Submissions by BeautifulStarz
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Forget this life.
I'm sorry I thought I could do this I thought that I had this.. against this against my demons but they seem to be winning ever since you left I can't breathe the world around me is crumbling slowly..the air around me is suffocating me what's left in this world if I don't have you?
Nothing this silence is painful painfully killing me..I watched you take your last breath..what's it for me take my last step..? Step to be with you again. You were my world my everything you taught me how to do everything except fight my demons...and theses demons are nothing like I experienced before....
Nothing this silence is painful painfully killing me..I watched you take your last breath..what's it for me take my last step..? Step to be with you again. You were my world my everything you taught me how to do everything except fight my demons...and theses demons are nothing like I experienced before....
#depression
#dark
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Gone again..
One cut two cut three cut four blood running to the bathroom floor.
She's gone insane, she can't play this game.
She can't feel any pleasure, She's full of dispair.
She has a permanent frown because she's constantly put down.
She's screaming, Can't you hear her?
She's dying, Can you save her?
Five, six, seven, eight, it's almost to late.
Nine, ten, She's gone again.
She's gone insane, she can't play this game.
She can't feel any pleasure, She's full of dispair.
She has a permanent frown because she's constantly put down.
She's screaming, Can't you hear her?
She's dying, Can you save her?
Five, six, seven, eight, it's almost to late.
Nine, ten, She's gone again.
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Gone
She used to be happy,
Until her world fell apart.
Her heart broke into a thousand little pieces.
She can't breathe anymore, Since he walked out that door.
He was her life, her world, her reason to live.
And he took all that away when he left her.
Her cutting has gotten out of control.
She can't live without him.
Shes lost her prize possession.
She questions whether or not she wants to keep on living or not it leaves her guessing.
She's falling apart,
Since he took her heart.
She comes to realize she can't live...
Until her world fell apart.
Her heart broke into a thousand little pieces.
She can't breathe anymore, Since he walked out that door.
He was her life, her world, her reason to live.
And he took all that away when he left her.
Her cutting has gotten out of control.
She can't live without him.
Shes lost her prize possession.
She questions whether or not she wants to keep on living or not it leaves her guessing.
She's falling apart,
Since he took her heart.
She comes to realize she can't live...
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The Voices Struck Again.
The Voices has chosen another victim,
She never chose to get them.
When The Voices are near and there,
She Is your worst Nightmare.
They never did want her to exist,
So The Voices made her bleed tears, the only way she knew how to, which is from her wrist.
The Voices lie to her, telling her that all of the pain will go away,That is only if she doesn't live for another day.
They made her miserable with all of the taunting and flaunting.
To the point where she's had enough.
She was once so strong and tough.
She's not going...
She never chose to get them.
When The Voices are near and there,
She Is your worst Nightmare.
They never did want her to exist,
So The Voices made her bleed tears, the only way she knew how to, which is from her wrist.
The Voices lie to her, telling her that all of the pain will go away,That is only if she doesn't live for another day.
They made her miserable with all of the taunting and flaunting.
To the point where she's had enough.
She was once so strong and tough.
She's not going...
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Forgotten Child.
She's the forgotten child.
Everybody in her household forgets she's there,
When she asks for something they don't care.
They have forgotten, she even exist.
Why do they treat her like this?
Is it because she's not perfect?
They think she's not even worth it.
She's the forgotten child with pretty scars on her wrist.
She has a broken smile, it has always been like this.
The painful memories torture her soul.
Her eyes have never been this dull.
She's crying tears as, She bleeds out her fears.
After years of...
Everybody in her household forgets she's there,
When she asks for something they don't care.
They have forgotten, she even exist.
Why do they treat her like this?
Is it because she's not perfect?
They think she's not even worth it.
She's the forgotten child with pretty scars on her wrist.
She has a broken smile, it has always been like this.
The painful memories torture her soul.
Her eyes have never been this dull.
She's crying tears as, She bleeds out her fears.
After years of...
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All She Feels Is Pain.
The look in her eyes screams for help.
Her broken shattered heart feels all the pain.
Her broken smile can't even be detected 'cause it's not even there.
For years now she feels the pain from being left all alone and abandoned.
For two long years now she can't keep anything down, She still cannot breathe from all the pain that she feels.
Her life is a nightmare that she can never wake up from.
Her loud screams are silent screams to everyone around her.
She keeps hoping somebody will notice and help her.
She can't even...
Her broken shattered heart feels all the pain.
Her broken smile can't even be detected 'cause it's not even there.
For years now she feels the pain from being left all alone and abandoned.
For two long years now she can't keep anything down, She still cannot breathe from all the pain that she feels.
Her life is a nightmare that she can never wake up from.
Her loud screams are silent screams to everyone around her.
She keeps hoping somebody will notice and help her.
She can't even...
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The Voices are back.
She's hearing the voices again.
She's going insane.
Nobody's helping her, they think it's all a lie.
The voices are telling her to say her final goodbye.
She's so close to death,
But there is only one thing left.
The voices are keeping her alive for only a little while longer.
The voices are getting so much stronger.
As she's getting weaker,
The cuts are getting deeper.
She's going to pay,
For trying to push the voices away.
The Voices are arguing with each other to see which one gets to decide her suicide....
She's going insane.
Nobody's helping her, they think it's all a lie.
The voices are telling her to say her final goodbye.
She's so close to death,
But there is only one thing left.
The voices are keeping her alive for only a little while longer.
The voices are getting so much stronger.
As she's getting weaker,
The cuts are getting deeper.
She's going to pay,
For trying to push the voices away.
The Voices are arguing with each other to see which one gets to decide her suicide....
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The Wrong Choice
She looks between the two people.
Jesus Christ and the Devil.
She's trying to make the right choice, She opens her mouth to say " I choose Jesus Christ." But nothing comes out except for "I choose the Devil." Jesus gives her a sad look and says "alright my child." She screams and shouts but it makes no difference.
He sent her Deep Inside The Pits Of Hell.
Where there's nothing more then awful smells.
There's no signs of life, except for the sounds and screams of fright.
Demons and Creatures roam about. The awful smell...
Jesus Christ and the Devil.
She's trying to make the right choice, She opens her mouth to say " I choose Jesus Christ." But nothing comes out except for "I choose the Devil." Jesus gives her a sad look and says "alright my child." She screams and shouts but it makes no difference.
He sent her Deep Inside The Pits Of Hell.
Where there's nothing more then awful smells.
There's no signs of life, except for the sounds and screams of fright.
Demons and Creatures roam about. The awful smell...
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The Voices
The Voices in her head,
Are weighing like lead.
No once can hear,
Even though everyone is near.
She was once filled with life,
Now She's filled with strife.
The Voices are getting louder and louder, each time She
Holds her head. She tries to go to bed,
They're Driving her dead instead.
She has lost all of the pieces of her sanity,
Because The Voices made her choices.
The Voices are taunting her with a dare.
To see if someone would care.
To take that knife
And...
Are weighing like lead.
No once can hear,
Even though everyone is near.
She was once filled with life,
Now She's filled with strife.
The Voices are getting louder and louder, each time She
Holds her head. She tries to go to bed,
They're Driving her dead instead.
She has lost all of the pieces of her sanity,
Because The Voices made her choices.
The Voices are taunting her with a dare.
To see if someone would care.
To take that knife
And...
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End it all.
She's crying herself to sleep every night
To her nothing seems right.
She tries so hard to escape the depressed feelings.
The only way she can escape this cruel world is by bleeding.
She's hurting so bad, you can feel her pain from miles away.
She's counting down the days 'til she can end this pain.
To the world her life is just a game.
The depression is so bad, she can't go back to the life she barley understood and knew.
It all just to much to be true.
She's just about ready to end it all.
The first time in forever...
To her nothing seems right.
She tries so hard to escape the depressed feelings.
The only way she can escape this cruel world is by bleeding.
She's hurting so bad, you can feel her pain from miles away.
She's counting down the days 'til she can end this pain.
To the world her life is just a game.
The depression is so bad, she can't go back to the life she barley understood and knew.
It all just to much to be true.
She's just about ready to end it all.
The first time in forever...
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Suicidal Urges
She's in her darkest hours and mind.
She tries to fight the Suicidal Urges.
She looks around for something to please the hunger.
She runs to the kitchen and grabs the knife. She starts slicing away at the once non-harmed life.
She's addicted to the bloody flesh each time more and more. She's getting dizzier, everything is getting blurrier, she stumbles to the door.
She screams for help, but nothing comes out except for a yelp.
As she's painfully and slowly dying, She's silently screaming and crying. She's biting her lip, the blood starts to...
She tries to fight the Suicidal Urges.
She looks around for something to please the hunger.
She runs to the kitchen and grabs the knife. She starts slicing away at the once non-harmed life.
She's addicted to the bloody flesh each time more and more. She's getting dizzier, everything is getting blurrier, she stumbles to the door.
She screams for help, but nothing comes out except for a yelp.
As she's painfully and slowly dying, She's silently screaming and crying. She's biting her lip, the blood starts to...
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The Grim Reaper
The grim reaper is lurking near, He's watching your fear.
He's trying to make your death come much quicker then it needs to be.
He's under your room, you close the door, his evil taunting laugh echos through the floor.
You hear death coming closer calling you by your name.
It's all just his idea of a cruel game.
You reach for the door, as he comes through the floor.
He Snatches you, He takes you to his lair.
He's torturing you with his evil dreams. Your starting to scream.
He's making your fears come true. He's tearing you...
He's trying to make your death come much quicker then it needs to be.
He's under your room, you close the door, his evil taunting laugh echos through the floor.
You hear death coming closer calling you by your name.
It's all just his idea of a cruel game.
You reach for the door, as he comes through the floor.
He Snatches you, He takes you to his lair.
He's torturing you with his evil dreams. Your starting to scream.
He's making your fears come true. He's tearing you...
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