Submissions by EpicUtester69 (Just a simple poet)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Trying
Lost within
Lost within
a time zone of self pity and shame
of memory’s that bring me to the brink
with fears as the teardrops start to flow
an abyss of love for you & hate for W.F.
Lost within
Your eyes so beautiful and blue
a poem that you wrote just for me
that pink top you wore man I loved it
the sway when you walked my dream
Lost within
your accent it was so sexy I can still hear it
when you stood in front of me 5th 4th 2018
being inside you nothing comes close to that
our last goodbye it was more...
a time zone of self pity and shame
of memory’s that bring me to the brink
with fears as the teardrops start to flow
an abyss of love for you & hate for W.F.
Lost within
Your eyes so beautiful and blue
a poem that you wrote just for me
that pink top you wore man I loved it
the sway when you walked my dream
Lost within
your accent it was so sexy I can still hear it
when you stood in front of me 5th 4th 2018
being inside you nothing comes close to that
our last goodbye it was more...
#love
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Wait
Letter sent
Waiting still
Two days
No word
Love you
Miss you
Killing me
Lost time
Your happy
I wait
Want you
Still waiting
Waiting still
Two days
No word
Love you
Miss you
Killing me
Lost time
Your happy
I wait
Want you
Still waiting
#love
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The actual letter “send? Don’t send?”
I know things are what they are but that does not change the way I feel I remember the last time I called you on the phone and I had to tell you that I had to let you go because hearing your voice was killing me,
I could not keep doing it but I do regret saying that to you I truly believe that I could of maybe won you back
I wish I could change things, them the breaks I guess but that does not stop me from wanting you
you drove me wild then and you still do when I think of you which is more than you might realise
I tried to fill my life with everything other than you and...
I could not keep doing it but I do regret saying that to you I truly believe that I could of maybe won you back
I wish I could change things, them the breaks I guess but that does not stop me from wanting you
you drove me wild then and you still do when I think of you which is more than you might realise
I tried to fill my life with everything other than you and...
#love
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The last possible letter
I need to write to you
I’m tryinf to get through to you
I need you to know that my love for you has not changed
If anything it’s gotten stronger
I know you have someone else
I know deep down you still must care?
Why do I do this to myself?
What I wouldn’t do to kiss you again.
I’m tryinf to get through to you
I need you to know that my love for you has not changed
If anything it’s gotten stronger
I know you have someone else
I know deep down you still must care?
Why do I do this to myself?
What I wouldn’t do to kiss you again.
#love
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Feeling alone in a room full of people
Passion and pain
loves just a story of mine
Twist and turn
waiting to feel whole again
Keep me awake dying inside
Turn over a new leaf I’m nervous
My eyes bloodshot I’m about to lose it
Ruff edges clinging to fear
Razors edge it ain’t no game
I’m no animal my heart’s not stone
Memory’s fade with each wish
I’ve crossed the line it’s very fine
It’s no race I’ve drunk enough for two
Sit and think hands holding my head
your love hindges on the frayed edges of lies
As I fade away will I be remembered...
loves just a story of mine
Twist and turn
waiting to feel whole again
Keep me awake dying inside
Turn over a new leaf I’m nervous
My eyes bloodshot I’m about to lose it
Ruff edges clinging to fear
Razors edge it ain’t no game
I’m no animal my heart’s not stone
Memory’s fade with each wish
I’ve crossed the line it’s very fine
It’s no race I’ve drunk enough for two
Sit and think hands holding my head
your love hindges on the frayed edges of lies
As I fade away will I be remembered...
#love
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It is love
Twilight dust upon my scars
Blood runs along a fine lie
Stained sheets worthy of this story
All I wanted was you to want me
My weakness is your sweet smile
Breaking the silence within my cage
It’s crystal clear when the thunder is near
I still want you to want me I know stupid eh
I tried I failed the Fire was not contained
You turned me around in the blink of your eyes
You unchained my heart and left me to myself
When the sun sets it makes no difference I want you
Pink and brown I see your colours pure and clean ...
Blood runs along a fine lie
Stained sheets worthy of this story
All I wanted was you to want me
My weakness is your sweet smile
Breaking the silence within my cage
It’s crystal clear when the thunder is near
I still want you to want me I know stupid eh
I tried I failed the Fire was not contained
You turned me around in the blink of your eyes
You unchained my heart and left me to myself
When the sun sets it makes no difference I want you
Pink and brown I see your colours pure and clean ...
#love
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Secrets
Secrets underneath layers of shame & needless wanting
Wanting what I can see but can not feel within my grasp
Holding onto dreams within the rusty cage where I reside
Deep holes keep keeping on a downward slide here inside
Feelings I have losing a grip on reality in this twilight zone
If you ever truly loved me I beg for you to just to stay away
I hate myself for saying that I want you here within my sight
Tripping over my tongue what am I saying here to you?
Forgive me if your confused on what I’m saying to you?
Basically I’m lost...
Wanting what I can see but can not feel within my grasp
Holding onto dreams within the rusty cage where I reside
Deep holes keep keeping on a downward slide here inside
Feelings I have losing a grip on reality in this twilight zone
If you ever truly loved me I beg for you to just to stay away
I hate myself for saying that I want you here within my sight
Tripping over my tongue what am I saying here to you?
Forgive me if your confused on what I’m saying to you?
Basically I’m lost...
#love
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Losing my grip
How do you let the waterfall of emotions just wash off you
I feel scared of what’s to come now I feel so fucking numb
You’ve got my head in a tail spin it’s causing me whiplash
My soul hides away in the dark recesses of me I know it
I trip over myself I know your their but you hide in plain sight
I’ve had a hard life I don’t ask for much just you and me “happy”
I wished all these things a long time ago now I just wish for one
This road that I’m on is very winding there is nothing left of me
I scrape and claw my way through trying to send to...
I feel scared of what’s to come now I feel so fucking numb
You’ve got my head in a tail spin it’s causing me whiplash
My soul hides away in the dark recesses of me I know it
I trip over myself I know your their but you hide in plain sight
I’ve had a hard life I don’t ask for much just you and me “happy”
I wished all these things a long time ago now I just wish for one
This road that I’m on is very winding there is nothing left of me
I scrape and claw my way through trying to send to...
#love
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Have you ever part 3
Have you ever loved someone so much that yearn for their touch
What about when you see them you can’t see any of their flaws
You might not of known when she first said hello that she was the one
You fell over and when you came too you were head over heels for her
Did you ever feel like you could of just stayed inside her
I bet no one else has ever got you so hot and bothered
You know that it is more than sex it’s next level shit indeed
Your hair in my face I loved it when I could set it free
The passion that we shared is more than most get...
What about when you see them you can’t see any of their flaws
You might not of known when she first said hello that she was the one
You fell over and when you came too you were head over heels for her
Did you ever feel like you could of just stayed inside her
I bet no one else has ever got you so hot and bothered
You know that it is more than sex it’s next level shit indeed
Your hair in my face I loved it when I could set it free
The passion that we shared is more than most get...
#love
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The fullest Moon
A universe with one moon the only moon to have meaning for me
I get emotional when I look upon your secrets no matter if your full or crescent there is a secret that me and my ex wife and you share think of the chances of this happening i scream out your name as did my ex wife we both looked upon you and screamed for each other,
Seriously what is the chance of that happening it’s like we said each other’s names to the same moon just in different time zones and it was not til you come back from camping that you told me what you said the night before to the Moon is this not a...
I get emotional when I look upon your secrets no matter if your full or crescent there is a secret that me and my ex wife and you share think of the chances of this happening i scream out your name as did my ex wife we both looked upon you and screamed for each other,
Seriously what is the chance of that happening it’s like we said each other’s names to the same moon just in different time zones and it was not til you come back from camping that you told me what you said the night before to the Moon is this not a...
#love
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Fading light
I feel the light fading fast
Is this a trick of nature?
A life time of waiting
Slowly dying tonight
light is diminishing
This is a war I’m losing
You know how I feel
You just stagnated
Your heart is wondering
I feel like a crazy man
You drive me insane
Your love I need right now
I love it when you flirt with me
I’ve always said your my soulmate
I don’t say these things lightly
Your the love of my life
I’m sinking fast waiting
Your reply’s twke so long
I try and give you...
Is this a trick of nature?
A life time of waiting
Slowly dying tonight
light is diminishing
This is a war I’m losing
You know how I feel
You just stagnated
Your heart is wondering
I feel like a crazy man
You drive me insane
Your love I need right now
I love it when you flirt with me
I’ve always said your my soulmate
I don’t say these things lightly
Your the love of my life
I’m sinking fast waiting
Your reply’s twke so long
I try and give you...
#love
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Silence is not golden
They say silence can be golden and most of the time I would agree with that statement,
When your deeply in love with someone silence is no longer golden it’s a silent killer,
When I hear from you my heart sings and is light and happy and I’m back in cloud nine,
When it’s been to long I start to stress and worry that something has gone very wrong,
When I used to touch you I’d never felt such electricity in the air such passion around us,
Now your so far away all I have are memories that make me feel ill because I miss you so much,
I have done astral projection to...
When your deeply in love with someone silence is no longer golden it’s a silent killer,
When I hear from you my heart sings and is light and happy and I’m back in cloud nine,
When it’s been to long I start to stress and worry that something has gone very wrong,
When I used to touch you I’d never felt such electricity in the air such passion around us,
Now your so far away all I have are memories that make me feel ill because I miss you so much,
I have done astral projection to...
#love
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DU Poetry : Submissions by EpicUtester69 (Just a simple poet)