Submissions by ElleHawk (Elle)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Mostly just writing down pretty thoughts lol
Burying the Ashes
Burying the ashes
Get out of this land
The only one who mattered
Is dust in your hand
Burying the ashes
He would understand
He was the only one
He was the last strand
Burying the ashes
Past is left behind
It is time to leave
Ashes in the sand
Burying the ashes
Life’s often unplanned
Time will carry on
I know you will withstand
Get out of this land
The only one who mattered
Is dust in your hand
Burying the ashes
He would understand
He was the only one
He was the last strand
Burying the ashes
Past is left behind
It is time to leave
Ashes in the sand
Burying the ashes
Life’s often unplanned
Time will carry on
I know you will withstand
#death
#grief
#MovingOn #TimeHeals
#MovingOn #TimeHeals
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What Were the Odds
117 Billion People
Over 190,000 years
What were the odds we’d exist together
7.951 Billion People
One lifetime
What were the odds we’d meet
3.95 Billion Women
3 years in the same place
What were the odds you’d fall for me
I think about this often
How the odds were against us
But by some miraculous twist of fate
You and I exist together
We know each other
We love each other
Isn’t it a beautiful thing
Over 190,000 years
What were the odds we’d exist together
7.951 Billion People
One lifetime
What were the odds we’d meet
3.95 Billion Women
3 years in the same place
What were the odds you’d fall for me
I think about this often
How the odds were against us
But by some miraculous twist of fate
You and I exist together
We know each other
We love each other
Isn’t it a beautiful thing
#dating
#FallingInLove
#love
#relationships
#romantic
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I’ve Made Up My Mind
I’m falling deeper in love every day
Thinking about you when I sleep
Here in my bed I just lay
Scared and excited for the future
Always thinking of the words to say
Can’t get it wrong this round
This time I need you to stay
Don’t want to live without you again
The last time did not go our way
We tore us apart back then
This time I pray and I pray
That we can weather the storms somehow
I promise that come what may
I’ll be there to help you
This time we’ll be okay
I’ve made up my mind that I love you
Thinking about you when I sleep
Here in my bed I just lay
Scared and excited for the future
Always thinking of the words to say
Can’t get it wrong this round
This time I need you to stay
Don’t want to live without you again
The last time did not go our way
We tore us apart back then
This time I pray and I pray
That we can weather the storms somehow
I promise that come what may
I’ll be there to help you
This time we’ll be okay
I’ve made up my mind that I love you
#dating
#FallingInLove
#ILoveYou
#love
#relationships
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If I Told You
If I could tell you everything that I want to say,
Would it be too much?
If I told you your eyes drive me insane,
Would it scare you away?
If I said your smile gives meaning to my life,
Would you think I’m nuts?
If I told you the butterflies haven’t gone away,
Would you laugh in my face?
If I admitted that I’d die to keep you safe,
Would you leave me today?
What if I told you I’ve never liked anyone this much?
Would that be enough?
If I told you I’d never hurt you,
Would that make you feel safe?
If I said your laugh...
Would it be too much?
If I told you your eyes drive me insane,
Would it scare you away?
If I said your smile gives meaning to my life,
Would you think I’m nuts?
If I told you the butterflies haven’t gone away,
Would you laugh in my face?
If I admitted that I’d die to keep you safe,
Would you leave me today?
What if I told you I’ve never liked anyone this much?
Would that be enough?
If I told you I’d never hurt you,
Would that make you feel safe?
If I said your laugh...
#anxiety
#dating
#girlfriend
#love
#relationships
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Scared
I’m scared
I like her too much.
The butterflies,
Are they fear or joy?
Her eyes,
The way they sparkle,
It drives me nuts.
Her smile,
Oh God!
It drives me wild!
The way she covers her face when she blushes,
I want to give her the world.
But I’m scared.
I like her too much.
I like her too much.
The butterflies,
Are they fear or joy?
Her eyes,
The way they sparkle,
It drives me nuts.
Her smile,
Oh God!
It drives me wild!
The way she covers her face when she blushes,
I want to give her the world.
But I’m scared.
I like her too much.
#anxiety
#fear
#love
#relationships
#romantic
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Tripping Under the Bed
I don’t want to ever wake up
Because it’s warm in here
And it’s cold out there,
But don’t look into my eyes
Or you might get scared
Because the truth of what’s out there
Is hidden here
The cold of the core
And the vibes that we store
Are what reminds us that there’s a room
And more
But here in the good
God answers our prayers
And tears we don’t wipe make us glow even more
And the pain is from smiling with no chains to before
I could stay here forever with sparkling
Warm
You
In our whimsical...
Because it’s warm in here
And it’s cold out there,
But don’t look into my eyes
Or you might get scared
Because the truth of what’s out there
Is hidden here
The cold of the core
And the vibes that we store
Are what reminds us that there’s a room
And more
But here in the good
God answers our prayers
And tears we don’t wipe make us glow even more
And the pain is from smiling with no chains to before
I could stay here forever with sparkling
Warm
You
In our whimsical...
#college
#drugs
#friendship #love
#friendship #love
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Prince Charming
Eyes like a summer's day
I want to bask in their warmth
A smile that could make a traveller stay
I envy the one that brings it to your face
A voice that’s cool like the start of May
I love the way you say my name
Lips so soft, the way they lay
I want to kiss them constantly
You’re strong, but fragile in a way
I promise to try to keep you safe
We started as friends, just wanting to play
I was waiting for a prince who never came
But slowly it changed, day by day
I fell in love with a princess
I want to bask in their warmth
A smile that could make a traveller stay
I envy the one that brings it to your face
A voice that’s cool like the start of May
I love the way you say my name
Lips so soft, the way they lay
I want to kiss them constantly
You’re strong, but fragile in a way
I promise to try to keep you safe
We started as friends, just wanting to play
I was waiting for a prince who never came
But slowly it changed, day by day
I fell in love with a princess
#BestFriend
#bisexual
#FallingInLove
#LGBT
#love
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I Don’t Want Him Back
I don’t want him back.
This is the hardest thing to accept.
I don’t want him to show up now
With apologies and excuses.
I don’t want to start from here with him.
I don’t want him with all the terrible things he’s done.
I want to go back.
I want him to have never done it.
I want him to have loved me right.
I want him to have told me
That he’d never leave me,
To have chosen me.
I want to have been with him for three years now.
I want to have loved without the pain.
Because when I think of him now
All I think...
This is the hardest thing to accept.
I don’t want him to show up now
With apologies and excuses.
I don’t want to start from here with him.
I don’t want him with all the terrible things he’s done.
I want to go back.
I want him to have never done it.
I want him to have loved me right.
I want him to have told me
That he’d never leave me,
To have chosen me.
I want to have been with him for three years now.
I want to have loved without the pain.
Because when I think of him now
All I think...
#anger
#breakup
#heartbroken
#love
#MovingOn
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“Tis Better to Have Loved and Lost” - 04/2022
Once you’ve been in love
The birds sing for you two,
All the songs are about them,
Every love poem, book, song, and art makes sense.
Nothing is too cheesy.
Life is a warm summer's day and a dance.
It’s your favorite song, the smell of dirt, and rain, and lilacs,
It’s your favorite color, look up at the moon,
Count the stars,
You would die for them,
All your problems melt away,
Dream-like, maybe you could fly, purple-pink sky
Kind of love!
And you lose it.
You will always be searching for it again, ...
The birds sing for you two,
All the songs are about them,
Every love poem, book, song, and art makes sense.
Nothing is too cheesy.
Life is a warm summer's day and a dance.
It’s your favorite song, the smell of dirt, and rain, and lilacs,
It’s your favorite color, look up at the moon,
Count the stars,
You would die for them,
All your problems melt away,
Dream-like, maybe you could fly, purple-pink sky
Kind of love!
And you lose it.
You will always be searching for it again, ...
#anger
#breakup
#depression
#heartbroken
#love
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Graduation
Graduation was over,
I said what I needed to say.
High school was done forever.
I never had to go back.
I should’ve been happy,
Or maybe sad it was over.
Instead, still in cap and gown,
I sat on my bed and sobbed.
The wave of relief was overwhelming,
I survived.
The flashbacks of how horrible it was…
It was finally over.
But nothing was made right.
The hell I left behind
Was no longer mine.
It was for the next class
And the class after that.
It will continue to torture,
Kill hopes...
I said what I needed to say.
High school was done forever.
I never had to go back.
I should’ve been happy,
Or maybe sad it was over.
Instead, still in cap and gown,
I sat on my bed and sobbed.
The wave of relief was overwhelming,
I survived.
The flashbacks of how horrible it was…
It was finally over.
But nothing was made right.
The hell I left behind
Was no longer mine.
It was for the next class
And the class after that.
It will continue to torture,
Kill hopes...
#abuse
#anger
#frustration
#sadness
#school
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Indescribable
I knew I loved you the moment I met you.
Nobody made me feel the way you did.
Did you love me too?
Even though you couldn’t tell me
Something in your eyes said it’s true.
Crying became my evening hobby,
Regret became all you could do.
If only you had told me the truth.
Beautiful dreams where the days before I knew.
Always hoping you’d tell me you loved me,
But secretly knowing you’d never come through.
Loving you was amazing and terrible.
Every feeling you gave me was…
Nobody made me feel the way you did.
Did you love me too?
Even though you couldn’t tell me
Something in your eyes said it’s true.
Crying became my evening hobby,
Regret became all you could do.
If only you had told me the truth.
Beautiful dreams where the days before I knew.
Always hoping you’d tell me you loved me,
But secretly knowing you’d never come through.
Loving you was amazing and terrible.
Every feeling you gave me was…
#emotional
#FirstLove
#heartbroken #love
#heartbroken #love
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Look at Her
Look at her and see her cry!
Can’t you see that you did this?
You hurt her so bad when you said goodbye.
Look at her, she doesn’t know why
You left her alone and seemed so careless
Look at her and see her cry.
You broke her heart; you cannot deny
You both were in love and life was pure bliss.
You hurt her so bad when you said goodbye.
You killed her when you decided to lie.
I know your secret, it’s a love you will never dismiss.
Look at her and see her cry!
Look at her and watch her die!
How can you live...
Can’t you see that you did this?
You hurt her so bad when you said goodbye.
Look at her, she doesn’t know why
You left her alone and seemed so careless
Look at her and see her cry.
You broke her heart; you cannot deny
You both were in love and life was pure bliss.
You hurt her so bad when you said goodbye.
You killed her when you decided to lie.
I know your secret, it’s a love you will never dismiss.
Look at her and see her cry!
Look at her and watch her die!
How can you live...
#breakup
#heartbroken
#hurt
#lies
#love
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