Submissions by CWS64
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Learning to let my addiction lose on paper instead of on the world, writing my darkness shows it for the self absorbed crap that it is.
DRUGS POEM
Published
23rd Mar 2013 7:57pm
23rd Mar 2013 7:57pm
Stained Hands
Spent the day painting
Spent the day clean
Spent the day expressing my soul
Spent the day in creativity, God given
Looked and my hands as I washed them
Stained with dried pigment
A touch of peace washed over me
Hands stained in living
So different and welcomed
Hands stained in the past
Washing off the suet of glass pipe
Hands busy cooling it down to save precious dope
Finger tips, skin toughened and blistered for the heat of a lighter
Thanking God right now for this life
Acknowledging the past but not...
Spent the day clean
Spent the day expressing my soul
Spent the day in creativity, God given
Looked and my hands as I washed them
Stained with dried pigment
A touch of peace washed over me
Hands stained in living
So different and welcomed
Hands stained in the past
Washing off the suet of glass pipe
Hands busy cooling it down to save precious dope
Finger tips, skin toughened and blistered for the heat of a lighter
Thanking God right now for this life
Acknowledging the past but not...
820 reads
4 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
21st Mar 2013 5:49am
21st Mar 2013 5:49am
An honest appraise of my addiction
1429 reads
0 Comments
SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
19th Mar 2013 4:42am
19th Mar 2013 4:42am
Ramblings with Him
Book on mistakes,
Book of hate,
Book of failed relationship
Book of man showing his worst
Book of Love
Book of forgiveness
Book of God manifested on earth
Book of relationship beyond my understanding
Book of epic failure
Book of broken souls
Book of distorted image of God, after all we were created in His image
Book of renewal
Book of direction, to follow Christ not man
Book of restoration through active relationship
Book of words, not meant to be read and believed
Book of words...
Book of hate,
Book of failed relationship
Book of man showing his worst
Book of Love
Book of forgiveness
Book of God manifested on earth
Book of relationship beyond my understanding
Book of epic failure
Book of broken souls
Book of distorted image of God, after all we were created in His image
Book of renewal
Book of direction, to follow Christ not man
Book of restoration through active relationship
Book of words, not meant to be read and believed
Book of words...
749 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
6th Mar 2013 10:58am
6th Mar 2013 10:58am
Perceptions exchanged,...(competition peice)
Perceptions exchanged,....
We share in discussion on universal creation
String theory a picture of Gods speaking the universe into existence.
Open minded believer, science can only show us glimpses of Him
The discussion goes on for hours
Aspects of seeing beyond the mundane efforts of survival and materialism
We look at our livesiWork perspective as we hash out our thoughts on the grandness of it all
This warmth of finding kindred thinker, it loses me, excited by the whole of you
We enter moments of tender exchange not only of mind, but of body, ...
We share in discussion on universal creation
String theory a picture of Gods speaking the universe into existence.
Open minded believer, science can only show us glimpses of Him
The discussion goes on for hours
Aspects of seeing beyond the mundane efforts of survival and materialism
We look at our livesiWork perspective as we hash out our thoughts on the grandness of it all
This warmth of finding kindred thinker, it loses me, excited by the whole of you
We enter moments of tender exchange not only of mind, but of body, ...
635 reads
2 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
6th Mar 2013 1:11am
6th Mar 2013 1:11am
Dreamer the Two. (a competition Poem}
One man was born a King, one child will be born into the drug filled project.
One man born in faith, one baby will be born with an addiction from the womb
One man found a life educated in books, on boy will find his training wearing colors
One man found dreamed of freedom for his people, one man will find his freedom in the dependencies of others
One man lead his people to a great white house holding sacred text, one man will drag his people down with powder white Inca curse
One man fought for equality, one man will oppress all around him
One man died for the...
One man born in faith, one baby will be born with an addiction from the womb
One man found a life educated in books, on boy will find his training wearing colors
One man found dreamed of freedom for his people, one man will find his freedom in the dependencies of others
One man lead his people to a great white house holding sacred text, one man will drag his people down with powder white Inca curse
One man fought for equality, one man will oppress all around him
One man died for the...
912 reads
1 Comment
FICTIONAL PROSE
Published
5th Mar 2013 00:46am
5th Mar 2013 00:46am
First section of a ruff draft of my short story
906 reads
2 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
3rd Mar 2013 1:44am
3rd Mar 2013 1:44am
For you!
Looking for you, the world creates road blocks
My desire for you limited time mocks
Blood connections, toils, time so hard to make room
Don't want to set alone in my gloom
Feel your presents when I let myself lose in the mind where your kept
Smell you on my pillows see your night clothes on the floor my bed you slept
Keeping memory fresh, I pull the pillow over my face
Smoother my self in remebering your smell, your taste
Looking forward to time together spent in intimacies embraced
Not speaking sex,...
My desire for you limited time mocks
Blood connections, toils, time so hard to make room
Don't want to set alone in my gloom
Feel your presents when I let myself lose in the mind where your kept
Smell you on my pillows see your night clothes on the floor my bed you slept
Keeping memory fresh, I pull the pillow over my face
Smoother my self in remebering your smell, your taste
Looking forward to time together spent in intimacies embraced
Not speaking sex,...
706 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
2nd Mar 2013 3:55am
2nd Mar 2013 3:55am
Ramblings of a seeker
Primal hunger, feeding frenzy
Chase the rush, addicts envy
Look for more but nothing is left
Sucked up my life, yet guilt has heft
I can lie in the moment to justify my actions
But truth be told, my life has two factions
The Spirit installs aware of right from wrong
Yet here I kneel to the dope mans throne
To sides to choose I roll in the dark
While Christ grieves for me, his crucifixion my ark
I don't like the fact that He grieves of my sin
I hide in my addiction, head first I dive in
His teaching seldom found for me...
Chase the rush, addicts envy
Look for more but nothing is left
Sucked up my life, yet guilt has heft
I can lie in the moment to justify my actions
But truth be told, my life has two factions
The Spirit installs aware of right from wrong
Yet here I kneel to the dope mans throne
To sides to choose I roll in the dark
While Christ grieves for me, his crucifixion my ark
I don't like the fact that He grieves of my sin
I hide in my addiction, head first I dive in
His teaching seldom found for me...
780 reads
2 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
28th Feb 2013 11:52am
28th Feb 2013 11:52am
Reflected war
reflected war
I look for something to recognize in the soulless entity looking back at me.
How did he get there, how did i get so lost?
Crystalline door way to hell chopped up on the same mirror I now stare into.
He is the litmus test of my fucked up self!
Hiding in dope in this world, as he hides my beast there.
This creature is the embodiment of my accountability!
He is scared to leave this place he crawled into as he left me.
Smart enough to fear my addiction.
Looking back into me he places his hand to the mirror as I meet it.
We try...
I look for something to recognize in the soulless entity looking back at me.
How did he get there, how did i get so lost?
Crystalline door way to hell chopped up on the same mirror I now stare into.
He is the litmus test of my fucked up self!
Hiding in dope in this world, as he hides my beast there.
This creature is the embodiment of my accountability!
He is scared to leave this place he crawled into as he left me.
Smart enough to fear my addiction.
Looking back into me he places his hand to the mirror as I meet it.
We try...
843 reads
6 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
28th Feb 2013 2:49am
28th Feb 2013 2:49am
(Competition poem, it's the little things) dumb ass
It's the things that trip me up
4 days coked out and still able to work
Blood shot eyes, sweating, mind curpt
Leaving the job, tired ass smirk
Ignorance is bless as long as it my bosses
That paycheck already gone don't check the account
Dope dealer sells while wearing gold crosses
He leaves no matter how much I bitch at amount
Eyes, pupils blown no sleep for the druggie
So much dope receptors now clog
Watching the hooker so she don't steal a baggie
cant get that rush, adrenaline hog
When it breaks I hit my bottom ...
4 days coked out and still able to work
Blood shot eyes, sweating, mind curpt
Leaving the job, tired ass smirk
Ignorance is bless as long as it my bosses
That paycheck already gone don't check the account
Dope dealer sells while wearing gold crosses
He leaves no matter how much I bitch at amount
Eyes, pupils blown no sleep for the druggie
So much dope receptors now clog
Watching the hooker so she don't steal a baggie
cant get that rush, adrenaline hog
When it breaks I hit my bottom ...
716 reads
1 Comment
DRUGS POEM
Published
28th Feb 2013 2:13am
28th Feb 2013 2:13am
Prayer and promise contest poem
765 reads
0 Comments
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