Submissions by CaityCat (Peaches O-Brien)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm a lyricist, I write simply what I feel.
Slow Tempo Feeling
I don't want to be a sad song
but I've got a slow tempo feeling
I don't want to love you this much
I don't think that I can take it
I don't know whose side you're on
but I don't think it's mine
so I am switching sides
I don't want to be a downer
or the one to call it quits
I don't want to be the person
who just couldn't handle it
but these long, long nights
they just wear me down
so I'm taking back the crown
I don't want to miss you badly
but I already kind of do
I don't want be...
but I've got a slow tempo feeling
I don't want to love you this much
I don't think that I can take it
I don't know whose side you're on
but I don't think it's mine
so I am switching sides
I don't want to be a downer
or the one to call it quits
I don't want to be the person
who just couldn't handle it
but these long, long nights
they just wear me down
so I'm taking back the crown
I don't want to miss you badly
but I already kind of do
I don't want be...
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Call Me
I can understand
you were not expecting
to fall in sorts with me
right after your ending
with another girl
you were still hurting
you need time to heal
before we can really try
I can be patient
and I can be kind
you're not messing around
so I feel all right
I can do this dance
I can keep my distance
I know we all need time
Space is what you're wanting
space is what I'll give you
call me when you're ready
I'll be thinking of you
call me when you're ready
promise I'll still love you
You want to...
you were not expecting
to fall in sorts with me
right after your ending
with another girl
you were still hurting
you need time to heal
before we can really try
I can be patient
and I can be kind
you're not messing around
so I feel all right
I can do this dance
I can keep my distance
I know we all need time
Space is what you're wanting
space is what I'll give you
call me when you're ready
I'll be thinking of you
call me when you're ready
promise I'll still love you
You want to...
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The Rabbit Hole
A red cherry in her drink
and red thoughts on her brain
sometimes feel like bullets
sometimes like going insane
another round to be merry
or maybe drown out the red
with some blue to sleep on
some relief for her head
She goes down the rabbit hole
down, down, the rabbit hole
trying to find something to hold
slipping down the rabbit hole
At the bar she asks for "drink me"
because her skin feels tight
bartender knows her well by now
and tells her not tonight
but call him in a week or so
when his girl is gone...
and red thoughts on her brain
sometimes feel like bullets
sometimes like going insane
another round to be merry
or maybe drown out the red
with some blue to sleep on
some relief for her head
She goes down the rabbit hole
down, down, the rabbit hole
trying to find something to hold
slipping down the rabbit hole
At the bar she asks for "drink me"
because her skin feels tight
bartender knows her well by now
and tells her not tonight
but call him in a week or so
when his girl is gone...
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I Don't Like It
I don't want to talk about it
but see that's the problem
I don't want to talk about it
because then the problems real
you aren't the one for me
you aren't the one for me
I know it, and you know it
but we don't want talk about it
I just want hold you close
feel your breath on my neck
hear you tell me not to go
to hold on, just not yet
I'm in love with you
why isn't it that simple?
You're in love with me
why can't we let it be?
why's it got to be harder
why do have I to be going?
I know it's right
but I...
but see that's the problem
I don't want to talk about it
because then the problems real
you aren't the one for me
you aren't the one for me
I know it, and you know it
but we don't want talk about it
I just want hold you close
feel your breath on my neck
hear you tell me not to go
to hold on, just not yet
I'm in love with you
why isn't it that simple?
You're in love with me
why can't we let it be?
why's it got to be harder
why do have I to be going?
I know it's right
but I...
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Up in Smoke
grey skies
can't get high
but I'm
up in smoke
blue veins
see through skin
out of ideas again
you have no power
you have no power over me
but sometimes though I try
I cannot sleep
white light
in dark space
I search
there's no trace
black thoughts
crash like rocks
I'm in an ocean
you have no power
you have no power over me
but sometimes though I try
I cannot sleep
deep wounds
will it heal soon?
I want the other side
grey skies
can't get high
but I'm...
can't get high
but I'm
up in smoke
blue veins
see through skin
out of ideas again
you have no power
you have no power over me
but sometimes though I try
I cannot sleep
white light
in dark space
I search
there's no trace
black thoughts
crash like rocks
I'm in an ocean
you have no power
you have no power over me
but sometimes though I try
I cannot sleep
deep wounds
will it heal soon?
I want the other side
grey skies
can't get high
but I'm...
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Happy
What is it to be happy?
if you can forgive the question
I know everyone asks it
and you're ready for the next one
but my simple mind is stuck at this
if such a happy state exists
why does it elude me?
why can't I find it
I don't think it's money
but I suppose I wouldn't know
my pockets are always empty
but I get where I need to go
I've never been a saver
or much of a savior
I'm just a high strung gypsy
looking for a rolling stone
and if one these days...
if you can forgive the question
I know everyone asks it
and you're ready for the next one
but my simple mind is stuck at this
if such a happy state exists
why does it elude me?
why can't I find it
I don't think it's money
but I suppose I wouldn't know
my pockets are always empty
but I get where I need to go
I've never been a saver
or much of a savior
I'm just a high strung gypsy
looking for a rolling stone
and if one these days...
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Candy
She was the sweetest girl nobody wanted
wearing black and looking at the door
some people are just born haunted
and will spend forever searching for
the kind of quiet people call peace
that's always stolen away from her
in the night just like a thief
does she need to be more aggressive
and get caught it between her teeth?
but she woke up today tired
so she'll just go to sleep
Candy melts, and Candy sticks
but most of all
Candy's sick of all this.
wearing black and looking at the door
some people are just born haunted
and will spend forever searching for
the kind of quiet people call peace
that's always stolen away from her
in the night just like a thief
does she need to be more aggressive
and get caught it between her teeth?
but she woke up today tired
so she'll just go to sleep
Candy melts, and Candy sticks
but most of all
Candy's sick of all this.
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See Through
You never want me when you got me
so I leave before you drop me
then my phones rings and you miss me
and my backbone grinds into dust
you don't know what you got with me
what I endure, what I do to please
on top of that I support your dreams
but leave water on, you get rust
and we left the water on us
I ain't got nothing left to give you
cause I don't see you like I used to
used to be solid, now you're see through
all this time, I finally see you
Words you say devoid of any meaning
I throw my eyes up to the ceiling
silent...
so I leave before you drop me
then my phones rings and you miss me
and my backbone grinds into dust
you don't know what you got with me
what I endure, what I do to please
on top of that I support your dreams
but leave water on, you get rust
and we left the water on us
I ain't got nothing left to give you
cause I don't see you like I used to
used to be solid, now you're see through
all this time, I finally see you
Words you say devoid of any meaning
I throw my eyes up to the ceiling
silent...
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Lean Back
I'm happy in the chaos
I am cool with no control
I lean into it, lean back
I'm in a chain reaction
goin' on since I was born
I lean into it, lean back
Nothing makes sense to me these days
but in the confusion, I understand
I can either put both of my feet in
or keep trying to walk on my hands
dead ends, dead beats and their best friends
trying to explain how the stars align
and I've got opinions on the matter
but I think I'll save them for like minds.
I'm happy in the chaos
I am cool...
I am cool with no control
I lean into it, lean back
I'm in a chain reaction
goin' on since I was born
I lean into it, lean back
Nothing makes sense to me these days
but in the confusion, I understand
I can either put both of my feet in
or keep trying to walk on my hands
dead ends, dead beats and their best friends
trying to explain how the stars align
and I've got opinions on the matter
but I think I'll save them for like minds.
I'm happy in the chaos
I am cool...
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Ashes
You say that you want space
but say it up in my face
and you don't walk away
you wait for me to
but I won't leave you
Do you see the problem?
Circles, circles, round and round
I love you till I fall down.
Bruise my knees, break my heart
ashes, baby, we fall apart
We're always falling apart.
We wave the white flag
but there's no truce
we try to fix this
but what's the use
in creating answers
when we both know
the only savior
is whoever will go
Circles, circles, round and round
I love you...
but say it up in my face
and you don't walk away
you wait for me to
but I won't leave you
Do you see the problem?
Circles, circles, round and round
I love you till I fall down.
Bruise my knees, break my heart
ashes, baby, we fall apart
We're always falling apart.
We wave the white flag
but there's no truce
we try to fix this
but what's the use
in creating answers
when we both know
the only savior
is whoever will go
Circles, circles, round and round
I love you...
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Hung Out To Dry
Back roads and side streets
I'm hard, but I look sweet
could you buy me a smile
and talk for awhile
I'm feeling hung out to dry
and the crumpled up dollars
I found in my pocket
can barely buy me a thing
so I keep on walking
with nowhere to go
narrating to myself
like it's a tv show
so I feel less lonely
my go to trick you could say
let a little crazy in
and keep most of it away
Back roads and side streets
I'm hard, but I look sweet
could you buy me a smile
and talk for awhile
I'm feeling hung out to dry...
I'm hard, but I look sweet
could you buy me a smile
and talk for awhile
I'm feeling hung out to dry
and the crumpled up dollars
I found in my pocket
can barely buy me a thing
so I keep on walking
with nowhere to go
narrating to myself
like it's a tv show
so I feel less lonely
my go to trick you could say
let a little crazy in
and keep most of it away
Back roads and side streets
I'm hard, but I look sweet
could you buy me a smile
and talk for awhile
I'm feeling hung out to dry...
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Sit Down
You said, "what do you want from me"
and I know, I know what that means
people who have to ask they
usually have nothing to give you
I sat in silence in your room
checked the clock, 6am soon
the sun will rise and I will leave
and I know you think I'll come back
but this time I don't think that
You didn't ask if I got home ok
only if I touched your bag of weed
I got home ok, no problems babe
thanks so much for asking
I hope you're high as fuck right now
In two weeks when I don't show up
I wonder if...
and I know, I know what that means
people who have to ask they
usually have nothing to give you
I sat in silence in your room
checked the clock, 6am soon
the sun will rise and I will leave
and I know you think I'll come back
but this time I don't think that
You didn't ask if I got home ok
only if I touched your bag of weed
I got home ok, no problems babe
thanks so much for asking
I hope you're high as fuck right now
In two weeks when I don't show up
I wonder if...
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