Submissions by DiamondDestroy13 (WEIRDO)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Most people are afraid of darkness.....I've learned to just embrace it.
EROTIC POEM
Published
27th Apr 2024 11:57pm
27th Apr 2024 11:57pm
Make Me Forget
#depression
#love
#sex
145 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
11th Feb 2023 6:32pm
11th Feb 2023 6:32pm
Home
For years I left you
Now I've returned
For years I wept to you
So much you've learned
Delightful reports
I leave with you now
For the pain that once deafened
Has become less loud
Ever so often
I hear her soft voice
But I'm no longer alone
and for that I rejoice
Harsh wounds
no longer plague my wrists
For love watches over me
with a tender kiss
This world is still full
Of evil and despair
For those I've once loved
these goals they have shared
So of course my...
Now I've returned
For years I wept to you
So much you've learned
Delightful reports
I leave with you now
For the pain that once deafened
Has become less loud
Ever so often
I hear her soft voice
But I'm no longer alone
and for that I rejoice
Harsh wounds
no longer plague my wrists
For love watches over me
with a tender kiss
This world is still full
Of evil and despair
For those I've once loved
these goals they have shared
So of course my...
#love
#friendship
#home
#support
#healing
191 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
22nd Feb 2020 2:29am
22nd Feb 2020 2:29am
Toxic
I hate this
I hate myself
I hate this
Eternal hell
I hate this
You hate it too
I hate this
But I love you.....
I hate myself
I hate this
Eternal hell
I hate this
You hate it too
I hate this
But I love you.....
#sadness
#hate
#dark
#emptiness
#bittersweet
414 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th Jul 2017 1:13am
18th Jul 2017 1:13am
You Don't Want Me
If I died now would it be a sin?
If I died now would you love me then?
If I told you that I slit my wrists?
Would you soothe my wounds with a pleasant kiss?
If I told you mother would you even care?
Would you come kneel by my side sister dear?
Oh brother where art thou within this hell?
Little ones trying to coax me from my shell..
Would you hold me tight and whisper a sweet prayer
So that God and his bright angels could be near?
All I ask is that you see me as I am
Not this poor disgusting...
If I died now would you love me then?
If I told you that I slit my wrists?
Would you soothe my wounds with a pleasant kiss?
If I told you mother would you even care?
Would you come kneel by my side sister dear?
Oh brother where art thou within this hell?
Little ones trying to coax me from my shell..
Would you hold me tight and whisper a sweet prayer
So that God and his bright angels could be near?
All I ask is that you see me as I am
Not this poor disgusting...
669 reads
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SONG LYRICS
Published
1st Jul 2017 4:29pm
1st Jul 2017 4:29pm
Fairies Lament pt 2: The Misfit
They don't understand
They don't hear the lies
Firm I try to stand
As you hold my hand
Feel my soul has died
They don't see my tears
Don't have to watch them fall and fade
Way too many years
Way too many fears
Broken Lullabies
And as the night falls
As the sun dies
I'll think of you tonight
When my eyes fall
As pleading prayers quiet
I'll dream of you tonight
These are the whispers of my heart
Will my giants fall?
Will I fall to pieces?
I can't...
They don't hear the lies
Firm I try to stand
As you hold my hand
Feel my soul has died
They don't see my tears
Don't have to watch them fall and fade
Way too many years
Way too many fears
Broken Lullabies
And as the night falls
As the sun dies
I'll think of you tonight
When my eyes fall
As pleading prayers quiet
I'll dream of you tonight
These are the whispers of my heart
Will my giants fall?
Will I fall to pieces?
I can't...
595 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
30th Sep 2016 11:52pm
30th Sep 2016 11:52pm
Current Status
I constantly battle between wanting to die
and wanting to make a difference in the world.
That might be a problem
So I don't care if this rhymes
I don't care if it's beautiful
I don't care
I don't care about anything
Anymore..
and wanting to make a difference in the world.
That might be a problem
So I don't care if this rhymes
I don't care if it's beautiful
I don't care
I don't care about anything
Anymore..
505 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
2nd Aug 2016 7:49am
2nd Aug 2016 7:49am
Little Empty Doll
I’m on the shelf again
Just waiting for a friend
I have friends you see
Just between you and me
Her footsteps I hear
Why is she so near
Stay still don’t show
She won’t see she won’t know
She picks me up
A snuggle a rub
Then off to the floor
Neglected once more
Another crack
The bruises swell fast
My stitches come loose
What happened to you?
A shadow appears
oh my oh dear
A smash to my face
My heart starts to race
Don’t show her the fear
She’ll only draw near
Tears will do no good...
Just waiting for a friend
I have friends you see
Just between you and me
Her footsteps I hear
Why is she so near
Stay still don’t show
She won’t see she won’t know
She picks me up
A snuggle a rub
Then off to the floor
Neglected once more
Another crack
The bruises swell fast
My stitches come loose
What happened to you?
A shadow appears
oh my oh dear
A smash to my face
My heart starts to race
Don’t show her the fear
She’ll only draw near
Tears will do no good...
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SELF POEM
Published
21st Nov 2014 5:38am
21st Nov 2014 5:38am
#FlyingAway
Sprits Fly
Birds Fly
In the air they Fly
So why can't I
I have no wings
But I can try
To soar so high
To live my life
I could try
Fear of falling
Swarms my mind
I want to hide
But I must fly
To reach my goals
As best as I
As I only I
Could before I die
Within this world
I wish to hide
When your not by my side
I feel...just feel
Can't I feel
Just feel
Why is it so hard
To not feel
Feeling is...
Just an Illusion
Just a game
Just a blinding light...
Birds Fly
In the air they Fly
So why can't I
I have no wings
But I can try
To soar so high
To live my life
I could try
Fear of falling
Swarms my mind
I want to hide
But I must fly
To reach my goals
As best as I
As I only I
Could before I die
Within this world
I wish to hide
When your not by my side
I feel...just feel
Can't I feel
Just feel
Why is it so hard
To not feel
Feeling is...
Just an Illusion
Just a game
Just a blinding light...
626 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
7th Sep 2014 4:57am
7th Sep 2014 4:57am
The Hurting
This feeling....
I've felt it before
It's all too familiar
This Pain...
Like my soul is draining
Like my heart is being devoured by some monster
I've only known this feeling twice
Third times the charm
I'm craving you
Wanting you
Feeling you against my lips
Wanting the warmth of your skin
It hurts
I feel I'm losing you
I'm pushing you away not even trying to
Confused by the lonely voices inside my brain
Wanting to end it all
Going Insane
Feeling your touch
Seeing your face
The guilt is seeping deep
I'm losing...
I've felt it before
It's all too familiar
This Pain...
Like my soul is draining
Like my heart is being devoured by some monster
I've only known this feeling twice
Third times the charm
I'm craving you
Wanting you
Feeling you against my lips
Wanting the warmth of your skin
It hurts
I feel I'm losing you
I'm pushing you away not even trying to
Confused by the lonely voices inside my brain
Wanting to end it all
Going Insane
Feeling your touch
Seeing your face
The guilt is seeping deep
I'm losing...
640 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th Mar 2014 4:19pm
18th Mar 2014 4:19pm
Mourning
A mourning that's wet and soggy and gray
A girl who's tiredness greets the day
A boy who's expressions are not what they seem
There's darkness and sadness lying beneath
The girl and boy are one in the same
They've loved and they've lost felt nothing but pain
The boy hurting more cries out and can't stand
The girl being there extends her hand
He can barely walk so much weighing him down
She lifts him up and helps him out
But her poor little love with such a dark past
As much as he wants too can't feel her grasp
So dead inside she...
A girl who's tiredness greets the day
A boy who's expressions are not what they seem
There's darkness and sadness lying beneath
The girl and boy are one in the same
They've loved and they've lost felt nothing but pain
The boy hurting more cries out and can't stand
The girl being there extends her hand
He can barely walk so much weighing him down
She lifts him up and helps him out
But her poor little love with such a dark past
As much as he wants too can't feel her grasp
So dead inside she...
594 reads
0 Comments
STORY POEM
Published
10th Sep 2013 6:43pm
10th Sep 2013 6:43pm
#!nTh3EnD
I don't understand
How can it be
I can't explain
This pain you're feeling
Can't say it's wrong
Can't say it's right
Don't want to scream
Or pick a fight
You can't seem to choose
a side
Can't seem to leave the past
behind
I'm so over this
inside
I've tried and I've tried and I've
died many times
I Don't know what to say anymore
It will all be okay in the end
In the end
you will see that
If everything is broken
discolored and dim
You will win
Don't give in
It is not...
How can it be
I can't explain
This pain you're feeling
Can't say it's wrong
Can't say it's right
Don't want to scream
Or pick a fight
You can't seem to choose
a side
Can't seem to leave the past
behind
I'm so over this
inside
I've tried and I've tried and I've
died many times
I Don't know what to say anymore
It will all be okay in the end
In the end
you will see that
If everything is broken
discolored and dim
You will win
Don't give in
It is not...
580 reads
1 Comment
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th Sep 2013 2:54am
6th Sep 2013 2:54am
#Monster
My only cure
My only way out
My only comfort
My only warmth
My only anything
Anymore
My Need
My Want
My Drug
My Passion
My Love
My Hate
My Emotion
My Personality
My Consumption
My Enemy
My Best Friend
My Greatest Threat
My Anti-Depressant
My Life
There's no more words to describe this pain
Nothing but Silence
Nothing but the soothing liquid that calms my inner rage
Nothing but the toxic breath and sticky fingers
Nothing but the sweet smell of Mind numbing, wrist splitting,
Depression...
My only way out
My only comfort
My only warmth
My only anything
Anymore
My Need
My Want
My Drug
My Passion
My Love
My Hate
My Emotion
My Personality
My Consumption
My Enemy
My Best Friend
My Greatest Threat
My Anti-Depressant
My Life
There's no more words to describe this pain
Nothing but Silence
Nothing but the soothing liquid that calms my inner rage
Nothing but the toxic breath and sticky fingers
Nothing but the sweet smell of Mind numbing, wrist splitting,
Depression...
669 reads
2 Comments
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