matter what hell I live through
The sun is the same sun I always knew
The sun rises no matter what lies
Are lived through or said
Not matter who cares or is dead
When the sky still shines blue
Putting a smile on my face it's true
No matter what hell I live through
The sun is the same sun I always knew
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