Submissions by Diabolicalizmz (Gr8Ryzyngz)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
26th Aug 2018 4:49pm
26th Aug 2018 4:49pm
How???
Who can I be
When told for soooo long
That who I am is not right
What makes my life soooo wrong
Who else can tell my story
Tell my tales
Sing my zoulrelm heart'z songz?
If truly loving me
Is to know me
When did we meet again?
I'm having trouble
Thinking about the time
You didn't even care to take
To try to figure me out
But according to you
You love Me, this stranger
I am to me most days
Beyond the shadows
Of your own doubt...
When told for soooo long
That who I am is not right
What makes my life soooo wrong
Who else can tell my story
Tell my tales
Sing my zoulrelm heart'z songz?
If truly loving me
Is to know me
When did we meet again?
I'm having trouble
Thinking about the time
You didn't even care to take
To try to figure me out
But according to you
You love Me, this stranger
I am to me most days
Beyond the shadows
Of your own doubt...
#LifeChangingMoment
#FallingInLove
#SelfReflection #SelfDiscovery
#SelfReflection #SelfDiscovery
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SELF POEM
Published
26th Aug 2018 4:21pm
26th Aug 2018 4:21pm
Why Not Me???
Don't feel
Deserving of any love
Or anyone to love me
Not even from
An invisible all loving
All knowing God
So I turn my beauty off
So no man can find me attractive
To not get or be confused
Equating sex with caring
Or genuine loving affections
Hiding far behind
The wall of a natural RBF
They claim is almost as sexy
As my smile
It's so sad, I can't even see
The me in the mirror
They speak of
All I been looking at me for
My whole life
Is a drop of meaningful love...
Deserving of any love
Or anyone to love me
Not even from
An invisible all loving
All knowing God
So I turn my beauty off
So no man can find me attractive
To not get or be confused
Equating sex with caring
Or genuine loving affections
Hiding far behind
The wall of a natural RBF
They claim is almost as sexy
As my smile
It's so sad, I can't even see
The me in the mirror
They speak of
All I been looking at me for
My whole life
Is a drop of meaningful love...
#learning
#SelfReflection
#FirstLove
#meditation
#SelfDiscovery
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SELF POEM
Published
24th Aug 2018 8:48pm
24th Aug 2018 8:48pm
Brokenness
No weapons of destruction
No full armor donned
No lyrics to sing or talk
My way out this hurtful harm
Breaking superficial surfaces
Building potential
With my barely bare hands
Screaming from within
Dis eased mentally
Fighting to survive
The best and worst
Parts of me
So you think
I think my shit don't stink
You want to judge me
You have no clue
That the same God in you
Is the same God in me...
No full armor donned
No lyrics to sing or talk
My way out this hurtful harm
Breaking superficial surfaces
Building potential
With my barely bare hands
Screaming from within
Dis eased mentally
Fighting to survive
The best and worst
Parts of me
So you think
I think my shit don't stink
You want to judge me
You have no clue
That the same God in you
Is the same God in me...
#identity
#inspirational
#LifeCycle
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SELF POEM
Published
24th Aug 2018 8:45pm
24th Aug 2018 8:45pm
Lost Control
Cries for help
Healing and good health
Overcoming still from my past
Being prepared to last
And outlast
Gracefully being guided
To my purposeful purpose...
Healing and good health
Overcoming still from my past
Being prepared to last
And outlast
Gracefully being guided
To my purposeful purpose...
#love
#LifeStruggles
#inspirational #LifeChangingMoment
#inspirational #LifeChangingMoment
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SELF POEM
Published
24th Aug 2018 6:25am
24th Aug 2018 6:25am
Libraz 13th
Skalez unbalanced
Since you've been gone
Matrimonial scatterings
Left searches searching
For more weight
To keep uz grounded
Hurtful anger killing deathz
Sincere Sincerely
Since you've been gone
Matrimonial scatterings
Left searches searching
For more weight
To keep uz grounded
Hurtful anger killing deathz
Sincere Sincerely
#birth
#motherhood
#FirstLove #daughter
#FirstLove #daughter
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SELF POEM
Published
24th Aug 2018 5:56am
24th Aug 2018 5:56am
Platnumb Ezzencez
Frameless pictures
Flying high
Miles of cloudy
Disclosers
Your highness
Mental infarctions
Protecting viperz
Venomous thoughts
Thotfully planning
To take over her worldz
One pinky'z brains
At a time!
Flying high
Miles of cloudy
Disclosers
Your highness
Mental infarctions
Protecting viperz
Venomous thoughts
Thotfully planning
To take over her worldz
One pinky'z brains
At a time!
#identity
#SelfDiscovery
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Aug 2018 1:31am
23rd Aug 2018 1:31am
Reply Wit Ztop
Go please
Please leave me
Exactly the fuxed up way
You found me
Please I'm pleading
And begging please
Don't think my kind
As stupid or weak
Please love me
Or just let me be
Answers to prayers
Playing hide N seek
Rabbyt Whole deep
Muthafauqerz
Laughing at me
Praying I'm brought
To my knees
Got no clue
No chanting mics
Already there
Praying beyond prayers
Genuinely Lovingly
Accept me for all of me
Or Zimply! Juzt let me be.
Please leave me
Exactly the fuxed up way
You found me
Please I'm pleading
And begging please
Don't think my kind
As stupid or weak
Please love me
Or just let me be
Answers to prayers
Playing hide N seek
Rabbyt Whole deep
Muthafauqerz
Laughing at me
Praying I'm brought
To my knees
Got no clue
No chanting mics
Already there
Praying beyond prayers
Genuinely Lovingly
Accept me for all of me
Or Zimply! Juzt let me be.
#LifeStruggles
#peace
#LifeChangingMoment
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SELF POEM
Published
21st Aug 2018 10:52pm
21st Aug 2018 10:52pm
Come Pass
My wholly
Unholy spirit
Always guided me
From convicting convictions
To judge and jury
My sins east to west
Spans wide I'm sure
More a sinner
Than any saintly
Tendencies exhibited before
Simply saved my faith
Solely believing
In a loving
Invisible God's merciful grace
Unholy spirit
Always guided me
From convicting convictions
To judge and jury
My sins east to west
Spans wide I'm sure
More a sinner
Than any saintly
Tendencies exhibited before
Simply saved my faith
Solely believing
In a loving
Invisible God's merciful grace
#learning
#SelfDiscovery
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
18th Aug 2018 1:31pm
18th Aug 2018 1:31pm
Wizdumb
You don't have
Mourning wood like I
Saps drips that gooey glue
Dem muddied waterz
Run deep and wide
Believe I said it before
A muthafauqer Sexy
Azz fauq in the morning
It's necessary
2 Define your comeupingz
If easy is what is necessary to you
It has to be in the word
The word was and is
And is to be
The simplicity that
Conforms wizdumb WE seek
Necessary answers is in the word
Far easier to be necessary
Having to do what you have to in order to do what you want to
Great Rising great...
Mourning wood like I
Saps drips that gooey glue
Dem muddied waterz
Run deep and wide
Believe I said it before
A muthafauqer Sexy
Azz fauq in the morning
It's necessary
2 Define your comeupingz
If easy is what is necessary to you
It has to be in the word
The word was and is
And is to be
The simplicity that
Conforms wizdumb WE seek
Necessary answers is in the word
Far easier to be necessary
Having to do what you have to in order to do what you want to
Great Rising great...
#evolution
#PowerOfWords
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SELF POEM
Published
18th Aug 2018 12:27pm
18th Aug 2018 12:27pm
My Bad Sis!
Every damn time
I find my sunglasses
I loose them again
Simply because
They were cleverly acquired
They really were never mine
Purchased possession
Every single summer
Ugh every damn time
P.S I keep promising to replace them😘...
I find my sunglasses
I loose them again
Simply because
They were cleverly acquired
They really were never mine
Purchased possession
Every single summer
Ugh every damn time
P.S I keep promising to replace them😘...
#ImSorry
#funny
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SELF POEM
Published
15th Aug 2018 7:04pm
15th Aug 2018 7:04pm
Undefeated
Young and young minded
So lost, afraid and alone
No protector, no family, no home
Treating me
As you thought
I deserve
Choosing by choice
To try hard
To bring out the worst in me
Just so you can claim
You define who I am, and to be
Showing louder than you told
Who you aren't
Is why with you
I shouldn't have been
And with me
You could no longer
Insult, hurt, or beat.
Cause it was never you
Once you thought you had a scapegoat
In Me!
So lost, afraid and alone
No protector, no family, no home
Treating me
As you thought
I deserve
Choosing by choice
To try hard
To bring out the worst in me
Just so you can claim
You define who I am, and to be
Showing louder than you told
Who you aren't
Is why with you
I shouldn't have been
And with me
You could no longer
Insult, hurt, or beat.
Cause it was never you
Once you thought you had a scapegoat
In Me!
#abuse
#TruthOfLife
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SELF POEM
Published
15th Aug 2018 6:16pm
15th Aug 2018 6:16pm
Escucha
Somehow
Something doesn't
Quite feel right
Familial bantering
Unscripted write?
Bit different
Than what I'm used to
All night zezzionz
Three to one strike
Speak clearly
Not hearing the herd
I am listening
Effectively communicating
Con Tu...
Something doesn't
Quite feel right
Familial bantering
Unscripted write?
Bit different
Than what I'm used to
All night zezzionz
Three to one strike
Speak clearly
Not hearing the herd
I am listening
Effectively communicating
Con Tu...
#dialogue
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