Submissions by BDOT
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I am a poet . Poetry is my passion . My pain and my love bleeds through that ink onto the paper . I breathe in experience and breathe out poetry .
DARK POEM
Published
7th May 2017 2:17am
7th May 2017 2:17am
Inner pain
I just wanna pass
So I can be at rest ,
That's all I ask
I gave it my best .
This inner pain
It hurts so bad ,
Like I got hit by a train
I'm just so sad .
I must itch the scabs
When I'm asleep ,
This pain I have
Hurts in my dreams .
The cuts reopen
When I awake ,
It's got me mopin'
There's no more I can take .
Wounds so deep
Impossible to heal ,
This pain that I keep
I wish someone would steal .
Years of masking
Only made it worse ,
It's got me begging
To see my hearse . ...
So I can be at rest ,
That's all I ask
I gave it my best .
This inner pain
It hurts so bad ,
Like I got hit by a train
I'm just so sad .
I must itch the scabs
When I'm asleep ,
This pain I have
Hurts in my dreams .
The cuts reopen
When I awake ,
It's got me mopin'
There's no more I can take .
Wounds so deep
Impossible to heal ,
This pain that I keep
I wish someone would steal .
Years of masking
Only made it worse ,
It's got me begging
To see my hearse . ...
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DARK POEM
Published
17th Jul 2016 8:54pm
17th Jul 2016 8:54pm
The System
You're just like that hook
Stuck in a fishes mouth ,
You don't go by their book
And their locking you down .
They make up lies
And take away your freedom ,
Always wrong in their eyes
You can never beat 'em .
It's all about money
And they're all corrupt ,
They also think it's funny
They don't give a fuck .
No sympathy for your life
No care for your explanation ,
They don't wanna know why
Fuck your situation .
Tell me what's your satisfaction
Of seeing me in jail ,
You don't even know a...
Stuck in a fishes mouth ,
You don't go by their book
And their locking you down .
They make up lies
And take away your freedom ,
Always wrong in their eyes
You can never beat 'em .
It's all about money
And they're all corrupt ,
They also think it's funny
They don't give a fuck .
No sympathy for your life
No care for your explanation ,
They don't wanna know why
Fuck your situation .
Tell me what's your satisfaction
Of seeing me in jail ,
You don't even know a...
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DARK POEM
Published
3rd Jun 2016 4:54am
3rd Jun 2016 4:54am
The struggle is real ...
In this world full of changes each and every day ,
I feel I'm being judged for what I do and what I say ~
I can remember back in the days chillin' at the park , when I didn't worry about other peoples remarks ~
Now lookin' in the mirror I see to my suprise ,
a completely different person starin' in my eyes ~
A care free little boy I saw at 4 and 5 ,
has now became a man strugglin' to survive .
B.
I feel I'm being judged for what I do and what I say ~
I can remember back in the days chillin' at the park , when I didn't worry about other peoples remarks ~
Now lookin' in the mirror I see to my suprise ,
a completely different person starin' in my eyes ~
A care free little boy I saw at 4 and 5 ,
has now became a man strugglin' to survive .
B.
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DARK POEM
Published
30th Mar 2016 4:22pm
30th Mar 2016 4:22pm
"Caged"
Ever since a young pup
It's all been bad ,
Once again locked up
And my mind's gone mad ~
Trapped behind bars
A lot of years wasted ,
I made this life hard
Tears of pain is all I tasted ~
Troubled since a teen
With a short fuse ,
I'm going to hell it seems
Couldn't walk in these shoes ~
Started off in foster homes
No family around ,
Always felt all alone
Like a dog in the pound ~
Can't sew my seems
Or even carve a niche ,
And if anyone asks me
I'll tell 'em life's a bitch ~
The future looks dim
I...
It's all been bad ,
Once again locked up
And my mind's gone mad ~
Trapped behind bars
A lot of years wasted ,
I made this life hard
Tears of pain is all I tasted ~
Troubled since a teen
With a short fuse ,
I'm going to hell it seems
Couldn't walk in these shoes ~
Started off in foster homes
No family around ,
Always felt all alone
Like a dog in the pound ~
Can't sew my seems
Or even carve a niche ,
And if anyone asks me
I'll tell 'em life's a bitch ~
The future looks dim
I...
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LOVE POEM
Published
20th Dec 2015 4:52am
20th Dec 2015 4:52am
HAPPY
I finally found
a girl who likes me for me ,
I'm no longer down
Never thought it could be ~
We both understand
Been down the same road ,
So I will hold your hand
Through the dark and the cold ~
This life can get hard
But I'll help you out of the ditch ,
I can heal your broken heart
And the pain I'll dismiss ~
We can do it together
Heal each other's pain ,
Through whatever weather
We can dance in the rain ~
I love to see your smile
Brings a tear to my eye ,
I'd walk a hundred miles
Just to see it one time ~...
a girl who likes me for me ,
I'm no longer down
Never thought it could be ~
We both understand
Been down the same road ,
So I will hold your hand
Through the dark and the cold ~
This life can get hard
But I'll help you out of the ditch ,
I can heal your broken heart
And the pain I'll dismiss ~
We can do it together
Heal each other's pain ,
Through whatever weather
We can dance in the rain ~
I love to see your smile
Brings a tear to my eye ,
I'd walk a hundred miles
Just to see it one time ~...
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DARK POEM
Published
28th Nov 2015 3:34pm
28th Nov 2015 3:34pm
Raining Again
I thought things were fine
But its raing again
Fall to my knees and cry
Yeah its raing again
The pain wont leave my mind
Its raining again
Just when i thought this world was mine
It starts raining again ~
I watch the rain drop
Hit the window pane
The happiness stops
It's raining again
These windows to my soul
Covered in tears
All this pain no one knows
I been hiding for years
Scratching digging out
Trying to break through the surface
Asking to get help
What's the cause what's the purpose
Tharopy ,...
But its raing again
Fall to my knees and cry
Yeah its raing again
The pain wont leave my mind
Its raining again
Just when i thought this world was mine
It starts raining again ~
I watch the rain drop
Hit the window pane
The happiness stops
It's raining again
These windows to my soul
Covered in tears
All this pain no one knows
I been hiding for years
Scratching digging out
Trying to break through the surface
Asking to get help
What's the cause what's the purpose
Tharopy ,...
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DARK POEM
Published
14th Oct 2015 00:44am
14th Oct 2015 00:44am
The new me
This new life I chose
I've gained my trust ,
Got rid of my foes
And that was a must ~
Earned my respect
I've made new friends ,
No longer in neglect
They'll be with me to the end ~
Full of persistence,
My mind is back ,
I see the beauty in existence
I'm no longer black ~
I wake up with a smile
And it glows,
I was down for a while
And everybody knows ~
I've faced my demons
And I conquered them ,
Now I know my reason
I'm free till the end ~
No more rejection
And boy it feels good ,
A lot of...
I've gained my trust ,
Got rid of my foes
And that was a must ~
Earned my respect
I've made new friends ,
No longer in neglect
They'll be with me to the end ~
Full of persistence,
My mind is back ,
I see the beauty in existence
I'm no longer black ~
I wake up with a smile
And it glows,
I was down for a while
And everybody knows ~
I've faced my demons
And I conquered them ,
Now I know my reason
I'm free till the end ~
No more rejection
And boy it feels good ,
A lot of...
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DARK POEM
Published
14th Oct 2015 00:40am
14th Oct 2015 00:40am
These tatts are scars
Face full of scars
Body full of tatts ,
Minds been rode hard
But I always bounce back ~
Now I can look in the mirror
Without turning away ,
The picture is more clear
Another beautiful day ~
Sober and I'm me
And I love this shit ,
Till it's over I'll remain free
I'm happy in this bitch ~
These scars is what's made me
I needed these falls ,
I am no longer crazy
Breaking down these walls ~
These tatts are reminders
Of where my life has been ,
Life's a bitch but can't rewind her
So I will turn a loss into a win ~...
Body full of tatts ,
Minds been rode hard
But I always bounce back ~
Now I can look in the mirror
Without turning away ,
The picture is more clear
Another beautiful day ~
Sober and I'm me
And I love this shit ,
Till it's over I'll remain free
I'm happy in this bitch ~
These scars is what's made me
I needed these falls ,
I am no longer crazy
Breaking down these walls ~
These tatts are reminders
Of where my life has been ,
Life's a bitch but can't rewind her
So I will turn a loss into a win ~...
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DARK POEM
Published
18th Jul 2014 1:40am
18th Jul 2014 1:40am
"Thanks for nothing"
You said you would write
But I never got one letter ,
If you would've dropped one line
It would have made it all better ~
You said you would visit
But your presence is absent ,
Why is it your face I'm missing
Is what I keep asking ~
You don't even care
And it really shows ,
You're never ever there
And that really blows ~
I'm always there for you
And I wonder why ,
I know what to say and do
When I see you cry ~
Now I'm sitting in jail
And still no word ,
You'll send me mail ?
Biggest bullshit I ever heard ~...
But I never got one letter ,
If you would've dropped one line
It would have made it all better ~
You said you would visit
But your presence is absent ,
Why is it your face I'm missing
Is what I keep asking ~
You don't even care
And it really shows ,
You're never ever there
And that really blows ~
I'm always there for you
And I wonder why ,
I know what to say and do
When I see you cry ~
Now I'm sitting in jail
And still no word ,
You'll send me mail ?
Biggest bullshit I ever heard ~...
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DARK POEM
Published
3rd Jul 2014 3:03pm
3rd Jul 2014 3:03pm
"Will I stay"
I'm wound up tight
my nerves are shot ,
ready to end this life
and leave this spot ~
There is nothing for me here
There's really never been ,
it gets worse every year
I commit more and more sins ~
Am I going to hell
or will I go upstairs ?
It's not hard to tell
that nobody even cares ~
My life is hit
and there is no excuse ,
I ain't worth shit
like a blown ass fuse ~
Tighten the noose
or pull out a blade ,
or if I shoot
I'll aim at the side of my face ~
My life is over
there is nothing left ,
I can...
my nerves are shot ,
ready to end this life
and leave this spot ~
There is nothing for me here
There's really never been ,
it gets worse every year
I commit more and more sins ~
Am I going to hell
or will I go upstairs ?
It's not hard to tell
that nobody even cares ~
My life is hit
and there is no excuse ,
I ain't worth shit
like a blown ass fuse ~
Tighten the noose
or pull out a blade ,
or if I shoot
I'll aim at the side of my face ~
My life is over
there is nothing left ,
I can...
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DARK POEM
Published
3rd Jul 2014 2:52pm
3rd Jul 2014 2:52pm
"f**k up"
Once again thinking what have I done ,
a straight fuck up is what I've become ~
My whole life has been bad choices ,
I can't break free from hearing these voices ~
It seems right from wrong I don't know which ,
I'm way over my head in this deep ass ditch ~
It's either drugs or it's thoughts of violence ,
I wanna know why I never had the right guidance ~
I can't blame my mom so is it my dad ?
She gave me everything but I was still so bad ~
Every time I talk to God he seems more further ,
and everyday I awake it's me I wanna murder ~
Thoughts of...
a straight fuck up is what I've become ~
My whole life has been bad choices ,
I can't break free from hearing these voices ~
It seems right from wrong I don't know which ,
I'm way over my head in this deep ass ditch ~
It's either drugs or it's thoughts of violence ,
I wanna know why I never had the right guidance ~
I can't blame my mom so is it my dad ?
She gave me everything but I was still so bad ~
Every time I talk to God he seems more further ,
and everyday I awake it's me I wanna murder ~
Thoughts of...
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DARK POEM
Published
3rd Jul 2014 6:05am
3rd Jul 2014 6:05am
"The pen is my tears"
THE PEN IS MY TEARS ,
When I cry
On the paper ink appears ~
When I'm hurt and sad ,
Tears of ink fill up my note pad ~
Too much pain
I begin to sink ,
My pen starts raining
Tears of ink ~
I cry but in my own way ,
My pen poors ink day after day ~
This life full of sorrow ,
THE PEN IS MY TEARS
today and tomorrow ~
I keep to myself
You wouldn't understand ,
THE PEN IS MY TEARS
And they flow through my hand ~
If explained you wouldn't catch the meaning ,
Why these tears of ink they keep on bleeding ~
What I say...
When I cry
On the paper ink appears ~
When I'm hurt and sad ,
Tears of ink fill up my note pad ~
Too much pain
I begin to sink ,
My pen starts raining
Tears of ink ~
I cry but in my own way ,
My pen poors ink day after day ~
This life full of sorrow ,
THE PEN IS MY TEARS
today and tomorrow ~
I keep to myself
You wouldn't understand ,
THE PEN IS MY TEARS
And they flow through my hand ~
If explained you wouldn't catch the meaning ,
Why these tears of ink they keep on bleeding ~
What I say...
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