Submissions by Donnydarko
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I am uh to the core irreplaceble one ofa kind young man, been writing poetry for over 400 years, my soul displays. Poetry is how i express myself without the need of stimulants or sedatives.Live a day at a time and that's all, no more no less.
My Mom And I
My mom and i have had our differences
but we still love eachother with a mother
son bond that no one else in the world
will ever have,
we'd talk shit about eachother behind
eachothers backs but the day i moved completely
out of her house,
we hugged for what felt like forever
but that would just be okay if we
did.
When we are apart we feel the emptiness
and sadness,
but the truth is we can't live without
eachother because we have the bond
no one else will ever understand.
The truth is my mom is the world to me
and i cry all the...
but we still love eachother with a mother
son bond that no one else in the world
will ever have,
we'd talk shit about eachother behind
eachothers backs but the day i moved completely
out of her house,
we hugged for what felt like forever
but that would just be okay if we
did.
When we are apart we feel the emptiness
and sadness,
but the truth is we can't live without
eachother because we have the bond
no one else will ever understand.
The truth is my mom is the world to me
and i cry all the...
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Hanging There
The rope is around his neck tight
giving him no air and shortening
his life by the second,
his last thoughts were blank as if he were
being free'd from himself.
His eyes closed slowly and the sunlight
faded but still shined through his eye lids,
but he could no longer see it.
He hung there with his head sloped down
witha sad look on his face,
a look that showed he wasn't fully
accomplished in this life.
He hung there with no one to find him
and no one to care,
He was lonely but sad and empty as well
as deprived not only by his...
giving him no air and shortening
his life by the second,
his last thoughts were blank as if he were
being free'd from himself.
His eyes closed slowly and the sunlight
faded but still shined through his eye lids,
but he could no longer see it.
He hung there with his head sloped down
witha sad look on his face,
a look that showed he wasn't fully
accomplished in this life.
He hung there with no one to find him
and no one to care,
He was lonely but sad and empty as well
as deprived not only by his...
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Gone Forever
Hugging her felt like the key to my life
but as i let go the fire in my heart died out,
I stood there in the rain
watching her slowly walk away,
Feeling empty and sad as if my life
left forever.
I put my head down
the rain falling on my head in slow motion
the silent tears streaming
dripping off my face deafened
tired and heartbroken.
My hearts beat no longer existed,
she left and my heart turned into dust dissolved
in the rain,
then floated down the stream of water
below my feet.
Standing there for what felt like eternity...
but as i let go the fire in my heart died out,
I stood there in the rain
watching her slowly walk away,
Feeling empty and sad as if my life
left forever.
I put my head down
the rain falling on my head in slow motion
the silent tears streaming
dripping off my face deafened
tired and heartbroken.
My hearts beat no longer existed,
she left and my heart turned into dust dissolved
in the rain,
then floated down the stream of water
below my feet.
Standing there for what felt like eternity...
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Just Sit there
I just sit there with a bottle of scotch
staring at the sun showing through
my legs are hanging off the edge swinging back and forth.
Little rocks would fall as i slid my legs along the edge,
and there wasn't a sound not even a breeze.
I just sat there staring for hours the suns rays roasting
my skin, with not a care in the world.
Just a blank mind and a little smirk on my face
showing happiness,
It doesn't look good with the bottle of scotch
but it's the only time I don't have to worry about
a damn thing,
The relief it gives me makes me think...
staring at the sun showing through
my legs are hanging off the edge swinging back and forth.
Little rocks would fall as i slid my legs along the edge,
and there wasn't a sound not even a breeze.
I just sat there staring for hours the suns rays roasting
my skin, with not a care in the world.
Just a blank mind and a little smirk on my face
showing happiness,
It doesn't look good with the bottle of scotch
but it's the only time I don't have to worry about
a damn thing,
The relief it gives me makes me think...
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Better Off On My Own
I process work function and live
better when I'm off on my own,
I walk the streets late at night
thinking where'd my friends,family,
life and world go.
But I knew where it went I gave up on
it and just left everything behind.
I am better off alone because I have failed at
life with all the opportunities it provided for
me and i didn't accept any.
Jumping in a lake with a rock tied
to my ankle sounds like the easiest wat out any
more and people say keep trying,
but they're just a bunch of fucking hypocrites.
I'm better...
better when I'm off on my own,
I walk the streets late at night
thinking where'd my friends,family,
life and world go.
But I knew where it went I gave up on
it and just left everything behind.
I am better off alone because I have failed at
life with all the opportunities it provided for
me and i didn't accept any.
Jumping in a lake with a rock tied
to my ankle sounds like the easiest wat out any
more and people say keep trying,
but they're just a bunch of fucking hypocrites.
I'm better...
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Heartless
Strong angry hateful undefeatable
are all the things i have now that
ive left out all the rest and tore my heart
out,
threw it into a river to drown
and bleed out the blood remaining in it.
The memories it had,
the sadness it carried around
and the defeat it once held to tear my
body down.
It carried all the great memories
as well,
I will never remember them because my mind
was always blank when i thought i was in love,
My mind was at peace when I thought I
was loved back.
I tore my heart out so no one else could
see the...
are all the things i have now that
ive left out all the rest and tore my heart
out,
threw it into a river to drown
and bleed out the blood remaining in it.
The memories it had,
the sadness it carried around
and the defeat it once held to tear my
body down.
It carried all the great memories
as well,
I will never remember them because my mind
was always blank when i thought i was in love,
My mind was at peace when I thought I
was loved back.
I tore my heart out so no one else could
see the...
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Saddened Reject
I feel like im always being mean
to my surroundings and the people around me,
I show anger and hate for everything.
My heart has seemed to of died
showing only anger and hate to all
for no reason,
I love no one and hate all of those I see.
People have no meaning to me
as if they're just a figment of my imagination,
to be all i can be is impossible
for others to even see.
I strain i try i love i hate
but no one ever notices,
I have known to be someone that
needs someone else to care,
to survive my own life.
...
to my surroundings and the people around me,
I show anger and hate for everything.
My heart has seemed to of died
showing only anger and hate to all
for no reason,
I love no one and hate all of those I see.
People have no meaning to me
as if they're just a figment of my imagination,
to be all i can be is impossible
for others to even see.
I strain i try i love i hate
but no one ever notices,
I have known to be someone that
needs someone else to care,
to survive my own life.
...
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Runaway
Out in the world young and
defenseless,
not knowing what will happen
or who is near.
The feeling of someone whatching
me crept over my shoulders,
it made the hairs stand up on my
arms.
The sound of the trees crackling
the sounds of the leaves blowing
made me quiver,
but the fear was what held on.
Sitting on my own on wet soggy leaves
the tears running down my face,
and no one to hear me cry.
defenseless,
not knowing what will happen
or who is near.
The feeling of someone whatching
me crept over my shoulders,
it made the hairs stand up on my
arms.
The sound of the trees crackling
the sounds of the leaves blowing
made me quiver,
but the fear was what held on.
Sitting on my own on wet soggy leaves
the tears running down my face,
and no one to hear me cry.
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Defeatfulism
Defeatfulism is not in the dictionary
it is not known as a real word,
but in the heart it is.
It's when you are defeated
at everything you do,
and you just wanna give up.
Defeatfulism is the knowing of
you yourself as a faliure or a
nobody.
It is the negativety that controls your
mind telling you there is no other
way, it is the sadness, depression, anger
and abuse all built up into one emotional
thought.
And it tears you down every day
to where you think there is no
other way than to end it all.
To...
it is not known as a real word,
but in the heart it is.
It's when you are defeated
at everything you do,
and you just wanna give up.
Defeatfulism is the knowing of
you yourself as a faliure or a
nobody.
It is the negativety that controls your
mind telling you there is no other
way, it is the sadness, depression, anger
and abuse all built up into one emotional
thought.
And it tears you down every day
to where you think there is no
other way than to end it all.
To...
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Confusing Being of Existence
The being of humanity and existence
is a mystery of us and god,
we really dont know how we're here.
We think there is a god
but what if there isnt and we believe
in a non existing person,
what if we were all dead
and this was all a dream.
We could all be having a life long
dream and we dont even know it until
we die,
when we awake we're already in heaven or hell
and it was just a test to see who belonged where.
It was just a test to see who was the angels
and who the demons were,
to see the honest side of all to...
is a mystery of us and god,
we really dont know how we're here.
We think there is a god
but what if there isnt and we believe
in a non existing person,
what if we were all dead
and this was all a dream.
We could all be having a life long
dream and we dont even know it until
we die,
when we awake we're already in heaven or hell
and it was just a test to see who belonged where.
It was just a test to see who was the angels
and who the demons were,
to see the honest side of all to...
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MIne of All Love
She took me out of my depression
and loved me,
I was happier than ever and was ready
to give up on life.
She showed me that I am loved
and gave me my life back,
I had forgot who I was and I fell
so far down.
I didn't break any bones,
I broke my life and lost myself.
She gave me everything and didn't even
notice it.
For she is young,
but her heart has aged so much further than
mine ever was. She is apart of my heart
as if our hearts were stitched together with
steel thread.
I love her so much,
she is...
and loved me,
I was happier than ever and was ready
to give up on life.
She showed me that I am loved
and gave me my life back,
I had forgot who I was and I fell
so far down.
I didn't break any bones,
I broke my life and lost myself.
She gave me everything and didn't even
notice it.
For she is young,
but her heart has aged so much further than
mine ever was. She is apart of my heart
as if our hearts were stitched together with
steel thread.
I love her so much,
she is...
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Happiness Of Positivety
Living a life in gloom is no way to live,
for it's a life of sadness and mistakes
that drag people down. Live happy because
life is short and isnt worth crying over the sadness in it.
Do all the fun things in it,
make boring things exciting.
Sadness will kill you and if i were to die,
id want to be happy and have a smile on my face
as i layed there.
The sun beat down on my face and i lied next to the water
and the water drug me in and i floated off into sea,
for being positve is the key to happiness and life.
for it's a life of sadness and mistakes
that drag people down. Live happy because
life is short and isnt worth crying over the sadness in it.
Do all the fun things in it,
make boring things exciting.
Sadness will kill you and if i were to die,
id want to be happy and have a smile on my face
as i layed there.
The sun beat down on my face and i lied next to the water
and the water drug me in and i floated off into sea,
for being positve is the key to happiness and life.
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