Submissions by Blood_xxDespair
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I've uncovered the mask I allowed to harden me. I've broken free from its cold plaster, and share the truth hidden behind each crack.. each scar.
DRUGS POEM
Published
13th Oct 2012 11:20pm
13th Oct 2012 11:20pm
Catatonic state of mind
Hear me through your catatonic sighs
Take me in your arms just one last time
You say your lost and confused
You've been raped and abused.
Lose your self to me
I'm the one that you need
They say I'll only bring you down,
But, just listen to this sound.
Laughter, and joy
I gave that to them
Temporary happiness
My gift to you...
Just use me one last time
After all, I'm your new conscience... right?
Take me in your arms just one last time
You say your lost and confused
You've been raped and abused.
Lose your self to me
I'm the one that you need
They say I'll only bring you down,
But, just listen to this sound.
Laughter, and joy
I gave that to them
Temporary happiness
My gift to you...
Just use me one last time
After all, I'm your new conscience... right?
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LOVE POEM
Published
13th Oct 2012 4:24am
13th Oct 2012 4:24am
My missing piece
Shattered like glass
Near the end, I was ready to pass
My heart raced as I sunk the blade
This is my fate..
Todays my date of expiration.
I lay bleeding and numb in my isolation
But, you saw me through my despiration
My shattered pieces I could merely touch
All to fragile, ready to bust
Faintly you pieced me back together
My puzzle finally decifered
You, my missing piece
The one thing holding me together
My falters still linger
And my scars remain, but they're no longer the same
You've opened my eyes
Changed my...
Near the end, I was ready to pass
My heart raced as I sunk the blade
This is my fate..
Todays my date of expiration.
I lay bleeding and numb in my isolation
But, you saw me through my despiration
My shattered pieces I could merely touch
All to fragile, ready to bust
Faintly you pieced me back together
My puzzle finally decifered
You, my missing piece
The one thing holding me together
My falters still linger
And my scars remain, but they're no longer the same
You've opened my eyes
Changed my...
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ANGER POEM
Published
11th Oct 2012 4:16am
11th Oct 2012 4:16am
Pains my Pleasure
Pains my pleasure, sex and razors.
Masochistic, and sadistic!
Psychopathic!
Need an infliction! My depiction!
Glimmering razors bend the light!
The fight of a child, my delight!
Either way, erase the pain!
Addiction! Addiction!
I can't fight this restriction!
Till I seize this craving deep within.
My pain begins to settle in.
Your innocence stricken by my veiw!
This exhilaration, my medication!
I'm intoxicating! Your story heart breaking!
Ill change you into something new!
Show you a thing or two!
Masochism,...
Masochistic, and sadistic!
Psychopathic!
Need an infliction! My depiction!
Glimmering razors bend the light!
The fight of a child, my delight!
Either way, erase the pain!
Addiction! Addiction!
I can't fight this restriction!
Till I seize this craving deep within.
My pain begins to settle in.
Your innocence stricken by my veiw!
This exhilaration, my medication!
I'm intoxicating! Your story heart breaking!
Ill change you into something new!
Show you a thing or two!
Masochism,...
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ANGER POEM
Published
11th Oct 2012 3:26am
11th Oct 2012 3:26am
Deaf and Dumb
I'm inconsiderate only to you.
So let me ask,
Have you seen this bruise?
How about this morbid wound?
I slash and gash in front of you!
So tell me now, am I invisible to you?
And as my screams penetrate your ears,
I release apon you all my fears.
Yet you stand there deaf and dumb!
And still you ask, why I never come!
So, why am I so inconsiderate, and dumb?
I await you to ask of my frustration.
In this silence I sit here patient.
waiting... waiting, and wasting away.
How many feelings can you betray?
And will I ever stray...
So let me ask,
Have you seen this bruise?
How about this morbid wound?
I slash and gash in front of you!
So tell me now, am I invisible to you?
And as my screams penetrate your ears,
I release apon you all my fears.
Yet you stand there deaf and dumb!
And still you ask, why I never come!
So, why am I so inconsiderate, and dumb?
I await you to ask of my frustration.
In this silence I sit here patient.
waiting... waiting, and wasting away.
How many feelings can you betray?
And will I ever stray...
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ANGER POEM
Published
9th Oct 2012 9:13pm
9th Oct 2012 9:13pm
Masochistic Fate
Crimson tears I shed
Four years, and i'm still not dead.
Is this what you really wanted?
I choke on your tears,
And yet, they pitty your fears
You betray all but lust,
So, tell me again why you must...
Just embrace this silence.
Now that you've taken it all, I have nothing left to hold on to.
Silenced screams pour from my skin.
Is my fate all a vendetta of your sin?
My enigma unaswered..
You betray all, but lust
So, tell me again why you must..
Sieze your pain before you re-gain my "trust"
Use my skin and deny...
Four years, and i'm still not dead.
Is this what you really wanted?
I choke on your tears,
And yet, they pitty your fears
You betray all but lust,
So, tell me again why you must...
Just embrace this silence.
Now that you've taken it all, I have nothing left to hold on to.
Silenced screams pour from my skin.
Is my fate all a vendetta of your sin?
My enigma unaswered..
You betray all, but lust
So, tell me again why you must..
Sieze your pain before you re-gain my "trust"
Use my skin and deny...
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LOVE POEM
Published
9th Oct 2012 4:58am
9th Oct 2012 4:58am
Leave me to bleed
You leave me lying hollow.
Ego bruised as usual.
I've fallen..
Your false intentions I can't descent
Every word expelled,
And my feelings begin to de-rail.
Haunted by your facade of lies,
And yet to my demise...
I've fallen again.
You intoxicate, bend, and break me, just to leave me in my head
Is it me?
Why can't this be?
Every "I love you" more appealing,
And more infectious than the last.
Your "Love" is a diesease.
Your love... only leaves me to bleed.
Ego bruised as usual.
I've fallen..
Your false intentions I can't descent
Every word expelled,
And my feelings begin to de-rail.
Haunted by your facade of lies,
And yet to my demise...
I've fallen again.
You intoxicate, bend, and break me, just to leave me in my head
Is it me?
Why can't this be?
Every "I love you" more appealing,
And more infectious than the last.
Your "Love" is a diesease.
Your love... only leaves me to bleed.
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ANGER POEM
Published
9th Oct 2012 4:20am
9th Oct 2012 4:20am
Your Facade
Blood and despair
My skin I tear
False hope, and mindless depictions.
Uncontrolled anger, my addiction!
Your cruel intentions never change.
And yet, you wonder why the scars remain!
Purple to white fading like my life,
Crimson to red a blood staind memory I shed.
My porcelain canvas cold and dead
My salvation all a joke!
Only on my tears I choke!
Im lost...
In your facade of false hope!
My skin I tear
False hope, and mindless depictions.
Uncontrolled anger, my addiction!
Your cruel intentions never change.
And yet, you wonder why the scars remain!
Purple to white fading like my life,
Crimson to red a blood staind memory I shed.
My porcelain canvas cold and dead
My salvation all a joke!
Only on my tears I choke!
Im lost...
In your facade of false hope!
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