Submissions by EveAteRedApples
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
touch me like you mean it
First thought
best thought
Kiss me
like you goddamn mean it
your tongue dancing on mine
with the left over smoke
of your cigarette
and the sweet bitterness of my black coffee
Is it too early
to ruin this day
let life live itself
while you touch me
everywhere
Let me drag you down
by your hair
rip these clothes to shreds
what's this fabric for anyway
we're way past modesty
and I love the way
you look in the early morning sunlight
streaming in with the neighbor's...
best thought
Kiss me
like you goddamn mean it
your tongue dancing on mine
with the left over smoke
of your cigarette
and the sweet bitterness of my black coffee
Is it too early
to ruin this day
let life live itself
while you touch me
everywhere
Let me drag you down
by your hair
rip these clothes to shreds
what's this fabric for anyway
we're way past modesty
and I love the way
you look in the early morning sunlight
streaming in with the neighbor's...
#lover
#lust
#passion #sex
#passion #sex
366 reads
11 Comments
pointless promises
Bind my hands with promises
we're meant to break
because you always find me
when I'm wrecked and weak
you always find me
when I don't have the strength
to stay away from your lupine smile
that offers more than you have
to give
And I'm on my knees again
begging you to stay
but you never do
You never stay for longer
than it takes to tease me from my shell
and leave me begging for more
than bitter kisses and a smile
that says you'll be back
when I'm...
we're meant to break
because you always find me
when I'm wrecked and weak
you always find me
when I don't have the strength
to stay away from your lupine smile
that offers more than you have
to give
And I'm on my knees again
begging you to stay
but you never do
You never stay for longer
than it takes to tease me from my shell
and leave me begging for more
than bitter kisses and a smile
that says you'll be back
when I'm...
#lies
#love
#lover
181 reads
12 Comments
All night last night - with Betty
#erotic
#passion
#bisexual
#collaboration
#lesbian
231 reads
12 Comments
side effects
If this is karma
for every time I needed meds
it can go fuck itself
along with every
pharmaceutical company
and your doctor
You can't even look at me
can't bear the touch of a hug
and the way you pulled away from me
when I tussled your hair
was a wordless rejection
louder than any no
The meds make sure
you can't cum anymore
and you've made me the enemy
punishing me for your semi-flaccid cock
that I don't really care about anyway
There's more to us than fucking
or at least...
for every time I needed meds
it can go fuck itself
along with every
pharmaceutical company
and your doctor
You can't even look at me
can't bear the touch of a hug
and the way you pulled away from me
when I tussled your hair
was a wordless rejection
louder than any no
The meds make sure
you can't cum anymore
and you've made me the enemy
punishing me for your semi-flaccid cock
that I don't really care about anyway
There's more to us than fucking
or at least...
#loneliness
#lover
#MentalHealth
109 reads
4 Comments
a snow globe fantasy
You: If I could kiss you... I would hold you close to me.
My arms wrapped around you. And I would let my lips
and nose glide against your skin, waiting to meet your
mouth. My hands would be holding your neck and jaw.
Gently. How it’s meant to be.
Me: you have no idea what you do to me...
You: What do I do to you?
Me: the way you make me feel, the way the words hit,
how much I want them, how if it was anyone but you, I
wouldn’t feel the way they make me feel.
...
My arms wrapped around you. And I would let my lips
and nose glide against your skin, waiting to meet your
mouth. My hands would be holding your neck and jaw.
Gently. How it’s meant to be.
Me: you have no idea what you do to me...
You: What do I do to you?
Me: the way you make me feel, the way the words hit,
how much I want them, how if it was anyone but you, I
wouldn’t feel the way they make me feel.
...
#crush
#lies
#love #lust
#love #lust
212 reads
4 Comments
awkward is the new sexy
#erotic
#lover
#lust
263 reads
13 Comments
beer is not an aphrodisiac
I'm not in the mood
for his beer bottle brashness
and I'm half a cigarette away
from glassing him in the face
There's a tension in the air tonight
bow string taut
and it's not sexual
though it could have been
if he'd remembered
to pick up condoms
on the way home
There are some days
I don't want to talk
I just want to fuck and feel
and get lost in the useless
oblivion of it all
But he doesn't want to fuck
he wants to talk
and his beer slick throat
makes the...
for his beer bottle brashness
and I'm half a cigarette away
from glassing him in the face
There's a tension in the air tonight
bow string taut
and it's not sexual
though it could have been
if he'd remembered
to pick up condoms
on the way home
There are some days
I don't want to talk
I just want to fuck and feel
and get lost in the useless
oblivion of it all
But he doesn't want to fuck
he wants to talk
and his beer slick throat
makes the...
#boredom
#relationships
108 reads
8 Comments
I'd build a time machine to erase you
Haven't seen you in a while
not since our last slip
my last slip
that left us tangled
in more than bedsheets
In the afterglow
you tell me you
wouldn't change a thing
I don't tell you
I would change everything
I don't tell you
how if I could go back
to our beginning
I would walk right by
your drunken philosophical musings
at that stupid party
where a group of us
stood around with rapt attention
all too stoned to realise
nothing you said made any sense
It's amazing...
not since our last slip
my last slip
that left us tangled
in more than bedsheets
In the afterglow
you tell me you
wouldn't change a thing
I don't tell you
I would change everything
I don't tell you
how if I could go back
to our beginning
I would walk right by
your drunken philosophical musings
at that stupid party
where a group of us
stood around with rapt attention
all too stoned to realise
nothing you said made any sense
It's amazing...
#memories
#UnrequitedLove
209 reads
6 Comments
my empty heart
There is an emptiness here
without you
an emptiness that started
the day you said
Let me make one thing perfectly clear...
And then you stole
a part of me I've never
been able to replace
The irony of the fact
that you left me for a stripper
we were never really together Eve
wasn't lost on my me
I don't know the exact moment
we weren't something
though we never put a label on it
And late at night
when I've had too much to drink ...
without you
an emptiness that started
the day you said
Let me make one thing perfectly clear...
And then you stole
a part of me I've never
been able to replace
The irony of the fact
that you left me for a stripper
we were never really together Eve
wasn't lost on my me
I don't know the exact moment
we weren't something
though we never put a label on it
And late at night
when I've had too much to drink ...
#deception
#heartbroken
#lies
247 reads
4 Comments
opening old wounds
I took a trip down memory lane
sucker punched myself
with our past
Every single emotion
I buried
rising like bile
in my throat
how could I have forgotten
what we put ourselves through
in the push and pull
of young desperate love
I still remember
the way your cruelty tastes
and how my desperation
made it easier
to twist the knife
Though I wasn't blameless
in our demise
I still remember
the rhythm of my heartbeat
when you'd message me
out of nowhere ...
sucker punched myself
with our past
Every single emotion
I buried
rising like bile
in my throat
how could I have forgotten
what we put ourselves through
in the push and pull
of young desperate love
I still remember
the way your cruelty tastes
and how my desperation
made it easier
to twist the knife
Though I wasn't blameless
in our demise
I still remember
the rhythm of my heartbeat
when you'd message me
out of nowhere ...
#heartbroken
#memories
125 reads
2 Comments
Just a taste
You're the kind of friend
I'd be happy to make out with
and not as the prelude
to something more naked
I just like the way your mouth curves
and I'd like to have a taste
without the burden
of expectations
And you walk the line
of good and bad
with enough finesse
I think you could
lick my tongue
without us falling in love
I miss the the promiscuity
of my youth
that had me kissing
any willing mouth I chose
So come and...
I'd be happy to make out with
and not as the prelude
to something more naked
I just like the way your mouth curves
and I'd like to have a taste
without the burden
of expectations
And you walk the line
of good and bad
with enough finesse
I think you could
lick my tongue
without us falling in love
I miss the the promiscuity
of my youth
that had me kissing
any willing mouth I chose
So come and...
#crush
#friendship
#lust
340 reads
7 Comments
unwritten letter
I want to know, how the fuck do you have this hold over me? Even when I build walls, and be good, and fall in love with someone else, why are you still there, like the last unsmoked cigarette in the pack, I tell myself will be my last, never mind that I quit smoking in 2015.
I sure as hell don't keep you around as back up. That would be like expecting paracetamol to numb the pain of a broken femur, when not even morphine will do.
But you are like a drug. You're my drug. You always have been. And unlike alcohol or cigarettes, I haven't been able to kick the habit that...
I sure as hell don't keep you around as back up. That would be like expecting paracetamol to numb the pain of a broken femur, when not even morphine will do.
But you are like a drug. You're my drug. You always have been. And unlike alcohol or cigarettes, I haven't been able to kick the habit that...
#betrayal
#love
#lust #nonfiction
#lust #nonfiction
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