Submissions by Delalishia (Brittany-Nicole)

Your mouth against mine,
Your hands holding me down,
Nothing will change that night,
Other than my sanity,
My pride,
My virginity that you took,
Without my permission.
Destroying me emotionally,
Making me unwanted by anyone.
I will never be the same,
After that night so long ago.

The blood rushing through my veins causing me to wish,
That I wasn’t alive again.
Causing the pain to come back from when I was dead,
It makes me want to die all over.
But something holds me back from taking the knife,
Holding it to my skin and slicing the skin off, bit by bit.
The thrill of the cold metal touching my throat,
Causing my heart rate to raise, bit by bit.
I want this pain to be over,
But I am afraid of my personal hell.
Will it be possible for me to escape,
And never to deal with the pain again?
Never to deal with all the regret...

When I looked into your eyes.
My heart was ripped away,
Pulled into your body,
To be held and protected forever.

You always said one thing,
You'd never hurt me,
You'd keep my heart safe,
Never to let it break.

Now that I've looked I to the eyes of paradise itself,
I'm falling for the unknown,
And isn't it the most beautiful emotion;
The unknown emotion,
The one indescribable by words I any type.

I'm falling for the unknown,
After looking into the eyes of paradise.

The scars are there,
Getting deeper day by day,
Never healing completely.

Apollo shines down,
But his light never reaches my heart.

Selene can't reach my soul,
With her calming moonlight beauty.

Athena tried to give me wisdom,
But it never reaches my thoughts.

Ares has taken me over,
Making me uncontrollable,
Making me want to hurt.

Life is a never ending war,
Never stopping for anyone,
Even those in the deepest of pain.
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