Submissions by Demonicfrozensoul
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm not the poetic type, most of what I will write are used to display my thoughts, emotions, and perspectives
SELF POEM
Published
3rd Jun 2019 5:42am
3rd Jun 2019 5:42am
Fake smile
That smile isn’t real...... none of them were.
If I ever smile it’s because I find enjoyment in something, but it never lasts long.
If I’m lucky it’ll last for a week, before it fades into nothing.
As a child, I was the opposite of who I am now, but the older I got the more it all just disappeared.
Now, I live a life following a thin line between heaven and hell, and live my life between what’s dark and what’s light.
I can still feel emotions like everyone else, but it always goes back to “meh”
No thoughts run through my mind...
If I ever smile it’s because I find enjoyment in something, but it never lasts long.
If I’m lucky it’ll last for a week, before it fades into nothing.
As a child, I was the opposite of who I am now, but the older I got the more it all just disappeared.
Now, I live a life following a thin line between heaven and hell, and live my life between what’s dark and what’s light.
I can still feel emotions like everyone else, but it always goes back to “meh”
No thoughts run through my mind...
#misunderstood
678 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
15th Feb 2019 7:06am
15th Feb 2019 7:06am
Memories and Death
I’ve told people that my depression was going to be the death of me, no...... there’s more to that. I’m sure plenty of you guys already know about this and you’ll probably kill me for it, but as of now I feel as if I’m as good as dead anyway. Much like everyone else, memories are constantly flowing through our minds, but most people have an insane amount of good memories to help overcome the dark. Well, some of us aren’t all that lucky, every good memory gained is anywhere from about 3-4 bad things that’ll come and hit you in the face like a ton of bricks. Everyone’s are different, for me...
#sadness
#regret
#shame
#despair
#disappointment
680 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
11th Feb 2019 6:41am
11th Feb 2019 6:41am
Last Day of Freedom
Today may be the last day of “freedom” that I have left. Whether or not it’s permanent, I cannot say, I fear what may happen, I’m not ready to deal with the amount of bullshit that’s going to follow, I don’t want all of this weight and pressure on my shoulders. Tomorrow, the fate of my family will truly be decided...... what horrors are yet to come, and what hell awaits my sisters and I when we get home from school tomorrow throughout the rest of the week? All that runs through my mind right at the moment are “run....... now” “help me” “FUCK!!!!” and “beware” there’s no telling what will...
#lies
#patience
#memories
#separation
#responsibility
366 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
27th Jan 2019 10:57am
27th Jan 2019 10:57am
Lost.....
I’ve gone weeks without sleep, some days with reason and some without. Thoughts of the past and the present, strange paranormal sightings (call me crazy if you want, the fuck do I care) and all these different questions without answers. It’s hard to tell whether I bring myself to these thoughts or if something draws them to me. Some of the thoughts that run through my mind are the very days that haunt me the most, because of things that I’ve seen or heard that I prey where not real. I try to think of anything else that will get my mind off all these nightmares, but nothing seems to work. I’ve...
#confusion
#emptiness
362 reads
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ANGER POEM
Published
20th Jan 2019 4:05am
20th Jan 2019 4:05am
f**k THIS SHIT!!!
#dark
#death
#evil
#shadows
#suffering
530 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
12th Jan 2019 7:14am
12th Jan 2019 7:14am
An empty parallel universe
One of the many downsides to being trapped, living a life being forced to listen to the voices of the past, one might consider it to be a parallel universe, or subconscious, whatever works for you. But, when you're so used to having consecutive thoughts running through your mind day in and day out, you begin to cherish the days to where you can get a break from it all, and for the first time, I get that chance........
#anxiety
#confusion
#despair #emptiness
#despair #emptiness
409 reads
1 Comment
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
10th Jan 2019 4:36am
10th Jan 2019 4:36am
A new beginning
Today is a new day, one in which I have been given a chance to express my thoughts and emotions hopefully without hurting those who are most important to me in my life
#SelfDiscovery
378 reads
4 Comments
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