Submissions by CutByLove
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Read me, understand me, know me
Talk to you
I want to talk to you,
Discuss everything through
I value your opinion,
But I feel its been left too long,
To go back to what was true
I doubt you'll know,
because its too far gone
I hope I find the strength,
To make that happen
Because I do miss,
Speaking to you.
Discuss everything through
I value your opinion,
But I feel its been left too long,
To go back to what was true
I doubt you'll know,
because its too far gone
I hope I find the strength,
To make that happen
Because I do miss,
Speaking to you.
#sadness
#regret
#loneliness #disappointment
#loneliness #disappointment
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My Tiny World
I sit here
in my own little world
closed off to you all
wondering what can I do.
Constantly the joker
avoiding the truths
Wanting for that inclusion
then running away from the potentional.
Living in my bubble
blocking out the feels
Safe in my silence
In my Tiny Little World
Why do I do what I do
Constantly hurting myself
Undermining any goodness that I may deserve
Always helping others, never myself
Hoping the world passes me by
Leaving me to sit in silence
But wanting to scream out my presence...
in my own little world
closed off to you all
wondering what can I do.
Constantly the joker
avoiding the truths
Wanting for that inclusion
then running away from the potentional.
Living in my bubble
blocking out the feels
Safe in my silence
In my Tiny Little World
Why do I do what I do
Constantly hurting myself
Undermining any goodness that I may deserve
Always helping others, never myself
Hoping the world passes me by
Leaving me to sit in silence
But wanting to scream out my presence...
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Dreaming of you
I lay here at night
Dreaming of you
My arms reach out
Wish they were holding you
My dreams are vivid
Of me and you
I wish they were true
Do you think this too?
I'm confused if you do
Like me as I like you
I hope I haven't misread
The signs you have said.
Dreaming of you
My arms reach out
Wish they were holding you
My dreams are vivid
Of me and you
I wish they were true
Do you think this too?
I'm confused if you do
Like me as I like you
I hope I haven't misread
The signs you have said.
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Closed Eyes
You have taught me how to enjoy life.
I was always told
You live, work and die
But you opened my eyes
You showed me how to enjoy life
Love it, Embrace it
But I have these inhibitions
That I feel, stop me
It keeps me closed and shelters me away from the world
But I'm pushing for change
Opening up for you
I was always told
You live, work and die
But you opened my eyes
You showed me how to enjoy life
Love it, Embrace it
But I have these inhibitions
That I feel, stop me
It keeps me closed and shelters me away from the world
But I'm pushing for change
Opening up for you
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I profusely apologise
I profusely apologise that you feel pressure
and think I have no empathy.
I do care, I do make you matter,
but I want you to know this.
Yes, I am pushy,
but I push to give my love.
I get a limited time with you because I do,
but I don't want you to feel that you need your distance.
I know you dealt with it longer than me
and I can see the pain within
Although not too much
Because you dont want the risk
Please, give me a chance to show you how I feel.
With a little time we get,
I don't feel I can show you my inner emotions....
and think I have no empathy.
I do care, I do make you matter,
but I want you to know this.
Yes, I am pushy,
but I push to give my love.
I get a limited time with you because I do,
but I don't want you to feel that you need your distance.
I know you dealt with it longer than me
and I can see the pain within
Although not too much
Because you dont want the risk
Please, give me a chance to show you how I feel.
With a little time we get,
I don't feel I can show you my inner emotions....
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I see
I see that you dont care
When I'm not there.
Where is your concern
When I don't turn
up to visit
Where is your emotion
because I feel your going through motions
Instead of just words
which you can hide behind
show me instead
but you can't, you won't, you don't
And thats why I cry.
When I'm not there.
Where is your concern
When I don't turn
up to visit
Where is your emotion
because I feel your going through motions
Instead of just words
which you can hide behind
show me instead
but you can't, you won't, you don't
And thats why I cry.
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Pain I feel
7 days you left me
168 hours of pain you put me through
Because its their last week
To be honest I think it's been our last week too
You just didn't have the heart in telling me
You message me, when your busy
You never find the time for me
You blame the time zone
Because were both up late
I'm up late for you
Where are you for me?
Sleeping, like nothing is wrong because you had your chat with people who can wait for you, who have nothing else to do
Where is your thought for me?
Nowhere because you don't want to know me, anymore
168 hours of pain you put me through
Because its their last week
To be honest I think it's been our last week too
You just didn't have the heart in telling me
You message me, when your busy
You never find the time for me
You blame the time zone
Because were both up late
I'm up late for you
Where are you for me?
Sleeping, like nothing is wrong because you had your chat with people who can wait for you, who have nothing else to do
Where is your thought for me?
Nowhere because you don't want to know me, anymore
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Who are you
Who do you think you are
Thinking you can ditch me for a friend
I thought we were more than that as you like to claim
6 years and you throw me away like garbage
I change my life for you
Every single day I do
and you blame me for holding you back
You expect to walk back into my life after a week of not talking
Probably thinking nothing is wrong
I will play along but not for long
You broke me, at least you can do is tell me why
Thinking you can ditch me for a friend
I thought we were more than that as you like to claim
6 years and you throw me away like garbage
I change my life for you
Every single day I do
and you blame me for holding you back
You expect to walk back into my life after a week of not talking
Probably thinking nothing is wrong
I will play along but not for long
You broke me, at least you can do is tell me why
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Living a lie
You make me live a lie
You make my heart live with pain
You make me feel like I'm nothing, nowhere, no one
Yet your having fun, not thinking of me
Only when your "out the door"
Thats what you are really
No matter how much you protest
Your there but you still have a strong grasp on my heart
Are my efforts in vain?
Or are you being truthful?
You make my heart live with pain
You make me feel like I'm nothing, nowhere, no one
Yet your having fun, not thinking of me
Only when your "out the door"
Thats what you are really
No matter how much you protest
Your there but you still have a strong grasp on my heart
Are my efforts in vain?
Or are you being truthful?
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Why do I...
Why do I feel you lie
when you say you try
I don't think you know how it makes me feel
and if you do, how cruel are you
to impose that sort of pain
on someone who you claim
that you love?
You know I await your presence
each and every day
Yet you say
I was busy today
I know you have someone over
but they can find the time to break away
yet you do other things
leaving me in my pain
when you say you try
I don't think you know how it makes me feel
and if you do, how cruel are you
to impose that sort of pain
on someone who you claim
that you love?
You know I await your presence
each and every day
Yet you say
I was busy today
I know you have someone over
but they can find the time to break away
yet you do other things
leaving me in my pain
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Sat there
I sat there
with a secret I bear
wondering whether I should share
You all surround me
thinking you understand thee
but you're nowhere near the true me
No one knows
that I do flow
with emotion and soul
You all think I'm strong
but you are so, so wrong
I am who I am and thats my song.
with a secret I bear
wondering whether I should share
You all surround me
thinking you understand thee
but you're nowhere near the true me
No one knows
that I do flow
with emotion and soul
You all think I'm strong
but you are so, so wrong
I am who I am and thats my song.
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We spoke...
I'm happy that I got to speak to you
but I always felt I was in a queue
Waiting to be first
but always feeling last
I want to pull the flag
up the mast
I want to hear you say
I am here to stay.
I hate saying goodbye in our call
it makes me want to crawl
Back to my hole
To wonder about my goal
With the love we share
To show you I care
So please let me hear you say
those three words that makes my heart sway
but I always felt I was in a queue
Waiting to be first
but always feeling last
I want to pull the flag
up the mast
I want to hear you say
I am here to stay.
I hate saying goodbye in our call
it makes me want to crawl
Back to my hole
To wonder about my goal
With the love we share
To show you I care
So please let me hear you say
those three words that makes my heart sway
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