Submissions by Fatma
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
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Just a woman with bobbing head.
Any hand I receive I shake.
No matter where they might have been.
Scared of being lonely as I ever felt the opposite.
I shied away from shaming mirror every day.
It dresses me down setting the record straight.
This is loneliest I've ever been the loneliest I will ever be the loneliest I want to be.
If I'm going to be lonely again, I want it to be this state.
A wake conscious a true reflection of my reality.
With no resistance just acceptance.
Quiet misery with no childish tantrums.
Oh!...
Any hand I receive I shake.
No matter where they might have been.
Scared of being lonely as I ever felt the opposite.
I shied away from shaming mirror every day.
It dresses me down setting the record straight.
This is loneliest I've ever been the loneliest I will ever be the loneliest I want to be.
If I'm going to be lonely again, I want it to be this state.
A wake conscious a true reflection of my reality.
With no resistance just acceptance.
Quiet misery with no childish tantrums.
Oh!...
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To have you
The world is so cruel and I could be too.
And you will be alone facing us all.
Lying in a ditch alone and sick, and I am not there by my choice.
Maybe, I Will break your heart.
We would always fight.
You get upset we stop talking for a while.
You get so tough, you forget that I exist.
Now I am so upset that I can't have you.
But I am so afraid to have you.
You are a blessing and is the best.
But I will be lying if I said I am not afraid I not scared to have you.
They drained my love and you deserved it all.
Maybe, you need...
And you will be alone facing us all.
Lying in a ditch alone and sick, and I am not there by my choice.
Maybe, I Will break your heart.
We would always fight.
You get upset we stop talking for a while.
You get so tough, you forget that I exist.
Now I am so upset that I can't have you.
But I am so afraid to have you.
You are a blessing and is the best.
But I will be lying if I said I am not afraid I not scared to have you.
They drained my love and you deserved it all.
Maybe, you need...
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What I touched what I awaken in you that send you in rage.
Is my mirror reflex something you don't want to see.
Troubled with what I say what my next move would be.
I am moving force just like any human has walked the face of the earth.
I still small I rolled up I get tangled in your ball.
I walk a path you stumbled in so rough, so cruel left you tired and irritable.
You must smooth it for me or my skin is still new or is just thicker than yours.
I see you quit walking and running is it aging or a choice.
Am l young and naive you look very young to me. ...
Is my mirror reflex something you don't want to see.
Troubled with what I say what my next move would be.
I am moving force just like any human has walked the face of the earth.
I still small I rolled up I get tangled in your ball.
I walk a path you stumbled in so rough, so cruel left you tired and irritable.
You must smooth it for me or my skin is still new or is just thicker than yours.
I see you quit walking and running is it aging or a choice.
Am l young and naive you look very young to me. ...
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The sun came up as usual, that's all they were waiting for. It was enough if they were broken the world was solid and the solar system was fine. It sure hurt them a little that with all they have been through the world just kept moving and nothing changes. As if the world stopped moving it will do them some good or their pain now is valid for the whole world stopped and notice it, but still they were relieved that the world is still moving on because when they come back on their feet they will find a ground to walk on and the sun to walk under a night to rest and the morning to work in. They...
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It is bad when one beautiful picture turn into something scary.
It's a shame that I can't hold to one good memory.
If you left, if you stayed it is all the same. If we were sleeping, I am afraid that you gonna wake up and you will be different. If we are looking into each other's eyes, I am afraid that I am going see judgment.
I don't understand how people can hold on to it.
I wonder If they feel the same way they felt in the beginning.
It is bad when one beautiful picture turn into something scary.
It's a shame that I can't hold to one good memory.
If you...
It's a shame that I can't hold to one good memory.
If you left, if you stayed it is all the same. If we were sleeping, I am afraid that you gonna wake up and you will be different. If we are looking into each other's eyes, I am afraid that I am going see judgment.
I don't understand how people can hold on to it.
I wonder If they feel the same way they felt in the beginning.
It is bad when one beautiful picture turn into something scary.
It's a shame that I can't hold to one good memory.
If you...
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Another night
Truth is blinding but I need the light.
Can you pick another night.
We can take it slow, maybe even enjoy.
We can actually grow.
Gain knowledge and trust.
Can we pick another night.
You need a corpus to dissect.
And I am not out of breath yet.
It should be about love and accept.
I am cheering for the truth, nothing but the truth.
But can we pick another night.
I am sick of these false concepts.
The distance that I create.
Fillings the holes that my bullets did
It's gonna take more than one night.
So Can...
Can you pick another night.
We can take it slow, maybe even enjoy.
We can actually grow.
Gain knowledge and trust.
Can we pick another night.
You need a corpus to dissect.
And I am not out of breath yet.
It should be about love and accept.
I am cheering for the truth, nothing but the truth.
But can we pick another night.
I am sick of these false concepts.
The distance that I create.
Fillings the holes that my bullets did
It's gonna take more than one night.
So Can...
#emotions
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