Submissions by DarkPoet (Sofia)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Addicted
Loving you is my favorite form of self destruction
It is all too easy to break my own heart again and again
You make me hate myself for hurting you
But I couldn't stop if I wanted to
I can hardly bring myself to feel guilty
One day I know you'll leave me
But I can't stop this wheel from spinning
You'll run and then I'll run and we'll kill each other softly
Come on baby just lie to me
Just promise me in the end you'll always love me
You have no idea how easy it is to get addicted to the pain in my chest when you leave me ...
It is all too easy to break my own heart again and again
You make me hate myself for hurting you
But I couldn't stop if I wanted to
I can hardly bring myself to feel guilty
One day I know you'll leave me
But I can't stop this wheel from spinning
You'll run and then I'll run and we'll kill each other softly
Come on baby just lie to me
Just promise me in the end you'll always love me
You have no idea how easy it is to get addicted to the pain in my chest when you leave me ...
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Ghost
I didn't want to fall in love with you
You stupid, stupid, broken boy
You were the perfect example of what I have always hated
Weak, arrogant, self-centered
You have carved a space inside my heart
Made yourself a home
Where we both know you don't belong.
Began with a slam greeting
When I wasn't seeing where I was going
And you just happened to put your broken arm in front of me
And I might have, just maybe slammed into it.
Ends with a broken smile
From a broken girl
Who once upon a time thought you were her whole wide world
...
You stupid, stupid, broken boy
You were the perfect example of what I have always hated
Weak, arrogant, self-centered
You have carved a space inside my heart
Made yourself a home
Where we both know you don't belong.
Began with a slam greeting
When I wasn't seeing where I was going
And you just happened to put your broken arm in front of me
And I might have, just maybe slammed into it.
Ends with a broken smile
From a broken girl
Who once upon a time thought you were her whole wide world
...
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Whore
Whore”
I have been reduced to nothing
Each strangled groan
Too caught up in between your bed sheets
For anyone to hear me
I am not the girl
You introduce to your new friends
I’m the secret
Kept down where you can keep it
I only meet your little friend
Every other night
When you get lonely
Each night I cry myself to sleep
Because you won’t hold me
You hold her
But haven’t you noticed she's starting to look just like me?
Tell me baby, ...
I have been reduced to nothing
Each strangled groan
Too caught up in between your bed sheets
For anyone to hear me
I am not the girl
You introduce to your new friends
I’m the secret
Kept down where you can keep it
I only meet your little friend
Every other night
When you get lonely
Each night I cry myself to sleep
Because you won’t hold me
You hold her
But haven’t you noticed she's starting to look just like me?
Tell me baby, ...
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To The Boy I Haven't Met Yet
Sometime,Somewhere
I'll write a poem to a boy
Too far away to hear my voice
As I scream his name
Into the shadows left behind
By those who wore his face
We haven't met yet
But I know I'll recognize him
When we do meet
My skin will tingle with familiarity
Of a dream worth dreaming
Of a thought I can't stop thinking
Of two people whose past is so intertwined
I must have bumped into you
A million times
Before I recognized
Love at first sight
I'll write a poem to a boy
Too far away to hear my voice
As I scream his name
Into the shadows left behind
By those who wore his face
We haven't met yet
But I know I'll recognize him
When we do meet
My skin will tingle with familiarity
Of a dream worth dreaming
Of a thought I can't stop thinking
Of two people whose past is so intertwined
I must have bumped into you
A million times
Before I recognized
Love at first sight
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Lost Letter In Time
I don't know him anymore
I've washed up onto the shore
Of an uninhabited island
And I don't know where to go
I never cared where the stars were
Because he was always my way home
If I could tuck myself inside of you
I'd never let go
I've written millions of poems
But they're lost in time
Lost in my mind
Trying to find the word or rhyme
But there isn't a word
For the feeling pumping through my veins
My heart is threatening to burst
For the smile that only exist when I'm with you,
Hurts
I've washed up onto the shore
Of an uninhabited island
And I don't know where to go
I never cared where the stars were
Because he was always my way home
If I could tuck myself inside of you
I'd never let go
I've written millions of poems
But they're lost in time
Lost in my mind
Trying to find the word or rhyme
But there isn't a word
For the feeling pumping through my veins
My heart is threatening to burst
For the smile that only exist when I'm with you,
Hurts
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Twin
I stare into a mirror
And I watch
Her pink lips curled back
She sneers
Everything looks different in this lighting
Like two separate heads dividing
Her perfectly straightened hair
Deep pink lips
Warm chocolate eyes
I've always hated her
Even when her smiles were genuine
I've hated her since she was born
A perfect opposite
Every imperfection passed down onto the unfortunate
When I fell,
She rose to the...
And I watch
Her pink lips curled back
She sneers
Everything looks different in this lighting
Like two separate heads dividing
Her perfectly straightened hair
Deep pink lips
Warm chocolate eyes
I've always hated her
Even when her smiles were genuine
I've hated her since she was born
A perfect opposite
Every imperfection passed down onto the unfortunate
When I fell,
She rose to the...
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When I Fall In Love
I will love you
Even when you don't want me to
Because loving you is like a roller coaster,
I never know which way is up
And that's the way I like it.
You are everything and nothing
Like I imagined you would be
But you can't see
She's just another carbon copy
Of every other girl you've ever met,
Of every girl you will ever meet.
She's just another pretty face
Hidden behind a mask of lies
But I can't bring myself to tear it off
Even when we stand inches...
Even when you don't want me to
Because loving you is like a roller coaster,
I never know which way is up
And that's the way I like it.
You are everything and nothing
Like I imagined you would be
But you can't see
She's just another carbon copy
Of every other girl you've ever met,
Of every girl you will ever meet.
She's just another pretty face
Hidden behind a mask of lies
But I can't bring myself to tear it off
Even when we stand inches...
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Melody of the Gone
When I needed you the most
You were nowhere to be found
I was lost, confused, and heartbroken
And you weren't there
You left me
When things got complicated
I should have known
Everybody else had
They warned me
But I didn't believe them
Now when they find my body
My face covered in tears
Your name written on my palms
My neck hanging on a noose
My eyes blank and my skin pale
It will be your tears
That remind me
Why
Why this happened
Why I am now the one thats gone
My story in the lyrics of a sad...
You were nowhere to be found
I was lost, confused, and heartbroken
And you weren't there
You left me
When things got complicated
I should have known
Everybody else had
They warned me
But I didn't believe them
Now when they find my body
My face covered in tears
Your name written on my palms
My neck hanging on a noose
My eyes blank and my skin pale
It will be your tears
That remind me
Why
Why this happened
Why I am now the one thats gone
My story in the lyrics of a sad...
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Reflection
I look in the mirror and I don’t see me
I don’t see the person I used to be
The person in the mirror is dark and angry
Its scary
Why does that person seem to be me?
I used to be happy
What happened to that girl?
With all the energy
Who is it?
Replacing her
In the reflection
It can’t be the girl who cheered him at all his games
No that girl died long ago
She couldn’t be the girl
Who had tons of friends
No that girl seems to be gone too
I think that with every fight
There is a scar
Whether its inside or...
I don’t see the person I used to be
The person in the mirror is dark and angry
Its scary
Why does that person seem to be me?
I used to be happy
What happened to that girl?
With all the energy
Who is it?
Replacing her
In the reflection
It can’t be the girl who cheered him at all his games
No that girl died long ago
She couldn’t be the girl
Who had tons of friends
No that girl seems to be gone too
I think that with every fight
There is a scar
Whether its inside or...
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Flight
I fly away
Never to look back
Dissapear into the clouds
Fade into the Fog
I will only look foward
And never glance back
At my past
What was then is gone now
And I will live by that motto
Because if I look back
I will force myself to stay
With those who say they love me
With those who say they care
Although I know the words they say
Are nothing but lies today
I want to soar
With the eagles
Fly high above the land
The wind at my back
Propelled foward
Soon all will be lost
In the...
Never to look back
Dissapear into the clouds
Fade into the Fog
I will only look foward
And never glance back
At my past
What was then is gone now
And I will live by that motto
Because if I look back
I will force myself to stay
With those who say they love me
With those who say they care
Although I know the words they say
Are nothing but lies today
I want to soar
With the eagles
Fly high above the land
The wind at my back
Propelled foward
Soon all will be lost
In the...
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Hurts Too Much To Stay
How can I explain love?
Without pain
Though some love lives
Most love dies
I love you but you don’t love me back
So I die everyday
A piece of my heart breaks
When you smile at her
Every time you hold hands
I want to scream I loved you first!
Instead I hold the tears back from my eyes
And force myself to turn and walk away
Because loving you hurts too much to stay.
Without pain
Though some love lives
Most love dies
I love you but you don’t love me back
So I die everyday
A piece of my heart breaks
When you smile at her
Every time you hold hands
I want to scream I loved you first!
Instead I hold the tears back from my eyes
And force myself to turn and walk away
Because loving you hurts too much to stay.
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The Only Sign
My life flies by me
I disappear in the crowd
But when I see you
And we lock eyes
My heart beats faster
It’s the only sign that I’m still alive
The only sign that I’m still here
You bring me back when I am lost
You bring back the light my eyes once had
If only you felt the same way
I am too tired to keep trying
Though some small part of me refuses to stop
But this constant battle in my heart
Isn’t worth the pain it’s caused
I can feel my heart ache and slowly break
But its time for me to stop depending on you ...
I disappear in the crowd
But when I see you
And we lock eyes
My heart beats faster
It’s the only sign that I’m still alive
The only sign that I’m still here
You bring me back when I am lost
You bring back the light my eyes once had
If only you felt the same way
I am too tired to keep trying
Though some small part of me refuses to stop
But this constant battle in my heart
Isn’t worth the pain it’s caused
I can feel my heart ache and slowly break
But its time for me to stop depending on you ...
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