Submissions by Diabolicalizmz (Gr8Ryzyngz)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
EROTIC POEM
Published
25th Mar 2021 11:21am
25th Mar 2021 11:21am
Grateful Bow
#erotic
#sensual
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th May 2020 6:55pm
7th May 2020 6:55pm
SMS/SOS
She was so pure so innocent
Insecure and broken at her core
Her smiles, laughs, jovial nature
Masked the way she felt inside
Fighting back tears all the time
That protects her fragile pride
"I don't want to be her anymore"
Whispered through weary sighs
Before bed each night praying To make her wrongs right
Cause regret is a hell of it's own
Shameful fear grips her mindful
Heart! Nothing, nowhere and
No one is safe anymore
Stranger to herself with no
Familial bond, knowing heaven
Is her only true home...
Insecure and broken at her core
Her smiles, laughs, jovial nature
Masked the way she felt inside
Fighting back tears all the time
That protects her fragile pride
"I don't want to be her anymore"
Whispered through weary sighs
Before bed each night praying To make her wrongs right
Cause regret is a hell of it's own
Shameful fear grips her mindful
Heart! Nothing, nowhere and
No one is safe anymore
Stranger to herself with no
Familial bond, knowing heaven
Is her only true home...
#love
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SELF POEM
Published
6th May 2020 10:23pm
6th May 2020 10:23pm
Godless! Me?
Love you far more
Than you could ever imagine
Love was never enough to,
Make anyone do the right thing
Was never about getting over u
But getting back to the better in
Me, I always known existed
The God in me you chose not to
See, but deemed godless
When I returned the hate
I didn't deserve, that you so
Liberally served me first.
Thread lightly when trying
To destroy God's chosen...
Than you could ever imagine
Love was never enough to,
Make anyone do the right thing
Was never about getting over u
But getting back to the better in
Me, I always known existed
The God in me you chose not to
See, but deemed godless
When I returned the hate
I didn't deserve, that you so
Liberally served me first.
Thread lightly when trying
To destroy God's chosen...
#SelfWorth
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SELF POEM
Published
6th May 2020 5:03pm
6th May 2020 5:03pm
Worzezt Bezt
In black and white
I leave the best and
Worst parts of me
Pieces that hide
In plain sight of
My oxymoronic peace
Raw emotional dis eases
Buried amongst illuminations
Of light's invisibilities
While somewhere along the way
The best and worsts of me
Is being left in black and white
For chosen and unchosen
Selected and unselected to critic...
I leave the best and
Worst parts of me
Pieces that hide
In plain sight of
My oxymoronic peace
Raw emotional dis eases
Buried amongst illuminations
Of light's invisibilities
While somewhere along the way
The best and worsts of me
Is being left in black and white
For chosen and unchosen
Selected and unselected to critic...
#SelfReflection
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Mar 2020 00:52am
17th Mar 2020 00:52am
Darely
Sitting here angry
Feeling sorry for myself
I dare not ask out loud
What else can go wrong next
Days filled with regretful ponder
Nights filled with restlessness
Prayers don't even bounce off
Let alone pierce God's ears
My purpose and plan for my life
Cannot be remorseful tears
There has to be a better way
To be at peace within
Despite the chaos all around
But, what if there isn't though
What if I've run out of options?
Feeling sorry for myself
I dare not ask out loud
What else can go wrong next
Days filled with regretful ponder
Nights filled with restlessness
Prayers don't even bounce off
Let alone pierce God's ears
My purpose and plan for my life
Cannot be remorseful tears
There has to be a better way
To be at peace within
Despite the chaos all around
But, what if there isn't though
What if I've run out of options?
#identity
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Jun 2019 1:41pm
7th Jun 2019 1:41pm
Bullz I
Caught a fish two days ago
Fishing is very rewarding
I have decided
If I am to be a looser at life
As some of my hateful
Supporters suggest
And suggested
I will be a happy looser
Since my choices are mine to make
Is being caught in a 22
For my sake
I just pray
The right decision is made
Because accepting responsibility
Means placing blame on no one!!!
Fishing is very rewarding
I have decided
If I am to be a looser at life
As some of my hateful
Supporters suggest
And suggested
I will be a happy looser
Since my choices are mine to make
Is being caught in a 22
For my sake
I just pray
The right decision is made
Because accepting responsibility
Means placing blame on no one!!!
#meditation
#SelfDiscovery
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LOVE POEM
Published
31st May 2019 5:14pm
31st May 2019 5:14pm
FLTF
It's A love affair
When I think of this peace inside
The entire world around WE
Couldn't possibly equate US
Juztuz peanut headz Jordanz
With Fieldz of sweet and sour
Perry Saphire blossoms
Roze one more day
Gifted with the Rizingz
Of the only sun son
Gave birth to none
Mothers many
Daughterz I have a plenty
That juzt means I'm blessed
And I'm loathingly loved at times
That's just how daughters and Mothers do! It was not supposed
To be us in this blissful hellish
Chaoticly beautiful mess
WE...
When I think of this peace inside
The entire world around WE
Couldn't possibly equate US
Juztuz peanut headz Jordanz
With Fieldz of sweet and sour
Perry Saphire blossoms
Roze one more day
Gifted with the Rizingz
Of the only sun son
Gave birth to none
Mothers many
Daughterz I have a plenty
That juzt means I'm blessed
And I'm loathingly loved at times
That's just how daughters and Mothers do! It was not supposed
To be us in this blissful hellish
Chaoticly beautiful mess
WE...
#children
#relationships
#family #home
#family #home
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SELF POEM
Published
29th May 2019 1:29pm
29th May 2019 1:29pm
Say Cheeze
Every now and then
I do an evaluation
By way of the people
I think should or could
Know a bit of and about me
Well enough to be able to weigh in
Maybe that is not the best way
To evaluate oneself
I guess seeing myself through
Others eyes is not always
The true reflection of who
I know myself to be
The many petals to this orchiroze
That very few ever get to see
Beautiful smiles seem to hide
The pain, that no one
Really cares to know exist in me
I do an evaluation
By way of the people
I think should or could
Know a bit of and about me
Well enough to be able to weigh in
Maybe that is not the best way
To evaluate oneself
I guess seeing myself through
Others eyes is not always
The true reflection of who
I know myself to be
The many petals to this orchiroze
That very few ever get to see
Beautiful smiles seem to hide
The pain, that no one
Really cares to know exist in me
#SelfReflection
#meditation
#SelfDiscovery
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SELF POEM
Published
29th May 2019 7:36am
29th May 2019 7:36am
Face Off
Suicidal ideologies
That cross our minds
No necessary apologies
For the frustration
Of wanting the pain
To simply be eased
Stopping the spread
Of dis eased thoughts
Of angry hurt
How many ways are
The possibilities
Dying by the hands
That took an oat
To not harm
But to only heal...
That cross our minds
No necessary apologies
For the frustration
Of wanting the pain
To simply be eased
Stopping the spread
Of dis eased thoughts
Of angry hurt
How many ways are
The possibilities
Dying by the hands
That took an oat
To not harm
But to only heal...
#meditation
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SELF POEM
Published
27th May 2019 9:06pm
27th May 2019 9:06pm
Mom'z Think2
Although
They have become
My Everything
It crosses my mind at times
How different
Life might or could've been
If I hadn't
Given birth to my offspring...
They have become
My Everything
It crosses my mind at times
How different
Life might or could've been
If I hadn't
Given birth to my offspring...
#love
#children
#parent
#motherhood
#family
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SELF POEM
Published
10th Feb 2019 10:03am
10th Feb 2019 10:03am
Crazy Insanity
My level of crazy
Is not easily dealt with
Treated or diagnosed
Usually not concerned though
It's the aspects of insanity
Which worries me the most
That doing the same thing
Over and over the same way
Expecting betterment
Knowing the outcome
May very well be worse.
Is not easily dealt with
Treated or diagnosed
Usually not concerned though
It's the aspects of insanity
Which worries me the most
That doing the same thing
Over and over the same way
Expecting betterment
Knowing the outcome
May very well be worse.
#MyInspiration
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LOVE POEM
Published
10th Feb 2019 9:10am
10th Feb 2019 9:10am
AkzidentAll
I won't see you slip
If you don't watch me falling
And say or do nothing
In our super, natural powers
To prevent it
Love me for me
IZ my forever plea
Weather you in a box
Or rippin and runnin
Theze streets!
No perfection so perfectly
Created as she who've known
Not the zkarz of feeling jaded
In it's own image and likeness...
If you don't watch me falling
And say or do nothing
In our super, natural powers
To prevent it
Love me for me
IZ my forever plea
Weather you in a box
Or rippin and runnin
Theze streets!
No perfection so perfectly
Created as she who've known
Not the zkarz of feeling jaded
In it's own image and likeness...
#relationships
#LifeStruggles
#acceptance
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