Submissions by DarkPopPrincess (Princess Alia)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Writer from the grave XXX
SONG LYRICS
Published
11th Jul 2021 4:42am
11th Jul 2021 4:42am
My Only Outlet: OkCupid
Going nowhere on a Saturday night
except maybe to a great date
that'll just make me think of J.
But other than that, nowhere.
Addicted and jobless,
my only outlet: OkCupid.
Friendless too unless
you count failed romances
and good fucks.
Going nowhere on a Saturday night,
blasting the stereo,
all the pop stars singing,
wishing I was a pop star.
Addicted and jobless,
my only outlet: OkCupid.
...
except maybe to a great date
that'll just make me think of J.
But other than that, nowhere.
Addicted and jobless,
my only outlet: OkCupid.
Friendless too unless
you count failed romances
and good fucks.
Going nowhere on a Saturday night,
blasting the stereo,
all the pop stars singing,
wishing I was a pop star.
Addicted and jobless,
my only outlet: OkCupid.
...
#SelfReflection
280 reads
2 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
9th Jul 2021 8:01pm
9th Jul 2021 8:01pm
Who I Am Today
Who I am today
is not who I was yesterday.
Not even the tears I've cried
or the mistakes I've made.
I can't deny
it's always lying
underneath the surface,
but maybe with all this,
there's a purpose,
one unknown to me
that I can't even see.
I know,
I know that I'm still standing
even without a perfect landing
Lost cause or not,
here I am seeking
all that gives my life meaning.
...
is not who I was yesterday.
Not even the tears I've cried
or the mistakes I've made.
I can't deny
it's always lying
underneath the surface,
but maybe with all this,
there's a purpose,
one unknown to me
that I can't even see.
I know,
I know that I'm still standing
even without a perfect landing
Lost cause or not,
here I am seeking
all that gives my life meaning.
...
#identity
#inspirational
#SelfReflection
330 reads
2 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
7th Jul 2021 11:43pm
7th Jul 2021 11:43pm
My Only Life Goal
My only life goal is to smash
even if it doesn't last
Just dive into that cleansing
Fill my body with it from head to toe
Tired of my broken dildo.
Just want to dive into ecstasy
Don't care about the world around me.
I don't care at the end of the day
even if this channel grows
or my books thrive.
Just wanna fuck.
Just wanna lose myself in the moment.
This time, for real.
Better than J,
better than pills.
Don't know what else to do.
Don't wanna be a slut.
Don't wanna be prude.
Just...
even if it doesn't last
Just dive into that cleansing
Fill my body with it from head to toe
Tired of my broken dildo.
Just want to dive into ecstasy
Don't care about the world around me.
I don't care at the end of the day
even if this channel grows
or my books thrive.
Just wanna fuck.
Just wanna lose myself in the moment.
This time, for real.
Better than J,
better than pills.
Don't know what else to do.
Don't wanna be a slut.
Don't wanna be prude.
Just...
#sex
#LifeGoals
380 reads
1 Comment
SONG LYRICS
Published
7th Jul 2021 10:49pm
7th Jul 2021 10:49pm
Why You Gotta Be So Hot?
#lust
335 reads
2 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
6th Jul 2021 5:32pm
6th Jul 2021 5:32pm
The Fantasy That Keeps Me Awake
The Fantasy That Keeps Me Awake
Finally disabled my Okcupid,
was tired of searchin',
was tired of numbing the pain.
Hope it's not all done in vain.
Finally found a guy who's worth me,
one who's real
who makes me feel
everything I know I've been missing,
someone who I'll be kissing.
For the rest of my life
or a short time,
I don't know.
I just know he ain't ghosting,
he ain't leaving.
He's sure about me,
and at Free2B tonight,
he'll be the one everyone knows
I'm holding onto...
Finally disabled my Okcupid,
was tired of searchin',
was tired of numbing the pain.
Hope it's not all done in vain.
Finally found a guy who's worth me,
one who's real
who makes me feel
everything I know I've been missing,
someone who I'll be kissing.
For the rest of my life
or a short time,
I don't know.
I just know he ain't ghosting,
he ain't leaving.
He's sure about me,
and at Free2B tonight,
he'll be the one everyone knows
I'm holding onto...
#heartbroken
455 reads
3 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
5th Jul 2021 7:45pm
5th Jul 2021 7:45pm
Perfect
120 pounds,
flat stomach,
B cup,
a bit bigger bum than mine.
Part Hispanic,
with that long, flawless brown hair
and face.
With her dream skinny man.
She's perfect,
and I hate her
because she's
everything I can't be.
The only true way
through plastic surgery.
And I can't.
I just can't.
Too unsafe.
Just wanna be
every thin man's dream.
Instead, I am cursed
by a...
flat stomach,
B cup,
a bit bigger bum than mine.
Part Hispanic,
with that long, flawless brown hair
and face.
With her dream skinny man.
She's perfect,
and I hate her
because she's
everything I can't be.
The only true way
through plastic surgery.
And I can't.
I just can't.
Too unsafe.
Just wanna be
every thin man's dream.
Instead, I am cursed
by a...
#SelfReflection
404 reads
2 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
5th Jul 2021 4:32pm
5th Jul 2021 4:32pm
Too Crazy To Be Loved?
Just wanna be loved
at the end of the day.
Guess I'm too fucked up
for anyone to stay.
If they saw my mess like J.
I guess I deserve to pay.
Am I chasing a fantasy?
That anyone can love me?
Am I too crazy?
Going down the rabbit hole,
I am blackening my soul.
Because I doubt, I doubt
that anyone...
at the end of the day.
Guess I'm too fucked up
for anyone to stay.
If they saw my mess like J.
I guess I deserve to pay.
Am I chasing a fantasy?
That anyone can love me?
Am I too crazy?
Going down the rabbit hole,
I am blackening my soul.
Because I doubt, I doubt
that anyone...
#love
#romantic
#MentalHealth
341 reads
3 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
3rd Jul 2021 4:57pm
3rd Jul 2021 4:57pm
Not Yet a Psychopath
Write dark stories,
dark songs,
dunno how to fully escape the darkness.
Fascinated,
entranced.
Yet not in too deep.
I don't think.
I'm not yet a psychopath.
I've met worse,
tormented souls
who give me mental health tolls.
I just want someone to "get" me,
but the people who get me
can trick me.
And I'm no one's damn pawn,
no one's dark void they can roam.
I ain't in the bottomless pit;
I'm at...
dark songs,
dunno how to fully escape the darkness.
Fascinated,
entranced.
Yet not in too deep.
I don't think.
I'm not yet a psychopath.
I've met worse,
tormented souls
who give me mental health tolls.
I just want someone to "get" me,
but the people who get me
can trick me.
And I'm no one's damn pawn,
no one's dark void they can roam.
I ain't in the bottomless pit;
I'm at...
#MentalHealth
419 reads
2 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
2nd Jul 2021 7:44pm
2nd Jul 2021 7:44pm
Ghost
I'm a ghost,
nowhere to be,
nowhere to go.
I'm a ghost,
have no real job to go to,
in no hurry,
have no boyfriend to love,
so no worries.
I'm just a ghost.
I'm a ghost,
a loner who may have had it a little too rough,
a writer who writes about it being a little too rough.
I'm a ghost.
Don't know much about the outside world,
just know about my inner world.
No one stays for too long.
No one can really...
nowhere to be,
nowhere to go.
I'm a ghost,
have no real job to go to,
in no hurry,
have no boyfriend to love,
so no worries.
I'm just a ghost.
I'm a ghost,
a loner who may have had it a little too rough,
a writer who writes about it being a little too rough.
I'm a ghost.
Don't know much about the outside world,
just know about my inner world.
No one stays for too long.
No one can really...
#ghosts
643 reads
5 Comments
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