Submissions by Ashtal_Leb_Azure
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DARK POEM
Published
11th Mar 2019 9:15am
11th Mar 2019 9:15am
Was I?
Humans are alike,
Deceive by thoughts.
Submerge by past.
Changing thoughts to
Never ending labyrinth.
Confused by dreams.
Deceived by lies.
Feared by unknown demise.
Terminated by reality.
In the end, who am I?
Have no rights to control.
Yet, saving them with words
and, life-threatening actions.
Who am I?
It hurts to see people suffer.
Yet, did not know.
I was too.
Deceive by thoughts.
Submerge by past.
Changing thoughts to
Never ending labyrinth.
Confused by dreams.
Deceived by lies.
Feared by unknown demise.
Terminated by reality.
In the end, who am I?
Have no rights to control.
Yet, saving them with words
and, life-threatening actions.
Who am I?
It hurts to see people suffer.
Yet, did not know.
I was too.
#depression
#loneliness
#dark
#TruthOfLife
#suffering
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DARK POEM
Published
6th Mar 2019 8:36am
6th Mar 2019 8:36am
Used to it
Unpleasant.
Bitter and tasteless.
A monochrome world
Nothing but black and white.
Relentless Breathing.
Lazy nights.
Surviving days.
Such troublesome.
There's nothing I can do about it.
There's nothing new about it.
There's nothing about it.
Lonely nights are sane.
Suffer from violence are sane.
Yet, I'm going insane.
I'm used to it.
Harm? I'm used to it.
Loneliness? I'm used to it.
Taking blame? I'm used to it.
Arts are lifeless
Partners are fake ...
Bitter and tasteless.
A monochrome world
Nothing but black and white.
Relentless Breathing.
Lazy nights.
Surviving days.
Such troublesome.
There's nothing I can do about it.
There's nothing new about it.
There's nothing about it.
Lonely nights are sane.
Suffer from violence are sane.
Yet, I'm going insane.
I'm used to it.
Harm? I'm used to it.
Loneliness? I'm used to it.
Taking blame? I'm used to it.
Arts are lifeless
Partners are fake ...
#dark
#violence
#death
#TruthOfLife
#suffering
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Feb 2019 10:53am
12th Feb 2019 10:53am
A single face, a single mask
A simple façade hides my pain and suffering
Like a disease that slowly kills me
I simply don't want to worry others.
It hurts, someone save me
Smiling and laughing
Happiness and kindness
Such innocent smiles cast upon their face
It hurts, I can't go on
Chain binds and pulls me in the abyss
I'm losing emotions, it's frustrating
Looking at them, looking at their leaving figure
Don't leave me alone.
Such loneliness showered upon me
I can't see anyone
I can't hear anymore
Such...
Like a disease that slowly kills me
I simply don't want to worry others.
It hurts, someone save me
Smiling and laughing
Happiness and kindness
Such innocent smiles cast upon their face
It hurts, I can't go on
Chain binds and pulls me in the abyss
I'm losing emotions, it's frustrating
Looking at them, looking at their leaving figure
Don't leave me alone.
Such loneliness showered upon me
I can't see anyone
I can't hear anymore
Such...
#loneliness
#dark
#confusion
#suffering
#emptiness
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DARK POEM
Published
11th Feb 2019 9:30am
11th Feb 2019 9:30am
Looking to my past
I see myself in the mirror
Seeing my mistakes
Blaming myself
Cursing myself
I came closer to the mirror
I see myself up close
Lifeless pupils casted
Scratches and bruises displayed in my porcelain skin
I'm ugly, I'm wicked.
There is nothing in this world, but
me, and this mirror
Darkness and silent surround me.
No one can reach me
I stared at myself
Screams from the past
Regrets from the past
Memories surfaced
I cried and cursed.
Why is it so hard to live? ...
Seeing my mistakes
Blaming myself
Cursing myself
I came closer to the mirror
I see myself up close
Lifeless pupils casted
Scratches and bruises displayed in my porcelain skin
I'm ugly, I'm wicked.
There is nothing in this world, but
me, and this mirror
Darkness and silent surround me.
No one can reach me
I stared at myself
Screams from the past
Regrets from the past
Memories surfaced
I cried and cursed.
Why is it so hard to live? ...
#dark
#evil
#shadows #tragedy
#shadows #tragedy
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DARK POEM
Published
11th Feb 2019 9:12am
11th Feb 2019 9:12am
Pain
As the pain entered my body
I shook
My thoughts became blank
Pain here and there
The scream of sirens covered my ears
Blood drip slowly
My body convulses
My eyes were tired
I want to die
I don't want to die
I don't want to live
I want to live
My emotions mixed
My body shivered
I asked myself
Am I going to die?
I did not answer
For the answer is right in front of my eyes.
I saw a reaper clad in lustrous black
Death was upon me
I shook
My thoughts became blank
Pain here and there
The scream of sirens covered my ears
Blood drip slowly
My body convulses
My eyes were tired
I want to die
I don't want to die
I don't want to live
I want to live
My emotions mixed
My body shivered
I asked myself
Am I going to die?
I did not answer
For the answer is right in front of my eyes.
I saw a reaper clad in lustrous black
Death was upon me
#dark
#death
#evil
#FeelingLost
#suffering
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LOVE POEM
Published
29th Jan 2019 12:34pm
29th Jan 2019 12:34pm
Lies
Lies
In this hollow feeling. There's something missing.
It was you who made me this.
Powerful and independent me.
Fix my Shattered broken heart
I'm missing you, I need you now.
I want you to embrace me tightly.
Let the lines cast away.
There is nothing to hold us back.
We are in love with each other.
Tell me lies
Crying under the starry night.
I wonder what I am missing.
Am I not great enough?
Am I not giving pleasure enough?
I see it in your eyes.
Tell me lies. ...
In this hollow feeling. There's something missing.
It was you who made me this.
Powerful and independent me.
Fix my Shattered broken heart
I'm missing you, I need you now.
I want you to embrace me tightly.
Let the lines cast away.
There is nothing to hold us back.
We are in love with each other.
Tell me lies
Crying under the starry night.
I wonder what I am missing.
Am I not great enough?
Am I not giving pleasure enough?
I see it in your eyes.
Tell me lies. ...
#love
#dark
#heartbroken
#secrets
#lies
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DARK POEM
Published
26th Jan 2019 2:29pm
26th Jan 2019 2:29pm
I'm Nothing
Inside the world of endless dark.
I found myself chained down in despair.
I couldn't do anything,
I am nothing
The darkness grew darker
Hope for me is only a dream.
I'm sick of being a con artist
I'm sick of hearing reality
I'm sick of myself
Cold, there was nothing but a cold breeze.
It sweeps and lingered to my skin.
Sound, there was nothing but my beating heart
I'm alive, yet dead inside.
In darkness, I found a friend.
It foreshadows me anytime, anywhere, everywhere
I blur myself
I don't...
I found myself chained down in despair.
I couldn't do anything,
I am nothing
The darkness grew darker
Hope for me is only a dream.
I'm sick of being a con artist
I'm sick of hearing reality
I'm sick of myself
Cold, there was nothing but a cold breeze.
It sweeps and lingered to my skin.
Sound, there was nothing but my beating heart
I'm alive, yet dead inside.
In darkness, I found a friend.
It foreshadows me anytime, anywhere, everywhere
I blur myself
I don't...
#depression
#dark
#death
#evil
#mystery
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DARK POEM
Published
10th Jan 2019 1:43pm
10th Jan 2019 1:43pm
Last Breath
A single minute left
A breath to spare
Gazing at the abyss
I was lost
Far from my fellows
Far from my beloved
Less than a minute left
A thought to spare
Thinking death would come, I was ready
But the lingering regrets, I was not
Half-minute left
A move to spare
Requesting help from nowhere
I feared, I cried, I'm about to die
Less than a minute left
A thought to spare
My strength demise
My heart aches
Losing hope,...
A breath to spare
Gazing at the abyss
I was lost
Far from my fellows
Far from my beloved
Less than a minute left
A thought to spare
Thinking death would come, I was ready
But the lingering regrets, I was not
Half-minute left
A move to spare
Requesting help from nowhere
I feared, I cried, I'm about to die
Less than a minute left
A thought to spare
My strength demise
My heart aches
Losing hope,...
#dark
#death
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