Submissions by Blood_xxDespair
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I've uncovered the mask I allowed to harden me. I've broken free from its cold plaster, and share the truth hidden behind each crack.. each scar.
DARK POEM
Published
1st Jan 2013 9:00am
1st Jan 2013 9:00am
Sweet Escape
As another delicate rose drips crimson its not hard to decifer that
death is here again...
She can smell your fears.
So she holds out a cold pale hand...
She takes you in her arms to caress you, speaks words of a place where your truly numb..
This place so beautiful!
This place surrounded with a dancing, melodic flame.
This place doesn't offer you pain.
This place is yours within a flick of a blade.
Her words all come as a sweet monotone sound, they linger in your ears, deminish all your fears.. hell! They even bring you to tears.
But you...
death is here again...
She can smell your fears.
So she holds out a cold pale hand...
She takes you in her arms to caress you, speaks words of a place where your truly numb..
This place so beautiful!
This place surrounded with a dancing, melodic flame.
This place doesn't offer you pain.
This place is yours within a flick of a blade.
Her words all come as a sweet monotone sound, they linger in your ears, deminish all your fears.. hell! They even bring you to tears.
But you...
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ANGER POEM
Published
24th Dec 2012 7:54am
24th Dec 2012 7:54am
The One She Calls Her Father
She's relapsed again.
The sting is settling deep within.
Her vision blurred but, the crimson is still visible.
Her mind so defiant... So desolate..
So she wonders if she'll ever overcome this.
He told her he loved her, said he cared...
So they wonder how she feels so much pain..
How she's lost in an abyss of despair.
She sees so much more behind his blue eyes.
She knows his ways, she's remembered every lie.
Shes haunted by the memories of everytime he's left her to die.
He left her in his shadow..
Muffled her voice just to hear his...
The sting is settling deep within.
Her vision blurred but, the crimson is still visible.
Her mind so defiant... So desolate..
So she wonders if she'll ever overcome this.
He told her he loved her, said he cared...
So they wonder how she feels so much pain..
How she's lost in an abyss of despair.
She sees so much more behind his blue eyes.
She knows his ways, she's remembered every lie.
Shes haunted by the memories of everytime he's left her to die.
He left her in his shadow..
Muffled her voice just to hear his...
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DARK POEM
Published
21st Dec 2012 8:25pm
21st Dec 2012 8:25pm
Nightmare
Flash backs!
Blackouts!
Both encourage the rage inside to come out!
I'm lashing out!
Screaming out!
Someone just save me from myself!
I'll just close my eyes, watch myself die on the inside.
Eyelashes flutter and blink...
I'm relapsing back into the black they call sleep.
First the warm caress of a crimson blanket
Then the comfort of my minds isolation
Drifting...
Drifting...
Fading away.
Such a sublime part of life...
Until dreams of grey creep up from behind!
Latch onto me.. suffocate me.. drown me in a new days...
Blackouts!
Both encourage the rage inside to come out!
I'm lashing out!
Screaming out!
Someone just save me from myself!
I'll just close my eyes, watch myself die on the inside.
Eyelashes flutter and blink...
I'm relapsing back into the black they call sleep.
First the warm caress of a crimson blanket
Then the comfort of my minds isolation
Drifting...
Drifting...
Fading away.
Such a sublime part of life...
Until dreams of grey creep up from behind!
Latch onto me.. suffocate me.. drown me in a new days...
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Dec 2012 10:53pm
20th Dec 2012 10:53pm
Drown in the Black
Strung out on medication
Post Traumatic Stress
Bi polar
ADHD
And an apathetic hatred
All control is lost... And I can't take it!
Eyes turn blue to black
Soul crimsoned by hatred
Mind set so darkly melodic
Scarlett inlays across this porcelain canvas
Words inscribed into my skin
The flashbacks are here again
I'll sit back watch myself die a little more inside
Feel the pain and shock of a cold steel blade
Just slip away
Drown in the black again today...
Post Traumatic Stress
Bi polar
ADHD
And an apathetic hatred
All control is lost... And I can't take it!
Eyes turn blue to black
Soul crimsoned by hatred
Mind set so darkly melodic
Scarlett inlays across this porcelain canvas
Words inscribed into my skin
The flashbacks are here again
I'll sit back watch myself die a little more inside
Feel the pain and shock of a cold steel blade
Just slip away
Drown in the black again today...
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SELF POEM
Published
20th Dec 2012 5:40am
20th Dec 2012 5:40am
Pushing Suicide
Point your finger at me
Mark me with your indiscretion
Claim that I have no place to remain
View all my scarlet inlays as just a teenage renegade
And peel me of my masquerade
An ash in the mist of dust is I
I failed to conform to your life..
So you just left me to die.
Pour your lambs blood across my skin
Say you'll cleanse me as you tear me limb to limb
Feel my hands shake
Watch me as I trace another vein
I bleed to gain...
Bleed to feel..
Bleed to become real
A raven with broken wings is I ...
Mark me with your indiscretion
Claim that I have no place to remain
View all my scarlet inlays as just a teenage renegade
And peel me of my masquerade
An ash in the mist of dust is I
I failed to conform to your life..
So you just left me to die.
Pour your lambs blood across my skin
Say you'll cleanse me as you tear me limb to limb
Feel my hands shake
Watch me as I trace another vein
I bleed to gain...
Bleed to feel..
Bleed to become real
A raven with broken wings is I ...
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SELF POEM
Published
18th Dec 2012 4:24am
18th Dec 2012 4:24am
Relapse Into The Black
There she goes again contemplating lifes insolent choke hold
It grabs her from behind
Pulls her to the ground
Suffocates her
Leaves her with nothing but a blur
She's blind
She's fake
Lives life like a masquerade
Hides behind emotion
Lies down and chokes herself out
She no longer breathes just bleeds
She can no longer see
So she no longer wants to be
Cascaded in a facade of lies, she drowns in the darkest abyss
They don't want to believe it but, she can't help but be like this
They changed her fate with the knick of a...
It grabs her from behind
Pulls her to the ground
Suffocates her
Leaves her with nothing but a blur
She's blind
She's fake
Lives life like a masquerade
Hides behind emotion
Lies down and chokes herself out
She no longer breathes just bleeds
She can no longer see
So she no longer wants to be
Cascaded in a facade of lies, she drowns in the darkest abyss
They don't want to believe it but, she can't help but be like this
They changed her fate with the knick of a...
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ANGER POEM
Published
18th Dec 2012 00:48am
18th Dec 2012 00:48am
Why
Why'd you have to leave that way?
Why'd she have to take you away?
Now all I have left is a picture frame.
So I sit and stare into blinded eyes...
They take me to a place I'd rather be.
Back into your arms where no one could harm me.
All the memories flash of a life I used to know
So beautiful
So stubborn and full of life
My eyes always lit at your sight.
Everyday was something new with you...
Now my days grey and blank
You tried to take her pain away
You showed her the way
Tried to save her from a fathers infatuation...
Why'd she have to take you away?
Now all I have left is a picture frame.
So I sit and stare into blinded eyes...
They take me to a place I'd rather be.
Back into your arms where no one could harm me.
All the memories flash of a life I used to know
So beautiful
So stubborn and full of life
My eyes always lit at your sight.
Everyday was something new with you...
Now my days grey and blank
You tried to take her pain away
You showed her the way
Tried to save her from a fathers infatuation...
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Dec 2012 4:37am
17th Dec 2012 4:37am
Seeing Red Again
Her sights gone red
All her feelings condescend
Her mind and hands mutilated
Every muscle in her aches
HELP stated in scarlet across her waist
Fingers tremble as she wishes to slip away
On her knees crawling, searching
Just trying to find her way
Everything blurred and black as her rage attacks.
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder is the only thing that controls her
As she comes to she prays for light
But, to her dismay blood pours from her skin
She's drowned in the darkness again
The glass shattered in...
All her feelings condescend
Her mind and hands mutilated
Every muscle in her aches
HELP stated in scarlet across her waist
Fingers tremble as she wishes to slip away
On her knees crawling, searching
Just trying to find her way
Everything blurred and black as her rage attacks.
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder is the only thing that controls her
As she comes to she prays for light
But, to her dismay blood pours from her skin
She's drowned in the darkness again
The glass shattered in...
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EROTIC POEM
Published
8th Dec 2012 7:08pm
8th Dec 2012 7:08pm
urge
There it comes again
The urge is begining to surge deep within
It starts with my thighs.. leaves chills all up my spine
This feeling I crave
This feeling I need
This feeling my new release
Breathe and lips against my neck
You've become something I can't resist
Nights of nothing but conspiration
You give me inspiration..
Make this fantasy become reality everytime you set your eyes apon me
Deep brown eyes that fill me with lust.
I can no longer resist your touch
The feeling of your skin against mine...
Oh god! Its so much more...
The urge is begining to surge deep within
It starts with my thighs.. leaves chills all up my spine
This feeling I crave
This feeling I need
This feeling my new release
Breathe and lips against my neck
You've become something I can't resist
Nights of nothing but conspiration
You give me inspiration..
Make this fantasy become reality everytime you set your eyes apon me
Deep brown eyes that fill me with lust.
I can no longer resist your touch
The feeling of your skin against mine...
Oh god! Its so much more...
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th Dec 2012 4:18am
7th Dec 2012 4:18am
Crimson Melody
She tattooed herself to hide the truth
She hit her head apon a fault line
Broke in two, she was still left open with a song of solitude
Lyrics pour from her eyes
Notes appear apon her skin
Their highlighted by a crimson melody
"I dont want to be!"
You screamed her name and pulled her in
She looked in your eyes and saw a piece of herself
Her reflection glistened in your eyes and to her demise..
She soon saw herself living a new life with you
She never knew she would cry with you
She hopes to one day grow old and die with you...
She hit her head apon a fault line
Broke in two, she was still left open with a song of solitude
Lyrics pour from her eyes
Notes appear apon her skin
Their highlighted by a crimson melody
"I dont want to be!"
You screamed her name and pulled her in
She looked in your eyes and saw a piece of herself
Her reflection glistened in your eyes and to her demise..
She soon saw herself living a new life with you
She never knew she would cry with you
She hopes to one day grow old and die with you...
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DARK POEM
Published
5th Dec 2012 7:11pm
5th Dec 2012 7:11pm
Story of Her Life
Just look at her sides, cut and sliced!
She's fading away
Drowning in her pool of grey and crimson!
She tries to escape a life of tragidy and dismay
But, she just keeps fading away...
Back into the abyss of crimson and grey
All stories aside, she can't help but, hide
She asked for help
And they denied it
So she bleeds like this pen, without end
Beaten down till' she can't stand
Bruises on her neck and all down her legs
She can't explain them so there pointless questions are left unanswered
To her life will always be the same...
She's fading away
Drowning in her pool of grey and crimson!
She tries to escape a life of tragidy and dismay
But, she just keeps fading away...
Back into the abyss of crimson and grey
All stories aside, she can't help but, hide
She asked for help
And they denied it
So she bleeds like this pen, without end
Beaten down till' she can't stand
Bruises on her neck and all down her legs
She can't explain them so there pointless questions are left unanswered
To her life will always be the same...
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LOVE POEM
Published
5th Dec 2012 6:32pm
5th Dec 2012 6:32pm
She's Stronger
She no longer wants to die
She no longer wants to hide
She no longer wants to cry
She's found a new light
That night he saved her from herself
He means more to her than her short meaningless life
He brought her back to life
And now..
She can't help but, dream of him every night
All these words clutter her head
What if? Can it? Am I?
Enigmas she's yet to resolve
This love she feels..
Is something that she is unfamiliar with
Something she cannot deny...
She wants to confide in him
But, she just met him
Her new...
She no longer wants to hide
She no longer wants to cry
She's found a new light
That night he saved her from herself
He means more to her than her short meaningless life
He brought her back to life
And now..
She can't help but, dream of him every night
All these words clutter her head
What if? Can it? Am I?
Enigmas she's yet to resolve
This love she feels..
Is something that she is unfamiliar with
Something she cannot deny...
She wants to confide in him
But, she just met him
Her new...
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