"The pen is my tears"

THE PEN IS MY TEARS ,
When I cry
On the paper ink appears ~
When I'm hurt and sad ,
Tears of ink fill up my note pad ~
Too much pain
I begin to sink ,
My pen starts raining
Tears of ink ~
I cry but in my own way ,
My pen poors ink day after day ~
This life full of sorrow ,
THE PEN IS MY TEARS
today and tomorrow ~
I keep to myself
You wouldn't understand ,
THE PEN IS MY TEARS
And they flow through my hand ~
If explained you wouldn't catch the meaning ,
Why these tears of ink they keep on bleeding ~
What I say is the truth ,
The color of my tears are royal blue ~
When I cry
On the paper ink appears ,
That's because
THE PEN IS MY TEARS ~
B.