My Only Life Goal

My only life goal is to smash
even if it doesn't last
Just dive into that cleansing
Fill my body with it from head to toe
Tired of my broken dildo.
Just want to dive into ecstasy
Don't care about the world around me.

I don't care at the end of the day
even if this channel grows
or my books thrive.
Just wanna fuck.
Just wanna lose myself in the moment.
This time, for real.
Better than J,
better than pills.

Don't know what else to do.
Don't wanna be a slut.
Don't wanna be prude.

Just wanna feel again.
Distractions everywhere,
but at the end of the day,
I just wanna play.

I don't know about you,
but life is better naked,
raw and real.
Don't give a fuck
about all these censoring freaks.
Don't wanna face the world,
wanna unmask myself
in the best way.

These clothes are a mask,
just wanna feel pretty
in and out of them.

Don't want no happy family
or no damn dog.
Just want the fuck stick in
and a lip locked man