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Fake smile

That smile isnít real...... none of them were.

If I ever smile itís because I find enjoyment in something, but it never lasts long.

If Iím lucky itíll last for a week, before it fades into nothing.

As a child, I was the opposite of who I am now, but the older I got the more it all just disappeared.

Now, I live a life following a thin line between heaven and hell, and live my life between whatís dark and whatís light.

I can still feel emotions like everyone else, but it always goes back to ďmehĒ

No thoughts run through my mind anymore, so my emotions are created by whateverís in front of me.

Those pictures on Facebook, yeah sure I smiled, but I never meant it.

I had a blast out on the water, with my rod in my hand and my two fish on my line, if you wanted to see me smile that wouldíve been the best time.

I had to lie to everyone throughout my life, because I didnít want them to know the real me.

But, later on I soon told some people, and they never even noticed.

That the one who they thought was being controlled, was actually the one who was in control.

My life is a joke, never meant to be taken seriously, every word that I say is nothing more than the wind.

For those who donít know me try not to be bold, for if you knew who I was youíll soon find out that I can be quite cold....
Demonicfrozensoul
Written by Demonicfrozensoul
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Iím not the poetic type so any rhyming in there just came out of nowhere. But, aside from that, I canít say where this came from, all I can say is that I needed to say that for a while. If there are...
Iím not the poetic type so any rhyming in there just came out of nowhere. But, aside from that, I canít say where this came from, all I can say is that I needed to say that for a while. If there are any problems you as readers may have, feel free to leave comments Iíll get back to them soon
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