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Forget this life.

I'm sorry I thought I could do this I thought that I had this.. against this against my demons but they seem to be winning ever since you left I can't breathe the world around me is crumbling slowly..the air around me is suffocating me what's left in this world if I don't have you?  
 
Nothing this silence is painful painfully killing me..I watched you take your last breath..what's it for me take my last step..? Step to be with you again. You were my world my everything you taught me how to do everything except fight my demons...and theses demons are nothing like I experienced before.  
 
 
"You're weak, come on let's do it this week" they said. "Just hang from your neck you're a wreck" they said. No one will miss you unlike her. You're nothing compared to the mother that you'll never become never will be a mother they said. Fuck this I can't do this. Fuck this world fuck everything. Already cut out the rest.  No one will be there. No one will be at your memorial. FUCK THIS IM DEAD.. Your husband will reject he said nothing will protect you. You're a joke go ahead and choke.. choke on this life that you thought was perfect but it was the life that crept on you to take your soul lol You're so dull. Go ahead take You're last breath You're meeting death.
Written by BeautifulStarz
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After my mom died this is how I feel especially since I found out I possibly can't have kids.
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