Submissions by BGHE4EVER
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Forever
Sorry is not enough
Nothing is good enough to say
How much my soul misses you
Forever and a day
Each time I think I won't
Your memory grips my heart
I know in time, perhaps I'll accept
Being forever apart
I never wanted to hurt you
Or make you mad, you see,
I am struggling to find myself again,
The one before you and me
I guess it's time for me to let go
Thanks for the wild n crazy ride
I love you forever, soulmate,
One last time...gnhe...but never...
Nothing is good enough to say
How much my soul misses you
Forever and a day
Each time I think I won't
Your memory grips my heart
I know in time, perhaps I'll accept
Being forever apart
I never wanted to hurt you
Or make you mad, you see,
I am struggling to find myself again,
The one before you and me
I guess it's time for me to let go
Thanks for the wild n crazy ride
I love you forever, soulmate,
One last time...gnhe...but never...
575 reads
Roller Coaster
Sometimes life
Is never what it seems
I feel trapped on a roller coaster
In a screwed up dream
Struggle to the top
Light! I think I can see!
Only to plunge into darkness
Will I ever be free?
The grinding chains
Pull me along
Bouncing and groaning
This ride is too long
Clickety clack!
Thunders in my mind
What's around the bend?
Am I running out of time?
The screeching brakes grind
Trying desperately to stop
Only to find
I coast back to the top
...
Is never what it seems
I feel trapped on a roller coaster
In a screwed up dream
Struggle to the top
Light! I think I can see!
Only to plunge into darkness
Will I ever be free?
The grinding chains
Pull me along
Bouncing and groaning
This ride is too long
Clickety clack!
Thunders in my mind
What's around the bend?
Am I running out of time?
The screeching brakes grind
Trying desperately to stop
Only to find
I coast back to the top
...
622 reads
Sleep
It's two a.m.
I am wide awake
Thinking of you
How much more can I take
Clock is ticking
Saying your name
Sleep just won't come
No longer a game
Illusions are real
At least in my mind
They play a sad song
That always rewinds
Turn over in fear
Pillow on my head
Doesn't help the shadows
Alive in my bed
Laughing and crying
All at the same time
Whispers are calling
You, I will never find
Thump in the dark
Scared of the night
Only my...
I am wide awake
Thinking of you
How much more can I take
Clock is ticking
Saying your name
Sleep just won't come
No longer a game
Illusions are real
At least in my mind
They play a sad song
That always rewinds
Turn over in fear
Pillow on my head
Doesn't help the shadows
Alive in my bed
Laughing and crying
All at the same time
Whispers are calling
You, I will never find
Thump in the dark
Scared of the night
Only my...
566 reads
5 Comments
Home
Like sand in the hour glass
Memories sift through my mind
Guess it couldn’t last
Trying to fool Father Time
I long to hear your voice
Hoping you will call
You always had a choice
But somehow we lost it all
Scarred from losing you
My heart and my soul
Not knowing what to do
Beats lonely and cold
Without the warmth from you
I am lost, forever alone
My mind knows the truth
But won’t accept that you’re gone
Make my heart understand
So it no longer hurts
And...
Memories sift through my mind
Guess it couldn’t last
Trying to fool Father Time
I long to hear your voice
Hoping you will call
You always had a choice
But somehow we lost it all
Scarred from losing you
My heart and my soul
Not knowing what to do
Beats lonely and cold
Without the warmth from you
I am lost, forever alone
My mind knows the truth
But won’t accept that you’re gone
Make my heart understand
So it no longer hurts
And...
562 reads
Wish
I wish you could just hold me
My heart misses you with every beat
Unloved, untouched, undone, and broken
I suffer in silence and defeat
I wish I could just tell you
That everything is really fine
But that would be a hurtful lie
Why can’t you be just mine?
I wish we could just spend
Alone time, just us together
But I am left with only confusion
What happened to forever?
I wish for all the hurt
To magically go away
And let my memories of us
Linger in my soul, forever and a day
I wish fate was...
My heart misses you with every beat
Unloved, untouched, undone, and broken
I suffer in silence and defeat
I wish I could just tell you
That everything is really fine
But that would be a hurtful lie
Why can’t you be just mine?
I wish we could just spend
Alone time, just us together
But I am left with only confusion
What happened to forever?
I wish for all the hurt
To magically go away
And let my memories of us
Linger in my soul, forever and a day
I wish fate was...
614 reads
Why?
What did I not hear
Something I couldn’t see
Pain behind the smile
Disguising misery
Too young to understand
Not old enough to know
the trials of life are real
you didn’t have to go
the hurt is but a moment
caught in your time of life
the pain is only temporary
friends always by your side
death - it is an absolute
something that cannot be undone
I only wish that I had known
You felt you had no one
I don’t know what I could have done
But I would have given it my best
What was...
Something I couldn’t see
Pain behind the smile
Disguising misery
Too young to understand
Not old enough to know
the trials of life are real
you didn’t have to go
the hurt is but a moment
caught in your time of life
the pain is only temporary
friends always by your side
death - it is an absolute
something that cannot be undone
I only wish that I had known
You felt you had no one
I don’t know what I could have done
But I would have given it my best
What was...
657 reads
7 Comments
I Need
I need you more now
Than I ever have before
So much pain and confusion
Since you slammed shut the door
A broken picture on the wall
Of my barely beating heart
Like tiny shards of glass
Pierce and rip my world apart
Suicide, depths of despair
Have touched my burdened soul
How I wish you were here to tell me
"From this moment, you will grow"
So much has happened
I need to share with you
I can't believe how quick you left
You have broken my heart in two...
Soulmate, hear my cry...
Than I ever have before
So much pain and confusion
Since you slammed shut the door
A broken picture on the wall
Of my barely beating heart
Like tiny shards of glass
Pierce and rip my world apart
Suicide, depths of despair
Have touched my burdened soul
How I wish you were here to tell me
"From this moment, you will grow"
So much has happened
I need to share with you
I can't believe how quick you left
You have broken my heart in two...
Soulmate, hear my cry...
643 reads
What I'm really trying to say...
So much has changed
Since you've been gone
No longer where I was
But still feel alone
Every morning
Before my feet touch the floor
Your memory rushes me
How I wish I had more
Leaving left a hole
Pierced my dying heart
It swallows me whole
Being forever apart
Sometimes I can accept
Knowing that you are gone
Though my soul still needs support
When I can't stand on my own
All the changes in my life
I desperately long to share
God, how I wish I could see you... ...
Since you've been gone
No longer where I was
But still feel alone
Every morning
Before my feet touch the floor
Your memory rushes me
How I wish I had more
Leaving left a hole
Pierced my dying heart
It swallows me whole
Being forever apart
Sometimes I can accept
Knowing that you are gone
Though my soul still needs support
When I can't stand on my own
All the changes in my life
I desperately long to share
God, how I wish I could see you... ...
632 reads
2 Comments
Remember me Forever (Miss you always...)
Two souls intertwined
Gracefully surge together
Bound by time that once stood still
The riverbank felt like Heaven…
Your touch is etched within my heart
Your kiss on my lips forever sweet
I love you more, even though I cry,
You made my wounded heart complete
The cold wind gently touching your face
Will cause countless emotions to rush
It will be my memory stealing a kiss
Whispering your name, remembering your touch…
As time and distance drift away
The warmth of me from the sun you will feel
And remember...
Gracefully surge together
Bound by time that once stood still
The riverbank felt like Heaven…
Your touch is etched within my heart
Your kiss on my lips forever sweet
I love you more, even though I cry,
You made my wounded heart complete
The cold wind gently touching your face
Will cause countless emotions to rush
It will be my memory stealing a kiss
Whispering your name, remembering your touch…
As time and distance drift away
The warmth of me from the sun you will feel
And remember...
681 reads
5 Comments
To Be with You Again
The hurt is indescribable
Why did it get this way?
I gave you my soul forever
And now it ends today?
My spirit has been broken
My heart is ripped in two
Not even wanting a kiss goodbye
Was ever said by you…
Not one word was mentioned
You didn’t care to see my face?
Or hold my hand, touch my skin?
Memories of me - will you erase?
We never had that slow time
Everything always so rushed
And now you’re gone, you’re really gone
How can I miss you this much?
My feelings just were devastated
At how fast...
Why did it get this way?
I gave you my soul forever
And now it ends today?
My spirit has been broken
My heart is ripped in two
Not even wanting a kiss goodbye
Was ever said by you…
Not one word was mentioned
You didn’t care to see my face?
Or hold my hand, touch my skin?
Memories of me - will you erase?
We never had that slow time
Everything always so rushed
And now you’re gone, you’re really gone
How can I miss you this much?
My feelings just were devastated
At how fast...
595 reads
Depths of Despair
My mind says it’s wrong
A forbidden start
I only wish someone
would tell it to my heart
When what I have known
Is suddenly taken away
my soul is devastated
forever and a day
Each tear that I cry
echoes in the dark
With each lonely whisper
My world rips apart
To never touch your face
I am unable to bear
How will I survive
with only a "pinky swear"?
I am consumed with memory
Every second, every day
my happiness drifts silently
like smoke swirls away
Never once did I...
A forbidden start
I only wish someone
would tell it to my heart
When what I have known
Is suddenly taken away
my soul is devastated
forever and a day
Each tear that I cry
echoes in the dark
With each lonely whisper
My world rips apart
To never touch your face
I am unable to bear
How will I survive
with only a "pinky swear"?
I am consumed with memory
Every second, every day
my happiness drifts silently
like smoke swirls away
Never once did I...
539 reads
Keep drinking me away...
I often sit and wonder
Can you even see my face?
Guess you don’t see me hurt
Through your drunken haze
Everyday, the same old thing
Get up before the morning light
I cringe when I hear the “pop top”
Beer in hand, until again it’s night
Not that I don’t think you love me
I believe you really do
But always choosing beer over me
Slowly kills my love for you
Even though it’s you that drinks
You are stealing MY life away
All I want is to be noticed
Just a few minutes out of your day
...
Can you even see my face?
Guess you don’t see me hurt
Through your drunken haze
Everyday, the same old thing
Get up before the morning light
I cringe when I hear the “pop top”
Beer in hand, until again it’s night
Not that I don’t think you love me
I believe you really do
But always choosing beer over me
Slowly kills my love for you
Even though it’s you that drinks
You are stealing MY life away
All I want is to be noticed
Just a few minutes out of your day
...
691 reads
2 Comments
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