Submissions by Benzy_420 (BTheW)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Taking an unorthodox road to enlightenment and hoping others feel inspired to make their own way, too.
My name
#anger
#anxiety
#hate
#frustration
#revenge
425 reads
2 Comments
Twisted Truth
I can’t I can’t I can’t
No matter what I do
I can’t I can’t I can’t
I know I’m gonna lose
I can’t I can’t I can’t
I’ll never see it through
I can’t I can’t I can’t
I can’t
I’m giving what I got
But I know it ain’t enough
I’m reaching for the top
But the game has called my bluff
You can witness as I drop
And land with thuds in clouds of dust
I thought that love was what this was
Yeah you guessed it, it was lust
Put my heart aside and let desire lead the drive
My destination is a life that I...
No matter what I do
I can’t I can’t I can’t
I know I’m gonna lose
I can’t I can’t I can’t
I’ll never see it through
I can’t I can’t I can’t
I can’t
I’m giving what I got
But I know it ain’t enough
I’m reaching for the top
But the game has called my bluff
You can witness as I drop
And land with thuds in clouds of dust
I thought that love was what this was
Yeah you guessed it, it was lust
Put my heart aside and let desire lead the drive
My destination is a life that I...
#love
#regret
#lies
#shame
#separation
463 reads
2 Comments
Please don’t go
Please don’t go
I need you
Just stay here
With me
My light, my dark, my fight
My plight, my spark, my bite
My heart, my soul, my faith
My path, my oath, my grace
The air I need to breathe
The wind beneath my wings
The breath I need to speak
The breeze that pushes me
The fire in my eyes
The flame that lights the skies
The embers that keep burning
The torch I need at night
The earth that keeps on turning
The ground on which I walk
The dirt that flower grows in
The concrete that they chalk ...
I need you
Just stay here
With me
My light, my dark, my fight
My plight, my spark, my bite
My heart, my soul, my faith
My path, my oath, my grace
The air I need to breathe
The wind beneath my wings
The breath I need to speak
The breeze that pushes me
The fire in my eyes
The flame that lights the skies
The embers that keep burning
The torch I need at night
The earth that keeps on turning
The ground on which I walk
The dirt that flower grows in
The concrete that they chalk ...
#sadness
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#despair
#emptiness
445 reads
6 Comments
Pros and Cons
#romantic
#sex
#motivational
#religion
#frustration
433 reads
2 Comments
Think of You
I’m alive, what a weird thing that is
Wonder why I have to experience things tragic
Don’t remember ever asking “can you see if I can manage?”
Or being asked to struggle through the pain and the damage
Guess I’m here regardless so I guess I’ll do my best
Guess the only way to live is see this as a test
Guess I could compare my thoughts to others’ of success
Guess I best prepare myself for when I’m gonna rest
anxiety and stress, they’re never far away
The biggest hurdles that I have to make it past each day
I want to live in peace...
Wonder why I have to experience things tragic
Don’t remember ever asking “can you see if I can manage?”
Or being asked to struggle through the pain and the damage
Guess I’m here regardless so I guess I’ll do my best
Guess the only way to live is see this as a test
Guess I could compare my thoughts to others’ of success
Guess I best prepare myself for when I’m gonna rest
anxiety and stress, they’re never far away
The biggest hurdles that I have to make it past each day
I want to live in peace...
#love
#forgiveness
#faith
#spiritual
#philosophical
460 reads
1 Comment
Opposition
We are all god and the devil the same
Inside and out, by nature and name
Nothing but pawns in our own little game
Perspective and image through lenses and frame
The art of humanity, ageless and old
Everyday new, each moment been told
Warmth of our hearts so demonstrably cold
Buy into lies by the truth we were sold
Ends of the spectrum and all in between
Nothing but DNA strands at the seam
Hate to be loved, so bitter and sweet
Taking our share as we give into greed
Nothing but art in the eye of the mind
Search...
Inside and out, by nature and name
Nothing but pawns in our own little game
Perspective and image through lenses and frame
The art of humanity, ageless and old
Everyday new, each moment been told
Warmth of our hearts so demonstrably cold
Buy into lies by the truth we were sold
Ends of the spectrum and all in between
Nothing but DNA strands at the seam
Hate to be loved, so bitter and sweet
Taking our share as we give into greed
Nothing but art in the eye of the mind
Search...
#God
#devil
#spiritual
#humankind
#philosophical
365 reads
1 Comment
Commitment
Want to be loved but afraid to commit
Know that I’ll cheat
Too many options and think with my dick
Cycle repeat
New love, new lust, can’t trust or be trusted
Open to all and accepting of each
Closed off from everything, every door shut
Don’t come near me I’m evil and sweet
Romance and hold hands till boredom will slow dance
No plans to keep but to bust up in sheets
Fall into something much deeper than pussy
But tempted and end up a slave to Lucy
Josh isn’t truth but his heart doesn’t lie
Words that he speaks sure to crumble your...
Know that I’ll cheat
Too many options and think with my dick
Cycle repeat
New love, new lust, can’t trust or be trusted
Open to all and accepting of each
Closed off from everything, every door shut
Don’t come near me I’m evil and sweet
Romance and hold hands till boredom will slow dance
No plans to keep but to bust up in sheets
Fall into something much deeper than pussy
But tempted and end up a slave to Lucy
Josh isn’t truth but his heart doesn’t lie
Words that he speaks sure to crumble your...
#love
#loneliness
#breakup
#shame
#emptiness
397 reads
3 Comments
Neverland (When I Fly)
When I fly, I’mma never never land
When I fly, I’mma never never land
When I fly, I’mma never never land
When I fly, I’mma never never land
Wings spread, time flies, high skies
No age, no ties, free forever
Weighed down, no way, no tether
Don’t say, won’t pray, for no better
Take flight, soar high, more life
Yeah right, more like, short sight
These times, see why, we cry
No men, more wild, more child
When I fly, I’mma never never land
When I fly, I’mma never never land
When I fly, I’mma never never land ...
When I fly, I’mma never never land
When I fly, I’mma never never land
When I fly, I’mma never never land
Wings spread, time flies, high skies
No age, no ties, free forever
Weighed down, no way, no tether
Don’t say, won’t pray, for no better
Take flight, soar high, more life
Yeah right, more like, short sight
These times, see why, we cry
No men, more wild, more child
When I fly, I’mma never never land
When I fly, I’mma never never land
When I fly, I’mma never never land ...
#childhood
#death
#aging
#freedom
#emptiness
441 reads
2 Comments
Going Down
Somebody pray for me
Take them away from me
Demons berating me
Seeking a vacancy
Hole in your heart
Hope there’s a place for me
Broken apart
Losing my agency
Gotta move fast
Life like a race for me
Difficult task
No time for bracing me
Finishing last
Look how long it’s taking me
Chasing the art
What colours you painting me?
Perilous path
Fatalist fate for me
Scuffle and scar
Waving a blade at me
Cripple and carve
Ain’t no escape for me
Lucifer laughs
Making a space for me ...
Take them away from me
Demons berating me
Seeking a vacancy
Hole in your heart
Hope there’s a place for me
Broken apart
Losing my agency
Gotta move fast
Life like a race for me
Difficult task
No time for bracing me
Finishing last
Look how long it’s taking me
Chasing the art
What colours you painting me?
Perilous path
Fatalist fate for me
Scuffle and scar
Waving a blade at me
Cripple and carve
Ain’t no escape for me
Lucifer laughs
Making a space for me ...
#dark
#death
#despair #emptiness
#despair #emptiness
408 reads
1 Comment
Nanna Flo
I had a realisation today
Just because you’re gone don’t mean you went away
Your final resting place could not contain your burning flame
And now I feel you every single day
I laughed it off before
“That’s just insane” I thought
But since I saw the signs
I don’t think that anymore
Your daughter’s daughter taught me much about what’s out that door
But your silent guidance taught me even more
I never felt your warmth before you had to leave
But now I pay attention to your whispers in the breeze
The rustle of the leaves...
Just because you’re gone don’t mean you went away
Your final resting place could not contain your burning flame
And now I feel you every single day
I laughed it off before
“That’s just insane” I thought
But since I saw the signs
I don’t think that anymore
Your daughter’s daughter taught me much about what’s out that door
But your silent guidance taught me even more
I never felt your warmth before you had to leave
But now I pay attention to your whispers in the breeze
The rustle of the leaves...
#love
#hope
#faith
#spiritual
#ghosts
413 reads
0 Comments
Cold
Cold to the touch
Shoulders, holding you up
Weight of the world
Close to folding you up
Told: you aren’t enough
Sold a bolder bluff
Soldier on, roll up a blunt and puff
Hold a hope for love
Show that you can cope with the rough
Unload the boulders off
The load is dropped
The stones are gone
Your soul is longing for the stronger stuff
Can’t break the cuffs
Can’t make this up
You gave every last drop
your gut could muster up
Don’t fluster, trust you got this
Hush your little lips
Pat...
Shoulders, holding you up
Weight of the world
Close to folding you up
Told: you aren’t enough
Sold a bolder bluff
Soldier on, roll up a blunt and puff
Hold a hope for love
Show that you can cope with the rough
Unload the boulders off
The load is dropped
The stones are gone
Your soul is longing for the stronger stuff
Can’t break the cuffs
Can’t make this up
You gave every last drop
your gut could muster up
Don’t fluster, trust you got this
Hush your little lips
Pat...
#hope
#courage
#motivational
#inspirational
#redemption
473 reads
2 Comments
Tropical Rain
I feel, rain pouring, washing me away
I kneel, be-fore him, praying that I am okay
I feel, rain pouring, washing me away
I’m still, detouring, straying off the other way
I really miss those days
Kicking the ball round the block with the bros
Now my rent late
And I’ve been wasting my time with some hoes
Shifting a bag of the bush for the dough
It’s not enough though
Still in the rough though
Never act tough but I’ve been in some scuffs cause my city get cut throat
Feel I’ve been giving it all that I got, but I’m all out of...
I kneel, be-fore him, praying that I am okay
I feel, rain pouring, washing me away
I’m still, detouring, straying off the other way
I really miss those days
Kicking the ball round the block with the bros
Now my rent late
And I’ve been wasting my time with some hoes
Shifting a bag of the bush for the dough
It’s not enough though
Still in the rough though
Never act tough but I’ve been in some scuffs cause my city get cut throat
Feel I’ve been giving it all that I got, but I’m all out of...
#sadness
#winter
#water
#despair
#emptiness
549 reads
1 Comment
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